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by johnathanrs
Tue Jan 12, 2016 3:10 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 5
Views: 2459

Re: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

@ the_spiral Who knows in the end. You know your place in everything? Include that in the guide, I’d love to read it. I do like analogies or parables though. If you want to know why, I like them because it is how higher level beings communicate according to all religious doctrine here on mother eart...
by johnathanrs
Mon Jan 11, 2016 4:20 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 5
Views: 2459

"Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

@the_spiral: I get it. To be more clearer, I never correlated nor cared about being exact with my wording. You don't subscribe to labeling anything as 'evil' or 'good', such as the object or noun in what you refer to as a mosquito. I get that. However, the act of draining energy, or the verb of the ...
by johnathanrs
Mon Jan 11, 2016 6:17 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 11
Views: 4117

Re: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

Does energy to you mean soul? What is spirtual energy? When I think of energy, I am reminiscent of a video game/board game/role playing game and the concept of a object, being the player, and mp, being their natural energy that they possess. Is this incorrect? They just passed on the answer to feel...
by johnathanrs
Mon Jan 11, 2016 2:38 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 11
Views: 4117

Re: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

I know I'm partially responsible for this happening, but we're getting a little off-topic here with philosophical debates over consciousness and free will. I was hoping this thread would be a place to share ideas and tips for beginners who are experiencing entity visitations and looking for help on...
by johnathanrs
Mon Jan 11, 2016 12:02 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 11
Views: 4117

Re: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

Lemme answer these real quick. The Aspect of Free Will is testing the judgement capability of a being to see how close to literal omnipotent god's judgement aspect that being can get. In that regard it's nice to cover the flaws but also to praise the good things. The closer to balance and equality ...
by johnathanrs
Sat Jan 09, 2016 5:16 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 11
Views: 4117

Re: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

Hey, it's cool. It's your choice. You can assess whether your relationship with these entities is parasitic or symbiotic (or both, or neither) and how you fit within that arrangement. No one else is having your experience right now. I am just sharing my own. Same with all the other scenarios you li...
by johnathanrs
Sat Jan 09, 2016 12:46 am
Forum: Reason and Unreason
Topic: This is probably what a spirit - "ACTUALLY" - looks like...
Replies: 5
Views: 3981

Re: This is probably what a spirit - "ACTUALLY" - looks like

Very interesting. I like how your language is more based on scientific principles rather than using standard occult language like "demons" "auras" and such. I would like to say one comment. Just a thought, but I think you might be off on something. I am not allowed to be specific...
by johnathanrs
Sat Jan 09, 2016 12:17 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: "Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness
Replies: 11
Views: 4117

"Am I going crazy?" Entity contact and mental illness

I had this conversation actually with my friend. Based on your description, I am dealing with a group of intelligent astral entities and go through all of the symptoms that you mention. I have asked them to leave before, but truthfully can admit that I do not want them to leave because one in partic...
by johnathanrs
Sun Jan 03, 2016 2:29 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Why do these lights represent?
Replies: 12
Views: 5682

Re: Why do these lights represent?

"Floaters" was the term I needed earlier. I get those all the time too, and they are more prominent on sunny days. You can find some images of floaters in a google search, although that wouldn't explain the talking one. Also check out visual snow, field entoptic phenomenon, and Hallucinog...
by johnathanrs
Sun Jan 03, 2016 2:22 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Why do these lights represent?
Replies: 12
Views: 5682

Re: Why do these lights represent?

An eye check up wouldn't hurt any and it's sensible just to exclude any possible visual illness. I get halos round lights, all the time, but I've taken lots of psychedelics over the years and I have always had light sensitive eyes, with frequent check ups also showing no unusual visual problems or ...
by johnathanrs
Sun Jan 03, 2016 2:16 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Why do these lights represent?
Replies: 12
Views: 5682

Re: Why do these lights represent?

