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by akimbomoss
Sun Mar 15, 2015 10:59 pm
Forum: South East Asian Faiths
Topic: Become enlightened just by hearing a mantra!
Replies: 23
Views: 27413

Re: Become enlightened just by hearing a mantra!

Hey. Haelos. Thanks for this one.... I could listen to it all day.
by akimbomoss
Sun Mar 15, 2015 10:51 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: What does your name mean?
Replies: 129
Views: 161281

Re: What does your name mean?

[OFFTOPIC] I am a Clockwork Ghost. Each morning I wake up half dead from the anti-psychotics I use to get to sleep Just out of curiosity, what products do you use [question2] If you feel comfortable with sharing this information. It's not been long since I saved myself from those. Sozz for offtopic...
by akimbomoss
Sun Mar 15, 2015 10:41 pm
Forum: TV, Video, Online and Digital Expressions
Topic: Video blogging about occult stuff I find
Replies: 5
Views: 3620

Re: Video blogging about occult stuff I find

I watched a few videos. The compression artifacts in the audio along with mis-synced video seems to be getting in the way of the experience somewhat. I quite like the backgound which anime is that?
by akimbomoss
Mon Feb 16, 2015 2:46 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

You know shortly after the fox encounter I saw lights and got muscle twitches on my skin that could been seen visually. I ended up believeing these were caused by my fetch as they had a kind of divinatory property. My muscle would twitch somewhere on my body to warn me about a bump on a path in the...
by akimbomoss
Sat Feb 14, 2015 9:42 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

It was difficult to understand that post, but I gathered that you believe you are going through a dark night experience. If simply reading my words caused you to hallucinate, I'm terribly sorry. I think you might be slighly confused. I only have had very minor hallucinations since reading your word...
by akimbomoss
Sat Feb 14, 2015 8:08 pm
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: Pink Adrenaline
Replies: 4
Views: 2084

Re: Pink Adrenaline

I just wanted to say a few things about this old thread. I thought I had pink adrenaline but I am pretty darn sure I don't. I think I have DP/DR or 'dark night of the soul' meditation problem. The wiki that this links to won't be coming back and what I posted in there was just a resume of the supple...
by akimbomoss
Sat Feb 14, 2015 7:58 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

I have made more discoveries. I feel embarassed. I feel embarassed because I once had a friend who convinced me Carlos Castaneda's books were a really good idea. Now I don't believe that anymore, in fact I think Carlos made up a lot of that stuff in order to satisfy his vices, but I digress. I took ...
by akimbomoss
Thu Feb 12, 2015 2:35 am
Forum: Off-Topic (Occult)
Topic: Food, Dietary Restrictions, Karma
Replies: 7
Views: 2433

Re: Food, Dietary Restrictions, Karma

I agree with the_spiral. I am researching vegetarianism. Currently focusing on legumes and yes I know about the lysine issue and know how to deal with it. You know I just made a response in the other thread where food was an issue that came up (involving something Frumens said) and then I came here ...
by akimbomoss
Thu Feb 12, 2015 2:06 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

Well I have encouraging news! I read one of those mindfulness links Frumens gave me and I realized it was much better than another I read on another part of this forum. It is more technical and for some reason I understood it better this time. "EVERY ASPECT" was kind of the key phrase and ...
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 5:37 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

Maybe you need to devote more time to exercise like yoga so that your body will be more comfortable. I do about 3-4 hours per week (EDIT: FOR THE LAST 2 MONTHS) of yoga at home every morning. The postures are dedicated to the areas where I'm having my muscle problems. There are about 9 poses. Some ...
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 3:18 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

If it is the illness, then you can progress in Magick by dealing with the illness first. Your naturopath and acupuncturist may have advice for this situation. There are numerous psychologists who are used to occultists, too, if you can find one. And if you're worried about telling your parents abou...
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:44 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

Based on your post I'm not sure what meditation postures you've been trying to do. Your knees should never hurt while you do a cross-legged posture like siddhasana or padmasana. If your knees hurt while crossing your legs, it's because your hips aren't flexible enough. Every time you strain your kn...
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:21 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

Frumens I'm not ignoring you. I will get on your advice ASAP. I think it may be my only saving grace (ok maybe not my only one). OT: My hands and feet are so cold. I really need to solve this circulation problem and the madness makes it worse (along with bloody freezing cold winters here in Montreal...
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:17 pm
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

