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- Tue Mar 17, 2015 10:54 pm
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 3: Not Thinking
- Replies: 51
- Views: 43437
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 3: Not Thinking
Did 3 sessions of 20 minute meditation back-to-back-to-back last night (alarm sounds after 20 mins to make sure I don't fall asleep)... went through the usual process of motionless, breathing and then not thinking and then staring into the distance of my mind's eye with anticipation.... felt the usu...
- Sun Mar 15, 2015 11:23 pm
- Forum: Beginners Info
- Topic: Putting yourself out there
- Replies: 12
- Views: 5425
Re: Putting yourself out there
This gives me power every day (I suffer from social anxiety so I'm not ready for them yet and this post is part of my self training). I wish you luck with whatever you choose to do, just think twice before acting. And if people are harsh on you: never forget yourself. If I were you, I'd may conside...
- Mon Mar 09, 2015 1:38 am
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
- Replies: 93
- Views: 73705
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
I was swept upt these days so i only managed to do some motionlessness for a few minutes every time a chance would pop up. But this breathing exercise proved to be really hard to master. I zone out after only two minutes and feel a adrenaline punch when it happens. Maybe I should relax more or wait...
- Mon Mar 09, 2015 12:05 am
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
- Replies: 93
- Views: 73705
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
I was swept upt these days so i only managed to do some motionlessness for a few minutes every time a chance would pop up. But this breathing exercise proved to be really hard to master. I zone out after only two minutes and feel a adrenaline punch when it happens. Maybe I should relax more or wait...
- Sun Mar 08, 2015 5:47 pm
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
- Replies: 93
- Views: 73705
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
Epic night last night.... Was determined to do motionless and breathing... Did nothing "spiritual" before-hand (no banishing, LBRP, etc.). Got cozy in bed, I wrap an extra blanket around my legs and feet (lightly, not too constricted). It's my security blanket! - I've had things go bump in...
- Sun Mar 08, 2015 5:03 pm
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
- Replies: 93
- Views: 73705
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
Even though this is a basic exercise, I'll still practice and post results as though these were my first times practicing. A little bit earlier I spent about 50 minutes meditating lying in bed while my mate took a shower. It took me a few times to get comfortable enough to hold still, but once I di...
- Tue Mar 03, 2015 12:29 am
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
- Replies: 93
- Views: 73705
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 2: Breathing
Shoot I didn't see we were onto discipline 2 until today lol I know what I'll be trying tonight...
- Mon Mar 02, 2015 2:05 am
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
- Replies: 107
- Views: 82503
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
http://www.macleans.ca/society/life/how-to-be-happy/ - This article is interesting and is applicable to what we're doing here - guy's theory is to set the goal of the habit very low and counter-intuitively *don't* increase the goal over time. Read for full explanation. I'm going to experiment with ...
- Mon Mar 02, 2015 12:06 am
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
- Replies: 107
- Views: 82503
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
Attempted 20 minute motionless last night after my cleansing/banishment for the Post-Chaos Modern Demonology class. Fell asleep and my alarm that was set for 20 minutes didn't even wake me up - I was zonked out good. Woke up a couple hours later with the alarm still going off. I constantly have the ...
- Mon Mar 02, 2015 12:02 am
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Post-Chaos Modern Demonology
- Replies: 14
- Views: 8633
Re: Post-Chaos Modern Demonology
I did my cleansing and banishment last night. Followed http://www.occultforum.org/forum/viewtopic.php?f=55&t=37421 but did LBRP with intonations of God names in Hebrew like I usually do. Everything energetically felt alive and... magical; that vibe where you're one with the universe. I sub-merge...
- Tue Feb 24, 2015 11:42 pm
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
- Replies: 107
- Views: 82503
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
Performed motionless last night. First time was a false start - muscle twitches snapped me out of it and I moved only after a minute or two. Second time I went 20 minutes and I stopped when my timer alarm went off.
- Mon Feb 23, 2015 5:47 pm
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
- Replies: 107
- Views: 82503
Re: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
Attempted motionless three times last night. Nine minutes the first time; broken by involuntary itching (got lost in thought for a moment and then realized my arm is itching the other arm), nine minutes the second time broken by the angriest itch I've ever felt that came out of nowhere, third time 1...
- Sun Feb 22, 2015 5:27 pm
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Possible topic - Making your own sigils.
- Replies: 5
- Views: 3215
Re: Possible topic - Making your own sigils.
I second that - it'd be a help.
- Sun Feb 22, 2015 5:13 pm
- Forum: School of Magick Archive
- Topic: Liber MMM discussion - Discipline 1: Motionlessness
- Replies: 107
- Views: 82503
Re: Liber MMM discussion
Here! Will perform motionless exercise for the first time tonight after the family go to bed.
- Sun Feb 22, 2015 12:55 am
- Forum: Beginners Info
- Topic: Recommendations for a constant beginner
- Replies: 12
- Views: 4372
Re: Recommendations for a constant beginner
Thanks everyone. Just hearing from you is nice - makes me feel like I'm not on my own and am not the only one moved by this stuff. I've enrolled in the Magick Shool here and I'm excited for it to begin. Thanks for all the other advice too. Solarus You're also welcome to sign up for my course on Pos...
- Sat Feb 21, 2015 11:58 pm
- Forum: Beginners Info
- Topic: Putting yourself out there
- Replies: 12
- Views: 5425
Putting yourself out there
What's your opinion on pros and cons on explaining to people online (Facebook,etc.) and in person that you're into spirituality/magick/occult/whatever vs. the idea that there's power in silence and that you may get unwanted attention (either harassment or energetic interference from a bunch of peopl...
- Sat Feb 21, 2015 6:08 pm
- Forum: Beginners Info
- Topic: Recommendations for a constant beginner
- Replies: 12
- Views: 4372
Re: Recommendations for a constant beginner
Thanks everyone. Just hearing from you is nice - makes me feel like I'm not on my own and am not the only one moved by this stuff. I've enrolled in the Magick Shool here and I'm excited for it to begin. Thanks for all the other advice too.
Solarus
Solarus
- Fri Feb 20, 2015 7:15 pm
- Forum: Beginners Info
- Topic: Recommendations for a constant beginner
- Replies: 12
- Views: 4372
Re: Recommendations for a constant beginner
Hours. I have family and career but have plenty of time in the mornings before work and hours after work/family that I can dedicate.
- Fri Feb 20, 2015 7:04 pm
- Forum: Beginners Info
- Topic: Recommendations for a constant beginner
- Replies: 12
- Views: 4372
Recommendations for a constant beginner
I'm tired of being a constant beginner in spirituality. I've dabbled for years - tried a little astral projection, some energy work, evocation, meditation. I'm drawn daily to thinking about the grand questions - why are we here, what is reality, etc. and I'm constantly focused on growing and evolvin...