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by Tundrawolf
Thu Nov 25, 2021 1:54 am
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

>She demanded I purchase expensive food items to sacrifice to her What sort of exalted spirit demands dense food? Or even energy as food? Time to lift your game? Idk. The Wolven trio tried bullying me, (my kids I guess) and I resisted them until they laughed and said they were just joking. She DID ...
by Tundrawolf
Wed Nov 24, 2021 6:31 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

Okay. Last night I should have made an update on the "game". I put it into quotes because it's as much of a game as it is deadly. Like being in grand theft auto but when you die... You actually die. (I've never played it) Ms. Asrael has relaxed. It feels wonderful. She has gone from viciou...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Nov 19, 2021 12:21 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

Thank you for your patience. I've struggled to form my most recent experiences into meaningful statements on line. In letting go of the entity I call Ms Asrael, it turns out that I find her. I know we are connected, via our heartstrings, via a sacred and cosmic vein. I've ignored her, and our connec...
by Tundrawolf
Tue Nov 09, 2021 7:50 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

Sometimes a relationship cannot be resolved on the levels (planes/subplanes) on which it exists. This may require stepping away until we have grown in spirituality and maturity. Meanwhile consider the vertical flow of Spirit that anchors as a flame in the human heart. That flame can drive many inne...
by Tundrawolf
Sun Nov 07, 2021 2:55 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

It seems that pain is to drive the opening of the heart. Take as many lives as you like Can I ask you, I want to learn more about her, talk with her, make a safe space for her, and generally bless her... I don't necessarily want to use the word "placate" because I feel like we've achieved...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Nov 05, 2021 6:39 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

>If I could have my selection of afterlife, it would be her and I I have seen both my parents in their afterlives. My father is with a group, primarily males, and it rather seems he is learning relationship. My mother is on a noticeably higher subplane learning about energies. She tells me that she...
by Tundrawolf
Wed Nov 03, 2021 2:50 am
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

*mental illness warning:* I realize by the established metrics among the humans that my audible and visible hallucinations are indicative of textbook "mental illnesses" and various descriptions of things that bother the normal people. I dont care. My life is hard but at this point I wouldn...
by Tundrawolf
Wed Oct 27, 2021 4:05 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

This morning I woke up at 1 am ish. This isn't a regular thing, but seems to have been lately. My attention was diverted to Ms Asrael actual in hell. She was nude (blurry vision) and sitting on an altar or seat with sharp lines. Her head was dipped, and tears fell numbly down her face. She wasn't so...
by Tundrawolf
Tue Oct 26, 2021 10:04 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I was watching a channel on witchcraft as I often do, and the person, a blessed soul he is, mentioned a popular book in witchcraft that had been translated differently recently, and both translations being totally different, yet gathering the same hoped-for results. Basically, he was saying whateve...
by Tundrawolf
Tue Oct 26, 2021 6:14 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

Things are snowballing with her, me, the heaven and earth and hell dynamic. My girlfriend (earth woman) and I are having issues with our relationship stemming from the trauma of my childhood, and the fact that neither of us are willing to compromise. We have agreed to see other people... And she adm...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Oct 25, 2021 7:40 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I am watching the video and it turns out I am subscribed to this YouTube author. Last night I spoke with my girlfriend (human realm) for an extended period of time. She likened me to lieutenant Dan in Forrest Gump. I've learned to listen to women when they speak and she's probably right. These visio...
by Tundrawolf
Sun Oct 24, 2021 10:31 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

God told me to fix it "myself" whatever that means. I cannot be around you until you change." Truly, I hope my pain is eased in the next life, You can probably fix yourself really fast with this method of Shadow Work: https://youtu.be/n0QVFiSQ4bQ Every time I do the exercise, I get i...
by Tundrawolf
Sat Oct 23, 2021 3:10 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

Not sure if I should keep updating like this or not, I certainly do enjoy it for some reason. It occurred to me even our energy nebulas are in a game. The game is vast, beyond perception, and part of the advertisement of it. I surrendered my nebula in a past tick to a force that collects energy... T...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Oct 22, 2021 6:44 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I personally believe every sentient being has the power to choose their own destiny/fate. A lot of people have (for one reason or another, due to personal things or due to outside manipulation) chosen horrible destiny for themselves. But I'm fairly convinced anyone of us can at any moment choose a ...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Sep 24, 2021 2:43 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I realize how this looks and sounds to a world that is invested in the tangible. To me these visions and happenings are very, very real and have given me hope and meaning, I wouldn't trade them for anything. I will say this. As a former Christian I have suffered terribly under the abusive relationsh...
by Tundrawolf
Tue Aug 17, 2021 1:07 am
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

>she is also growing hungry >her prey has suddenly turned into the predator Is such a relationship the essence of love? It seems more like the Stockholm syndrome " a condition in which hostages develop a psychological bond with their captors during captivity." This universe is the body of...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Aug 16, 2021 10:18 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I guess... She has already made her choice. She desires her other half, who's kind of mad at her, who's grossed out by her in a way. But, who loves the eternal her, knows she had a "moment" (that lasted an eon or two...) but so have i... I've done worse (based on my karmic suffering I've a...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Aug 16, 2021 9:47 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

That is true in specific human contexts, but in a galactic context, love has a quite different set of meanings I am in over my head. My primary concern is for her well being, and a sword has been placed in my hand. I do not want to hurt her. I was shown, the light force that is "her" is e...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Aug 16, 2021 3:19 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I've found a world of magic inside of a place of fear, lovelessness, wrath and heck. I just watched a video about monogamy, and a woman being interviewed said, "Love dies. Love fades." I believe, she is right. As I dance with my Beloved in the unfathomable horrific darkness and vacuum of E...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 11:57 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

One more thing. A month or two ago God told me, "do it yourself!" when I prayed asking for something I... Couldn't do myself. So, I tried to do the thing and was moderately successful at whatever it was. (I don't remember, it's not important) But, this thing I am doing, is motivated by God...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 11:30 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I am re reading this and I did not spell out, when I died as a child, God soaked my soul like dry bread in as water, with his pure love energy. The Wolven who weren't happy with things and went into darkness prefer the entrails of the damned, and I was shown she is no different, and by virtue of mak...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 8:41 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

It has occurred to me that I was created to be an overseer of the reintroduction of disenfranchised spirits and assist them with reintegrating into original society (some may call this place "heaven") A vision I had about a half hour ago of a more feral Wolven female (she could not speak w...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 7:16 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: I am Dave Wolf..
Replies: 10
Views: 712

Re: I am Dave Wolf..

Kath wrote: Sun Aug 01, 2021 7:26 pmHI :)
Greetings =)
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 5:09 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 35
Views: 2194

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

Amor, thank you. You are a great help. Your time isn't wasted. SO MUCH has happened since I first wrote this. Whomever has lent me their energy for this. Thank you. You have an ally, inasmuch as I am able. Here is what I know now: 1. I have put no debts on her, Karmic or otherwise. I love her so muc...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Jul 05, 2021 5:29 pm
Forum: Theologies
Topic: (I am trying to figure this out) Parents that never wanted you, where does your worth come from??
Replies: 4
Views: 496

Re: (I am trying to figure this out) Parents that never wanted you, where does your worth come from??

>Your history is standard for those being spiritually repressed - mainly because they have been posted to the planet to assist. Female postings usually have worse suppression than males. I can agree with this, in the last few days I have made MASSIVE spiritual progress, light years more in letting w...

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