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by Tundrawolf
Fri Sep 24, 2021 2:43 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I realize how this looks and sounds to a world that is invested in the tangible. To me these visions and happenings are very, very real and have given me hope and meaning, I wouldn't trade them for anything. I will say this. As a former Christian I have suffered terribly under the abusive relationsh...
by Tundrawolf
Tue Aug 17, 2021 1:07 am
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

>she is also growing hungry >her prey has suddenly turned into the predator Is such a relationship the essence of love? It seems more like the Stockholm syndrome " a condition in which hostages develop a psychological bond with their captors during captivity." This universe is the body of...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Aug 16, 2021 10:18 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I guess... She has already made her choice. She desires her other half, who's kind of mad at her, who's grossed out by her in a way. But, who loves the eternal her, knows she had a "moment" (that lasted an eon or two...) but so have i... I've done worse (based on my karmic suffering I've a...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Aug 16, 2021 9:47 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

That is true in specific human contexts, but in a galactic context, love has a quite different set of meanings I am in over my head. My primary concern is for her well being, and a sword has been placed in my hand. I do not want to hurt her. I was shown, the light force that is "her" is e...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Aug 16, 2021 3:19 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I've found a world of magic inside of a place of fear, lovelessness, wrath and heck. I just watched a video about monogamy, and a woman being interviewed said, "Love dies. Love fades." I believe, she is right. As I dance with my Beloved in the unfathomable horrific darkness and vacuum of E...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 11:57 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

One more thing. A month or two ago God told me, "do it yourself!" when I prayed asking for something I... Couldn't do myself. So, I tried to do the thing and was moderately successful at whatever it was. (I don't remember, it's not important) But, this thing I am doing, is motivated by God...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 11:30 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I am re reading this and I did not spell out, when I died as a child, God soaked my soul like dry bread in as water, with his pure love energy. The Wolven who weren't happy with things and went into darkness prefer the entrails of the damned, and I was shown she is no different, and by virtue of mak...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 8:41 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

It has occurred to me that I was created to be an overseer of the reintroduction of disenfranchised spirits and assist them with reintegrating into original society (some may call this place "heaven") A vision I had about a half hour ago of a more feral Wolven female (she could not speak w...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 7:16 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: I am Dave Wolf..
Replies: 10
Views: 402

Re: I am Dave Wolf..

Kath wrote: Sun Aug 01, 2021 7:26 pmHI :)
Greetings =)
by Tundrawolf
Fri Aug 06, 2021 5:09 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

Amor, thank you. You are a great help. Your time isn't wasted. SO MUCH has happened since I first wrote this. Whomever has lent me their energy for this. Thank you. You have an ally, inasmuch as I am able. Here is what I know now: 1. I have put no debts on her, Karmic or otherwise. I love her so muc...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Jul 05, 2021 5:29 pm
Forum: Theologies
Topic: (I am trying to figure this out) Parents that never wanted you, where does your worth come from??
Replies: 4
Views: 217

Re: (I am trying to figure this out) Parents that never wanted you, where does your worth come from??

>Your history is standard for those being spiritually repressed - mainly because they have been posted to the planet to assist. Female postings usually have worse suppression than males. I can agree with this, in the last few days I have made MASSIVE spiritual progress, light years more in letting w...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Jul 05, 2021 5:20 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: I am Dave Wolf..
Replies: 10
Views: 402

Re: I am Dave Wolf..

Dave/Tundra... I was just wondering if you would be open to an exchange here or on another thread. I have "seen" a few things in your opening salvo here that perhaps should be adressed. But I don't want to be pushy. I tests the waters here just a bit just to see if you might be open to a ...
by Tundrawolf
Mon Jul 05, 2021 5:20 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: I am Dave Wolf..
Replies: 10
Views: 402

Re: I am Dave Wolf..

Cerber wrote: Sun Jun 20, 2021 2:46 pm welcome!
Hope you'll have a pleasant and enriching stay with us.

Thank you! The people here are helping me, yes. Thank you!
by Tundrawolf
Sun Jul 04, 2021 5:31 pm
Forum: Theologies
Topic: (I am trying to figure this out) Parents that never wanted you, where does your worth come from??
Replies: 4
Views: 217

(I am trying to figure this out) Parents that never wanted you, where does your worth come from??

