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No you're not crazy at all. It's not like I want to be a skeptic - well ok I do, but not in a "deny everything spiritual, because no scientific proof" way. I just think that it's very easy to cross the line and start believing in every little thing simply by deceiving yourself, which resul...

blindwake , I have no idea what happens. I could speculate on your questions and try to answer, but the thing is - I don't know. I just don't. Recently I sort of realised that the more I try to think about it, the more questions there are, instead of answers. Maybe I should look in the other direct...

Wow, what happened here :) And here I was thinking recently about asking for deletion of this topic, because the problem is solved for me and there was no further discussion. I see that the latter is outdated, so I will not ask for this. But get rid of them anyway if they're causing you fear, since ...

Once again, thank you for all the posts and sorry for the late reply. blindwake I'll address you separately since you wrote so much and a lot of stuff I dwelt upon. The thing with everything happening by chance isn't that impossible to imagine for me, although I admit, it seems like some sort of mir...

Yeah, that's what I thought to be the case. Still, better to be safe than sorry. Thanks

My question is about goetic sigils. I want to state in the beginning of this post that I have absolutely no desire in communicating with or summoning demons. It's just something that surfaces every once in a while in my life for various reasons. I've been especially bothered by the music album I bou...

That's a very comforting thought and I would like to believe that. As for living or rather existing with others in a different way than in the physical realm... I think you're right. When I ease on the doubts I think it can become only better. Now I may sound cheesy, but I always thought that the ul...

And your last quote... You are right. This is what actually scares me. That no matter what I believe, what I do, the fact is I and all the others will die. What happens after death is also a given. I meant paragraph, not quote. Can't edit this post anymore. English is not my native so mistakes happ...

Seabed: Hmm, I remember having a hypnotherapy session with a shamanic hypnotist, or that's what he called himself at least. There were many things I realised, but there was also a moment I began to realise some of my past lifes. I remember when he said to me that if I won't continue with my progres...

LoneWolf wrote:Hi Red Sun

Just learn to astral project and in the process you surely will see your body from outside which is for me enough proof to live without fear of death.

Hmm, that seems like something achievable and which could answer some things... I will look further into this topic, thank you.

I was just thinking about what it is that I fear about non-existence actually. Is it that I simply won't know I exist or won't experience all the earthbound things I have now? No. I fear that I won't see the people or souls of people I care about, that I love. And even if I would somehow see them, t...

I'm not sure if it is the right subforum for this subject, but I couldn't think of a better one. I'll try to keep this as short as possible. I've experienced fear of death since my youngest years. I don't mean fear in a context of a life-threatening situation, I mean it as something that is anxiety ...

Again, thank you for the suggestions. It surely will take me some time to find my way... But that's a good thing, I don't mind. I'm glad that I have a vast area of choices here.

Thank you for the offer, but I'm more of a lone wolf, especially when it comes to spirituality. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to do everything by myself (or else I wouldn't even be writing on this forum), but I prefer to work alone and consult others when I get stuck on something. Another thing i...

That's a lot to choose from, many thanks corvidus!

Thank you very much for the suggestions! I'll definitely have a look or more at these.

Thanks for taking your time to read and reply! I'm a little disappointed though, because I thought more people would post in this topic - then again it's been on here for less than 2 days, so maybe I just need to wait. As for the contents of your replies... RockDemon - I heard about this book before...

Hello, new member here. The reason I made this account and am starting this topic is because I am a little lost, spiritually-wise. I don't expect anyone to point me in the exact direction, but I am seeking advice. I come from a Christian upbringing, went through a phase of atheism mixed with New Age...