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by solace_of_shadows
Sat Mar 31, 2018 2:53 am
Forum: Workings, Spells, Incantations and Rituals.
Topic: Cardinal Directions/Correspondences
Replies: 1
Views: 919

Cardinal Directions/Correspondences

I am having quite a difficult time finding proper cardinal directions in regards to everything, specifically planets and the moon. I am not currently in possession of books that have this basic information, (nor can I at this moment acquire them yet due to lack of funds, and places where you can fin...
by solace_of_shadows
Wed Mar 28, 2018 12:34 am
Forum: Workings, Spells, Incantations and Rituals.
Topic: Got a name in meditation, still unidentifiable
Replies: 5
Views: 2089

Re: Got a name in meditation, still unidentifiable

That is very intriguing. I wish I could help you with an explanation myself, but wanted to explain a similar experience I recently had. I have felt a particular being coming forth, either having sought me out or being called forth at first unintentionally by me when focusing on other matters. I'm no...
by solace_of_shadows
Mon Feb 05, 2018 10:24 pm
Forum: Workings, Spells, Incantations and Rituals.
Topic: Determining Parasitic Entities vs Other Spirits?
Replies: 3
Views: 1614

Determining Parasitic Entities vs Other Spirits?

Hello, I am fairly new to all of this and because of a continued health condition I have not been able to fully immerse yet as I would prefer. I realize the importance of being safe. However it is difficult to understand when the level of matters occur that require knowledge that is over my head, or...
by solace_of_shadows
Wed Jan 25, 2017 11:59 am
Forum: Learning Tools and Resources
Topic: How much should I really be paying for this rare book?
Replies: 3
Views: 1729

Re: How much should I really be paying for this rare book?

I should also note - I have no intention of making a fool of myself and purchasing things that I cannot afford just because someone decides they want to fuck with me. It's been very unbearably torturous, this whole experience I've had now (apart from the inquiry). I became worse, I became fatally si...
by solace_of_shadows
Wed Jan 25, 2017 10:45 am
Forum: Learning Tools and Resources
Topic: How much should I really be paying for this rare book?
Replies: 3
Views: 1729

How much should I really be paying for this rare book?

I do not wish to publicly identify myself, I'm wondering if people could possibly PM me about this topic? I've had a very intense awakening and serious health problems I am now dealing with, and curing as a result, and I found some books in the midst of all this that are extremely important but I am...
by solace_of_shadows
Sun Jun 05, 2016 11:44 am
Forum: Ancient Magick and Mythologies
Topic: Samael, Kabballah?
Replies: 8
Views: 2681

Re: Samael, Kabballah?

Thanks, I really appreciate the two that answered here. This is kind of a weird thing to post I realize. For the record, I never want or intend to ask people to show me all the answers without any effort on my end. To answer Corvidus, and I suppose anyone else, the issue is that sadly I really am fa...
by solace_of_shadows
Thu May 12, 2016 11:54 pm
Forum: Site Discussion
Topic: Try to Preview Topic, Message Disappears
Replies: 2
Views: 1584

Re: Try to Preview Topic, Message Disappears

Ah ok that's what I was wondering. Though the back button doesn't keep it, it's already gone. But in any case, yeah usually I copy all of them anyway at first to avoid these kinds of things but that day I forgot. Thanks.
by solace_of_shadows
Thu May 12, 2016 11:02 pm
Forum: Ancient Magick and Mythologies
Topic: Samael, Kabballah?
Replies: 8
Views: 2681

Re: Samael, Kabballah?

Surely someone has some kind of idea... I realize I don't know a lot right now, and I can't get from A to B without some kind of guidance, I'm in the middle of constant suffering and really nothing else - which prevents me from doing all this necessary preparation and understanding... I don't know w...
by solace_of_shadows
Wed May 11, 2016 3:41 am
Forum: Ancient Magick and Mythologies
Topic: Samael, Kabballah?
Replies: 8
Views: 2681

Samael, Kabballah?

This is a fairly straightforward occurence but I am puzzled due to being such a novice still. I've been in a terrible situation that I am trying to get out of. Although I need knowledge, and any kind of work in this area is not possible now, (as described in other areas) I still have felt some incre...
by solace_of_shadows
Wed Jan 13, 2016 9:16 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: I saw a vision of a symbol, does anybody recognize it?
Replies: 0
Views: 716

I saw a vision of a symbol, does anybody recognize it?