Third, I've been reminded that there are some illnesses where meditation is not advised, because it makes the mental imbalances worse. If you think this might persist and is more than the internal noise I mentioned before, see a doctor and get a professional opinion on the matter. That's something ...
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:11 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

Re: meditation making me a bit nuts

I also wanted to say.. thank you Shinichi. I find everything you say inspirational and it has helped me greatly. I wish I could return the favor somehow. [smile2]
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:06 am
Forum: Off-Topic
Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
Replies: 21
Views: 15292

meditation making me a bit nuts

I feel bad. This is going to be kind of a jumble of thoughts but I have to vent. I have been meditating for about 2 months now twice a day with some minor interruptions. I don't think I've made it this long before. My brain keeps on going to negative experiences of the past. Shinichi says this is no...
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 12:59 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: What does your name mean?
Replies: 129
Views: 161281

Re: What does your name mean?

My name is kind of a strange happening like the others. I was creating some kind of an anagram from the names of my advocates (guardian, soul gatherer, animal). Some other words came out of like bomos that I didn't know about. Bomos means altar in greek and I would meet somebody later who was greek ...
by akimbomoss
Wed Feb 11, 2015 12:35 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Nahemah
Replies: 9
Views: 3200

Re: Nahemah

[oh] I didn't know she was ill I thought it was for another reason. After seeing the decisions Nah has to make when something wierd comes up and she has to judge I can understand. She almost single handedly dealt with the hardest forum 'members bending rules'. When I had to decide if she was right I...
by akimbomoss
Mon Feb 02, 2015 2:59 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Another intro for those I've just met
Replies: 20
Views: 4745

Re: Another intro for those I've just met

You know the strangest thing just happened. I remembered something just now. When belial sent ragaa or whatever after me I thought maybe it was ragna the harry potter spider and it also changed into a bald guy that looked a little like clockwork. Now he is making a post about spiders. Wierd... but t...
by akimbomoss
Sun Feb 01, 2015 11:59 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Another intro for those I've just met
Replies: 20
Views: 4745

Re: Another intro for those I've just met

I was sort of expecting that but... not. Thanks for posting that. Since I'm kind of lacking in what to say let me relate to you a small story. It scares the shit out of me to tell it but... At one point when you were helping me with my problem I told my parents about all the spirits or whatever they...
by akimbomoss
Sun Jan 18, 2015 1:00 am
Forum: Site Discussion
Topic: make youtube flash embeds show a link
Replies: 3
Views: 2976

Re: make youtube flash embeds show a link

Finally! found firefox addon: This addon converts embeded videos into links to the video on YouTube. Great for mobile deivces so you can watch the video in the YouTube app.This YouTube replaces YouTube embeds with a thumbnail and link to the video. Great for devices without flash or anyone who woul...
by akimbomoss
Sun Jan 18, 2015 12:35 am
Forum: Site Discussion
Topic: make youtube flash embeds show a link
Replies: 3
Views: 2976

Re: make youtube flash embeds show a link

I think i found the problem and it's not good: http://ffmpeg.org/ We wanted you to know there are FFmpeg packages in Debian unstable again. A big thank-you to Andreas Cadhalpun and all the people that made it possible. It has been anything but simple. Unfortunately that was already the easy part of ...
by akimbomoss
Wed Jan 14, 2015 1:17 am
Forum: Site Discussion
Topic: make youtube flash embeds show a link
Replies: 3
Views: 2976

make youtube flash embeds show a link

I am having a small issue with flash embeds on this site. I don't have flash, don't want. I'm on linux and flash is depricated for it. So with the flash embeds (like for movies or music) all I see is grey boxes. I can't click on a simple link to go to youtube. Does anybody know of a plugin that fixe...
by akimbomoss
Wed Jan 14, 2015 12:27 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hello again
Replies: 10
Views: 2765

Re: Hello again

Hi CG, Thanks for helping me out with my problem before. I don't know if you remember me. We should talk more I think we have some things in common. I was wondering were you'd gone. Nice to have you back. ...and yeah I guess I sort-of kind-of have schizophrenia vs schizoid personality disorder. I do...
by akimbomoss
Tue Dec 09, 2014 12:53 am
Forum: Site Discussion
Topic: Disappearing Posts - Help!
Replies: 8
Views: 3743

Re: Disappearing Posts - Help!

I was hesitating posting before about this because I have a phpbb myself that I use for testing purposes and it uses debian's default configs for stuff coming from the repository... so it might not apply to this configuration but from what I can remember (vaguely) there are 2 different delays that a...

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