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by HorseloverFat
Mon Jun 06, 2022 8:19 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.
Replies: 16
Views: 3958

Re: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.

You seem brighter - making inner progress I'm definitely in a better place than I was last year :) A few small changes can have drastic ripple effects over time. Leaving the Christian paradigm was also a good idea because both the orthodox and gnostic outlook led me into a negative mindset. It's on...
by HorseloverFat
Sun Jun 05, 2022 10:27 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.
Replies: 16
Views: 3958

Re: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.

Thank you everyone for your replies. It's very much appreciated. I haven't been on here in awhile because I went thru a 'Jesus' phase but I've snapped out of it now and getting back into the Great Work. Hope everyone is well. Much Love.
by HorseloverFat
Thu Jul 01, 2021 5:02 pm
Forum: Chaos Magick
Topic: Sigil destruction
Replies: 1
Views: 1506

Sigil destruction

Hello I will be creating a sigil for creativity soon and I plan on keeping it around until the project for which it will be created is finished. In that case I won't be destroying it after firing it off so technically the process won't be completed in the usual way described by Spare. Does anybody h...
by HorseloverFat
Tue Jun 08, 2021 4:34 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.
Replies: 16
Views: 3958

Re: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.

That's meant to say 'how do you learn not to give a fuck once and for all' ffs
by HorseloverFat
Tue Jun 08, 2021 4:33 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.
Replies: 16
Views: 3958

Re: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.

I get punched in the face more regularly that I'd like tbh so that's not problem and I gave up wanking and have been doing several forms of alchemy like neidan and reading Montak chia etc but it seems pointless if you're just going to be judged constantly. How do you learn not to give up a fuck once...
by HorseloverFat
Tue Jun 08, 2021 4:05 pm
Forum: Gnosticism
Topic: what is the purpose fot sexual magic ?
Replies: 10
Views: 8543

Re: what is the purpose fot sexual magic ?

orgasme is not wrong, but spilling the liquid gold is (ejaculation) spilling the seamen. I thought it was the opposite? It's the pleasure that is the energy and it's about transmuting that energy. I was on a retention streak and I half woke up while I was having a wet dream and I was determined not...
by HorseloverFat
Tue Jun 08, 2021 11:24 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.
Replies: 16
Views: 3958

Re: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.

Thank you I'll have a look now. I've been trying to forgive and love myself but after a lifetime of hating myself it's a hard habit to break. I appreciate the reply.
by HorseloverFat
Tue Jun 08, 2021 7:54 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.
Replies: 16
Views: 3958

How do I raise my vibration when everybody hates me.

I went thru the dark night of the soul a few years ago and did some stupid shit. Nobody got hurt but the newspapers made it sound ten times worse that it was and I haven't been in a serious relationship or had a proper job since. It has completely destroyed my life. When I meet a new person everythi...

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