Previously today and lately, I had some revelatory thoughts, and intriguing "visions" mentally appear. At the risk of embarrassment, I realize this could be nothing in this particular case, and just a random subconscious thought, but I am curious. It is a ridiculously simple design, and I realize th...
by solace_of_shadows
Wed Jan 13, 2016 4:40 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Variation of a common topic
Replies: 13
Views: 2963

Re: Variation of a common topic

Alnora, I can relate with your post. My current situation is a bit different, but I too have ADD issues and trouble focusing. I'm pretty new with all this as well, so there's so much I don't know yet, so my response and knowledge are limited. But I'd like to mention what I can. I also don't own my o...
by solace_of_shadows
Wed Jan 13, 2016 2:36 am
Forum: Site Discussion
Topic: Try to Preview Topic, Message Disappears
Replies: 2
Views: 1584

Try to Preview Topic, Message Disappears

I just spent over an hour responding in a forum thread to click "preview" and have it all just disappear. I just thought I would mention this in case I'm not the only one. Is it my computer or something else? It's happened before.
by solace_of_shadows
Thu Jul 30, 2015 10:10 am
Forum: Minerals, Crystals and Stones
Topic: Found out pendant came from unwanted sources
Replies: 5
Views: 2884

Re: Found out pendant came from unwanted sources

I'm not sure that it would last in that...It isn't really the type that I can put "into" anything without it being harmed in some way by the substance. I'm thinking of getting rid of it as it's starting to weird me out, still unsure. I did attempt to cleanse it and it seems to have a different kind ...
by solace_of_shadows
Thu Jul 30, 2015 10:04 am
Forum: Reason and Unreason
Topic: Where would all souls go if there was no host?
Replies: 8
Views: 3579

Re: Where would all souls go if there was no host?

I've wondered this too. It's something I've been grappling with in my very new journey. Interesting stuff here. Recently my ideas have changed a lot. I wish I had more to contribute at this moment.
by solace_of_shadows
Sun Jul 26, 2015 9:32 pm
Forum: Minerals, Crystals and Stones
Topic: Found out pendant came from unwanted sources
Replies: 5
Views: 2884

Found out pendant came from unwanted sources

Hello, I have a question. I was in a shop recently in search of a new stone or pendant for a necklace, because the one I had before broke (I feel I wasn't meant to wear that one in the first place, it was a gift and I attempted cleansing it and charging it but I never got much from it, unlike other ...
by solace_of_shadows
Mon Jul 13, 2015 11:17 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...

Thanks. Yeah it's interesting, though I would like to continue the topic, if others wouldn't mind... Interesting ideas. Being as no one knows me personally, it is easy to guess what I may or may not be trying to do. It seems many here think it frightens me and I want to get rid of it. I have said so...
by solace_of_shadows
Thu Jul 09, 2015 9:50 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...

Although I'm new I think I understand to a degree what you mean, Rosered and the_spiral with the last post/quote. It makes a lot of sense to follow these things in a certain manner, it is why I am taking so incredibly seriously. Also, the nature of my life events have been so bad as for me to be lef...
by solace_of_shadows
Sun Jul 05, 2015 9:43 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...

I'm a bit tired at the moment so I will respond more in detail later, but for the record, if peeing into anything is needed I don't have a problem with it...haha. I don't know if what I saw and what is going on are even related. Also what of the good feelings associated? I will add more that I had i...
by solace_of_shadows
Mon Jun 29, 2015 9:27 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...

Thanks. I will look more into doing those things, as I've been planning to. Protection, especially. I just don't know how. I should mention I don't have any interest in these matters out of curiosity alone, and certainly none of blind curiosity. I am very seriously interested in studying the occult,...
by solace_of_shadows
Mon Jun 29, 2015 2:01 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...

Thank you for your suggestions, I really appreciate them. Though to clear some things up, I have anxiety and sleep/learning disabilities (like math, for instance, I'm terrible at it even now). So I have seen many doctors, including psychiatrists and therapists throughout the years. Starting when my ...
by solace_of_shadows
Fri Jun 26, 2015 3:22 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...

Thanks for your replies. I will reply a bit later as well to clarify a bit. To answer the questions, no, I do not, nor have I ever suffered from any form of psychosis or such mental illness. I do not feel I am special in any way by these things happening, I am simply trying to figure out why it is h...
by solace_of_shadows
Fri Jun 26, 2015 11:00 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...

Desecrated - I've just read your post, thanks. The problem is, I am far too isolated in my town and with my circumstances for this to be a viable option. I have already searched. I am not in good health with my allergy condition. I don't have a car. All of the options here have been exhausted. Nobod...
by solace_of_shadows
Fri Jun 26, 2015 10:57 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...

I realize that this probably sounds incredibly ridiculous. I understand that none of what I mentioned talked about any traditional occult-related methods or practices. To re-emphasize, I am painfully ignorant as of now. It is not really by choice...There must be someone who knows about something I s...
by solace_of_shadows
Fri Jun 26, 2015 3:02 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Replies: 51
Views: 13386

Something is here, I don't know what or who...

Something is here, how do I find out what it is, and what to do about it? I am so new I don't even know where to begin, sadly. I've been trying to get in touch with "it" for some time. Lately, the past several months I have really noticed an increase in the presence of energy. Also, stranger things ...
by solace_of_shadows
Sun May 24, 2015 11:28 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Not sure what I'm supposed to do or who to ask
Replies: 10
Views: 2295

Re: Not sure what I'm supposed to do or who to ask

Chemical unbalance from drugs, lack of nutrients, prolonged periods without sleep or outside influences like mold. electromagnetic fields from bad wiring and such. But also lack of oxygen. With respect, these things, the other scenarios - They make sense, certainly, and they exist to everyone, ever...

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