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by ErebusNamtar
Tue Oct 27, 2015 11:22 am
Forum: Off-Topic (Occult)
Topic: What's going on out there?! - A memo about the real world.
Replies: 50
Views: 11274

Re: What's going on out there?! - A memo about the real worl

I personally believe these lot are basically a thorn in the side of true occultism and the pursuit towards truth. This, so much this. I get really uncomfortable with people who are clearly "out there". I can take a lot of insane theories but when those theories are easily debunked yet they still cl...
by ErebusNamtar
Tue Oct 27, 2015 11:02 am
Forum: Off-Topic (Occult)
Topic: Turning the Magic Around (blog recommendation)
Replies: 3
Views: 764

Re: Turning the Magic Around (blog recommendation)

With the plethora of blogs around on the internet it's nice to find something like this. Most of the blogs out there are "oh gods click away!" [rofl]
by ErebusNamtar
Tue Oct 27, 2015 11:00 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: Fun Little "Get to Know" Thing
Replies: 33
Views: 8086

Re: Fun Little "Get to Know" Thing

Neko-phyte wrote: oh and as for pansexual, it essentially means the attractions I feel towards people aren't necessarily based their sex or gender.
Yup that's how I see it too. I'm also a bit fluid in the gender-department as I have XXY-chromosomes (non-Klinefelter). I'm awesome that way. [cool2]
by ErebusNamtar
Tue Oct 27, 2015 10:54 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: New here and have questions
Replies: 8
Views: 1716

Re: New here and have questions

Welcome to the forums Mordridius! The High Magick books by Ralph Tegtmeier AKA Frater U.D. are pretty accessible. Just start with the first one; High Magick: Theory and Practice. You might need to Google a few concepts here and there if you are a true beginner but it's worth it for the no-frills, no...
by ErebusNamtar
Mon Oct 26, 2015 5:53 pm
Forum: Ancient Magick and Mythologies
Topic: Ritual Phenomena
Replies: 53
Views: 40618

Re: Ritual Phenomena

That's what I was also thinking. I'm also only familiar with Jewish Kabbalah and I don't know if the problem is what others have mentioned or if it's another form of Kabbalah as I have read people mentioning Jesus and Mary in the tree of life which is foreign to me ( not to say anyone or way is rig...
by ErebusNamtar
Mon Oct 26, 2015 5:48 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: Fun Little "Get to Know" Thing
Replies: 33
Views: 8086

Re: Fun Little "Get to Know" Thing

Neko-phyte wrote: I wasn't going to do this thing, but more pan reppin' never hurt :D
*high-fives* [lol]
by ErebusNamtar
Mon Oct 26, 2015 5:47 pm
Forum: Site Discussion
Topic: Online Get-together?
Replies: 24
Views: 8634

Re: Online Get-together?

If it's a weekend I'm off count me in! GMT +1
by ErebusNamtar
Mon Oct 26, 2015 5:45 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: What counts as real "progress"?
Replies: 12
Views: 2316

Re: What counts as real "progress"?

Nobody can tell you that except for yourself. It's never fair to yourself if you start comparing with others or make some sort of time-table to "beat". You just can't rush these things. Everybody has his or her talents and/or innate abilities, some more than others, but through hard work and perseve...
by ErebusNamtar
Mon Oct 26, 2015 12:43 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: Fun Little "Get to Know" Thing
Replies: 33
Views: 8086

Re: Fun Little "Get to Know" Thing

Name : Brad (a lot longer actually but not giving my full name, I'm clear enough to spot for those that know me IRL) Age : 35 Ethnicity : German 50/Jewish 40/Persian 10 Favorite Colors : Black and red Favorite Animals : Dogs, birds, reptiles and amphibians Do you have any pets? : Currently I own onl...
by ErebusNamtar
Sun Oct 25, 2015 10:28 pm
Forum: Ancient Magick and Mythologies
Topic: Ritual Phenomena
Replies: 53
Views: 40618

Re: Ritual Phenomena

I'm only familiar with Jewish Kabbalah and in particular Lubavitch and Vishnitz Hasidism but all I get is Sefer Yetzirah which is the Book of Creation. And Benei Ha-Elohim which are the Sons of God. The problem is so many weird versions and things based on Kabbalah exist I'm not certain what the hec...
by ErebusNamtar
Sun Oct 25, 2015 10:04 pm
Forum: Off-Topic (Occult)
Topic: Some Rambling Thoughts
Replies: 24
Views: 7357

Re: Some Rambling Thoughts

Ugh failing wi-fi ate my post. In short; yes lucid dreaming does help me but only after conventional therapies for the biggest traumas I had suffered. Before I had done that it was far too easy to use it as an escape rather than a tool for advancement. Neko-phyte is right in calling it a double-edge...
by ErebusNamtar
Sun Oct 25, 2015 9:45 pm
Forum: Off-Topic (Occult)
Topic: My first encounter with a witch
Replies: 7
Views: 1250

Re: My first encounter with a witch

Great story, reminds me of somebody I know. I have a friend like this and I purposefully stay out of contact with he for long periods. Cool-down periods. I'm quite a sucker for romance and fall in love easily which, combined with her energy, could actually happen despite knowing it'll never work. Kn...
by ErebusNamtar
Sun Oct 25, 2015 9:28 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hello from White Swan from New England
Replies: 6
Views: 1241

Re: Hello from White Swan from New England

Welcome to the forums, nice intro!
by ErebusNamtar
Sun Oct 25, 2015 6:53 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Soy milk has a nutty aftertaste I can't appreciate yet.
Replies: 2
Views: 845

Re: Soy milk has a nutty aftertaste I can't appreciate yet.

