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Willow, I'll start investigating your suggestions now and update after I've processed everything.

I had investigated Jung's Shadow self concept. This thing has always carried an alter ego feeling with it. I can't feel it at all today, but my fear is that it's just taking a break so I will let my guard down. What you said touched on many things I have been mulling over, lately. This year has been...

I appreciate all the advice. I am following it. I am not familiar with what Willow mentioned, but I will begin researching it. The only connection I can think of at all to African deities is that a Reiki Master remarked that I might consider looking to Chango for answers, and that my energy was chao...

I am not a student of the occult and had rejected the possibility of the supernatural up to this point. I am not a troll or a nutcase. After lengthy research, I found this forum and much of its advice to others as useful and possibly applicable to my situation. I had not even heard of a Servitor unt...

Last night I destroyed everything I could think of that might be associated with it. I'm a graphic artist and writer, so that meant deleting artwork and short stories. I had some physical artwork inspired by it which I also burned after tearing to shreds. The only thing I have left is a coat that mi...

I will try to keep this brief. I am a skeptic and have been all of my adult life. Recent experiences are changing my mind, however. I have come to accept the possibility that in my early 20's, I accidentally created a protective/retribution Servitor that has since gone rogue, and I desperately need...