Hi, It is becoming apparent to me that my parents were irresponsible, neglectful, and abusive and given what I know now, should have been encouraged to remain celibate, or to work on themselves unto the goal of being able to fully nurture a human child. But, as things are in present day humanity (ye...
by Tundrawolf
Sat Jul 03, 2021 9:54 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 29
Views: 24042

Re: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

>So you may be a victim forever. Correct. I have assumed this. As I accept it, truth is free to tell me, "This is where you are wrong." but if I flee from it in fear it remains a constant vexation. >Alternatively you can heal yourself. It is quicker and more profound. Do I have permission ...
by Tundrawolf
Sat Jul 03, 2021 9:20 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 29
Views: 24042

Re: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

I agree with pretty much everything you've pointed out here, spiral. When you say "schism in the energetic body", that's pretty interesting to me. On this side of chao-ceremonia-demonology I normally assume that when we open/close portals that these portals just exist somewhere nearby, no...
by Tundrawolf
Sat Jun 19, 2021 2:53 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: I am Dave Wolf..
Replies: 10
Views: 402

Re: I am Dave Wolf..

"Lead me from the unreal to the real. From darkness lead me to light. From death lead me to immortality." Upanishads So the first step is detecting how much Reality is conveyed by experience. After all, there are global industries based on fooling humans - advertising is the least adverse...
by Tundrawolf
Sat Jun 19, 2021 2:19 am
Forum: Theistic Satanism
Topic: Introduction to Demonolatry
Replies: 70
Views: 44297

Re: Introduction to Demonolatry

Jews have much better things to do than to force someone to change their mind, if the latter believe Satan or Sailor Mars belongs to Kether. For us, Satan is the manifestation of All. He is not a fallen angel, rather a god. It is the Christians who has villified him and other gods, demoting them as...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Jun 18, 2021 7:23 pm
Forum: Theologies
Topic: Speculation? What is Christianity... What is religion?
Replies: 1
Views: 201

Speculation? What is Christianity... What is religion?

Hi, I was raised Christian. Recently I have begun to explore that there is knowledge that is relevant to humanity that does not exist within the commonly accepted Bible, "Canon" if you will. So what, exactly, is religion... Is a system of control of people? Well, yes... But... We all know ...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Jun 18, 2021 6:01 pm
Forum: Individual Spirituality
Topic: Self exploration and ego death
Replies: 3
Views: 266

Self exploration and ego death

Hi, I am a 41 year old male living in Arizona in America. I was raised by two highly abusive parents, to give you an example when I was around 9 or 10 my dad tried to murder me, and a family friend told me my mother sexually abused me and has been using her maternal connection with me to try and get...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Jun 18, 2021 2:22 am
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Re: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

I suggest you learn to control the frequency on which your awareness is operating at particular times. Until you can choose/recognise/measure the plane and subplane on which you are operating, you will find it difficult to test your experiences - to tell the real from the unreal and remove the huma...
by Tundrawolf
Fri Jun 18, 2021 1:19 am
Forum: Ancient Magick and Mythologies
Topic: The Origin of Lucifer
Replies: 19
Views: 13148

Re: The Origin of Lucifer

The Christian legend of the Prince of Peace and the Prince of Darkness comes straight from the Sumerian accounts of Ea and Enlil - both sons of the Heavenly Sovereign (Anu/An/Ain/On). The older prince Ea/Enki was by a concubine and therefore could not inherit. He and Enlil (the heir) were sent to E...
by Tundrawolf
Thu Jun 17, 2021 11:38 pm
Forum: Ancient Magick and Mythologies
Topic: The Origin of Lucifer
Replies: 19
Views: 13148

Re: The Origin of Lucifer

If you're going to dismiss Christianity as a reliable source on the origin of Satan/Lucifer, then there's nothing more to debate. According to the Holy Scriptures contained in the Old and New Testaments, Satan is a fallen angel, before known as Lucifer. How can an angel anointed of God fall? Becaus...
by Tundrawolf
Thu Jun 17, 2021 11:21 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)
Replies: 15
Views: 417

Early morning visions I have had regarding a spirit spouse, heaven and hell (Christian-ish extrabiblical)

Hi, I have had a hard and painful life, suffered much trauma, things have been uphill till recently. About 18 years ago, due to a desire for "sin", I was, as the Bible says, "Given over to the devil" and dark, powerful, angry spirits were allowed to damage my spiritual "soul...
by Tundrawolf
Thu Jun 17, 2021 10:36 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: I am Dave Wolf..
Replies: 10
Views: 402

I am Dave Wolf..

Hi, my name is Dave Wolf. I was raised Christian by two very belligerent parents who seemed to serve the dark more than anything light, according to first glances. I have died, in this realm, in a hospital, and was privvy to beautiful, tangible lights that human eyes cannot see, then I was in darkne...

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