Welcome back.

On an unrelated note; if you think soy milk is bad try those special porridges my mum always eats. Supposed to be healthy but they taste like soap and banish your bowels to the toilet in 5 minutes flat.
by ErebusNamtar
Sat Oct 24, 2015 1:55 pm
Forum: Dreams and The Unconscious
Topic: The Buddha came to me in a dream and told me something.
Replies: 5
Views: 2012

Re: The Buddha came to me in a dream and told me something.

I remember lots of chats when I was a child but nowadays I only tend to get stupid stuff like 'go eat pizza tonight'. Never any deep thoughts or nice cryptic references I can check out. I seriously doubt these are entities to begin with and more fragments of my own mind that shout back at me. C. Jun...
by ErebusNamtar
Sat Oct 24, 2015 1:39 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: One of the Scariest things happened to me (in a good way)
Replies: 27
Views: 4396

Re: One of the Scariest things happened to me (in a good way

Even in my darkest times, I wouldn't dare think of hurting true innocence. Though I am morbid and I trivialize death, I wouldn't harm animals nor young children. These are laws woven into my brain. Neither would I. I see it as an easy way out, we are all perfectly capable of raising the neccesary e...
by ErebusNamtar
Sat Oct 24, 2015 1:35 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Help me get right the entities names please
Replies: 10
Views: 1706

Re: Help me get right the entities names please

Some say this was a mistranslation and refers to the fall of a glorious king. That article is correct, there are a lot of mistranslations in the Septuagint from which all Christian writings originate concerning the Old Testament. I was raised Catholic but I am actually of Jewish/Persian/German desc...
by ErebusNamtar
Fri Oct 23, 2015 6:54 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hello.
Replies: 4
Views: 1016

Re: Hello.

Welcome to the forums!
by ErebusNamtar
Fri Oct 23, 2015 6:53 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Help me get right the entities names please
Replies: 10
Views: 1706

Re: Help me get right the entities names please

Difficult to answer as it really depends on the mythology. The Jewish religion does not believe in fallen angels or anti-deities so Shaitan there is only 'the accuser'. An angel still very much working for god. Lilith (note the comparison with the much older Lilitu) cannot be found in the Torah (the...
by ErebusNamtar
Fri Oct 23, 2015 11:05 am
Forum: News and Politics
Topic: Einstein (Spooky Action at a Distance)
Replies: 1
Views: 1714

Re: Einstein (Spooky Action at a Distance)

I was reading the full scientific report yesterday and I smiled all the way through. I do think that science is catching up with magic. A friend of mine studies there and he's coming over tonight so we're certain to have an interesting conversation! He: 'Have you read it?!' Me: 'I told you so...' [r...
by ErebusNamtar
Thu Oct 22, 2015 4:23 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: One of the Scariest things happened to me (in a good way)
Replies: 27
Views: 4396

Re: One of the Scariest things happened to me (in a good way

And there's your lesson in all of this. To have more faith in your own abilities. Pretty positive if you ask me and indeed as important as you had divined earlier.
Follow your intuition.
by ErebusNamtar
Thu Oct 22, 2015 4:19 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: What does your name mean?
Replies: 108
Views: 80757

Re: What does your name mean?

How did I miss this thread? Well Erebus is the son of Chaos in mythology so there's that. Also, the literal meaning of the name is "darkness". Whilst negative for most people I see darkness as a time of revelation rather than obscuration. And it also happens to be the name of two fictional character...
by ErebusNamtar
Thu Oct 22, 2015 1:22 pm
Forum: Laughter Zone
Topic: should I switch to satanism?
Replies: 10
Views: 4516

Re: should I switch to satanism?

Hmmm not my personal belief as I feel All is actually Chaos (it was the universe's original state) but certainly an interesting theory. I do fully agree on the Chaoskampf; the eternal struggle between Chaos and Order. Thanks for sharing this Napoli! There are a lot of theories out there I find inter...
by ErebusNamtar
Wed Oct 21, 2015 8:52 am
Forum: Off-Topic (Occult)
Topic: Technologies: That Can Be Used For; (U.F.O.) Development. ~
Replies: 3
Views: 814

Re: Technologies: That Can Be Used For; (U.F.O.) Development

Reminds me of "Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic." In my humble opinion the magical is everywhere if we just know how to look so maybe it is science simply using the magical here... [smile2]

*patiently waiting for the video-links*
by ErebusNamtar
Wed Oct 21, 2015 8:48 am
Forum: Off-Topic (Occult)
Topic: Some Rambling Thoughts
Replies: 24
Views: 7357

Re: Some Rambling Thoughts

I've been working on releasing some of this via Neuro-Emotional Technique (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuro_Emotional_Technique) and it's been working. Talking it out with counsellors did help to a point, but eventually I unearthed rifts separating understanding, which couldn't be crossed. Might...

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