Do these orbs of light look like this? http://i1146.photobucket.com/albums/o522/Senseless_Peacemaker/Mobile%20Uploads/IMG_20151208_160141.jpg Or... This? http://i1146.photobucket.com/albums/o522/Senseless_Peacemaker/Mobile%20Uploads/Screenshot_2015-12-13-15-32-23-1.png YES! That is a dead ringer fo...
by johnathanrs
Sat Jan 02, 2016 3:11 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Why do these lights represent?
Replies: 12
Views: 5682

Re: Why do these lights represent?

Can you explain further/elaborate? I know I see silvery/white/black dots that swim through the air - coming into and back out of existence, When I cut the blood flow to my eyes off... And then colors start to appear as well as veins of some type, And then a green circle or sometimes a green lemon s...
by johnathanrs
Sat Jan 02, 2016 3:01 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Why do these lights represent?
Replies: 12
Views: 5682

Re: Why do these lights represent?

Buddhists call this nimittas. It is very common during meditation. "Nimitta, in the context used here, refers to the beautiful "lights" that appear in the mind. I would point out, though, that the nimittas are not visual objects, in that they are not seen through the sense of sight. ...
by johnathanrs
Fri Jan 01, 2016 12:31 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Why do these lights represent?
Replies: 12
Views: 5682

Why do these lights represent?

Hello, I wanted to ask some questions if anyone has a similiar experience to me and already found the answers to my questions. I am trying to better myself and was wondering if anyone could genuinely answer these questions. 1. I see a very Aqua type color when I meditate, what is it? 2. I see very p...
by johnathanrs
Sun Dec 27, 2015 6:57 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

I don't believe you are mad or possessed. You've had chronic sleep deprivation and this has crossed wires with ASMR producing the symptoms you described above. With respect, I do disagree about being crazy. I agree with you on the possessed part. I don't feel that I am crazy, but I accept that I ma...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 8:22 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

Thank you for the advise powessy.
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 7:27 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

When did you first experience sleep paralysis? Hard for me to tell you because I don't know what would construe as sleep paralysis. When was the first time you got attacked, some time in the last 7 years you had something happen what was it if you do not mind sharing? Many things tbh, you would have...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 7:07 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

Have you engaged in any magickal workings or rituals prior to or around the start of these disturbances? Yes, for fun, not taking it seriously. How is your health otherwise? Strong right now. I am currently juicing and have always been a really happy/active person. I don't exercise as much only beca...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 6:42 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

Depersonalization disorder - periods of detachment from self or surrounding which may be experienced as "unreal" (lacking in control of or "outside of" self) while retaining awareness that this is only a feeling and not a reality. I do experience this. A feeling of lacking of co...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 6:19 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

So if you are so sure that you are not a christian. Why do you think you are possessed? That is like me being a vegan and at the same time thinking that I have food poisoning. I don't believe I am possessed; I believe I am going crazy and would like to know if it is all in my head or if there is al...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 6:17 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

Finally, almost every single human on this planet is possessed. But not by demons; By their own negative emotions and thoughtforms. No emotional feeling you have comes from within you, except happiness. All other emotions come from outside stimuli, and are to be transmuted and shut out. Hope this o...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 6:15 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

How does one distinguish the difference between the two? It's not always easy to distinguish. But I would say that 90-95% of the time there is an underlying metal illness that can explain the hallucinations, oppression and self-harm. The Catholic Chuch these days requires a psychological evaluation...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 3:42 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

May I ask how your sleep patterns are? I haven't timed it, but extremely sporadic. Originally, I required no sleep at all and went 2 days without any sleep like it was nothing. The less I sleep however, the worse it gets, so I have recently forced myself to go to sleep. I would say I sleep in 2-3 i...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 3:23 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

Spiritual possession is relatively instant as well. The longest part of the process would be the entity taking you over, which would only take a long time if your mind was actively awake. For most people, their mind is in a constant state of slight hypnosis, completely or mostly unaware of what's a...
by johnathanrs
Thu Dec 24, 2015 3:00 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: schizophrenia vs possible possession
Replies: 30
Views: 15722

Re: schizophrenia vs possible possession

May I ask minister, if you do not mind me doing so, as this avenue of communication is a bit strange for us, but I am experiencing slightly the third phase of experiencing supernatural with other symptoms that are heavily the blueprint of schizophrenia. Is there any advise on how to overcome this u...

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