Hey. Haelos. Thanks for this one.... I could listen to it all day.Haelos wrote: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3tEEgf_Ruc
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3tEEgf_Ruc[/youtube]
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- Sun Mar 15, 2015 10:59 pm
- Forum: South East Asian Faiths
- Topic: Become enlightened just by hearing a mantra!
- Replies: 23
- Views: 27413
Re: Become enlightened just by hearing a mantra!
- Sun Mar 15, 2015 10:51 pm
- Forum: Introductions
- Topic: What does your name mean?
- Replies: 129
- Views: 161281
Re: What does your name mean?
[OFFTOPIC] I am a Clockwork Ghost. Each morning I wake up half dead from the anti-psychotics I use to get to sleep Just out of curiosity, what products do you use [question2] If you feel comfortable with sharing this information. It's not been long since I saved myself from those. Sozz for offtopic...
- Sun Mar 15, 2015 10:41 pm
- Forum: TV, Video, Online and Digital Expressions
- Topic: Video blogging about occult stuff I find
- Replies: 5
- Views: 3620
Re: Video blogging about occult stuff I find
I watched a few videos. The compression artifacts in the audio along with mis-synced video seems to be getting in the way of the experience somewhat. I quite like the backgound which anime is that?
- Mon Feb 16, 2015 2:46 am
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
You know shortly after the fox encounter I saw lights and got muscle twitches on my skin that could been seen visually. I ended up believeing these were caused by my fetch as they had a kind of divinatory property. My muscle would twitch somewhere on my body to warn me about a bump on a path in the...
- Sat Feb 14, 2015 9:42 pm
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
It was difficult to understand that post, but I gathered that you believe you are going through a dark night experience. If simply reading my words caused you to hallucinate, I'm terribly sorry. I think you might be slighly confused. I only have had very minor hallucinations since reading your word...
- Sat Feb 14, 2015 8:08 pm
- Forum: Beginners Info
- Topic: Pink Adrenaline
- Replies: 4
- Views: 2084
Re: Pink Adrenaline
I just wanted to say a few things about this old thread. I thought I had pink adrenaline but I am pretty darn sure I don't. I think I have DP/DR or 'dark night of the soul' meditation problem. The wiki that this links to won't be coming back and what I posted in there was just a resume of the supple...
- Sat Feb 14, 2015 7:58 pm
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
I have made more discoveries. I feel embarassed. I feel embarassed because I once had a friend who convinced me Carlos Castaneda's books were a really good idea. Now I don't believe that anymore, in fact I think Carlos made up a lot of that stuff in order to satisfy his vices, but I digress. I took ...
- Thu Feb 12, 2015 2:35 am
- Forum: Off-Topic (Occult)
- Topic: Food, Dietary Restrictions, Karma
- Replies: 7
- Views: 2433
Re: Food, Dietary Restrictions, Karma
I agree with the_spiral. I am researching vegetarianism. Currently focusing on legumes and yes I know about the lysine issue and know how to deal with it. You know I just made a response in the other thread where food was an issue that came up (involving something Frumens said) and then I came here ...
- Thu Feb 12, 2015 2:06 am
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
Well I have encouraging news! I read one of those mindfulness links Frumens gave me and I realized it was much better than another I read on another part of this forum. It is more technical and for some reason I understood it better this time. "EVERY ASPECT" was kind of the key phrase and ...
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 5:37 pm
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
Maybe you need to devote more time to exercise like yoga so that your body will be more comfortable. I do about 3-4 hours per week (EDIT: FOR THE LAST 2 MONTHS) of yoga at home every morning. The postures are dedicated to the areas where I'm having my muscle problems. There are about 9 poses. Some ...
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 3:18 pm
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
If it is the illness, then you can progress in Magick by dealing with the illness first. Your naturopath and acupuncturist may have advice for this situation. There are numerous psychologists who are used to occultists, too, if you can find one. And if you're worried about telling your parents abou...
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:44 pm
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
Based on your post I'm not sure what meditation postures you've been trying to do. Your knees should never hurt while you do a cross-legged posture like siddhasana or padmasana. If your knees hurt while crossing your legs, it's because your hips aren't flexible enough. Every time you strain your kn...
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:21 pm
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
Frumens I'm not ignoring you. I will get on your advice ASAP. I think it may be my only saving grace (ok maybe not my only one). OT: My hands and feet are so cold. I really need to solve this circulation problem and the madness makes it worse (along with bloody freezing cold winters here in Montreal...
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:17 pm
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
Third, I've been reminded that there are some illnesses where meditation is not advised, because it makes the mental imbalances worse. If you think this might persist and is more than the internal noise I mentioned before, see a doctor and get a professional opinion on the matter. That's something ...
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:11 am
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
Re: meditation making me a bit nuts
I also wanted to say.. thank you Shinichi. I find everything you say inspirational and it has helped me greatly. I wish I could return the favor somehow. [smile2]
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:06 am
- Forum: Off-Topic
- Topic: meditation making me a bit nuts
- Replies: 21
- Views: 15292
meditation making me a bit nuts
I feel bad. This is going to be kind of a jumble of thoughts but I have to vent. I have been meditating for about 2 months now twice a day with some minor interruptions. I don't think I've made it this long before. My brain keeps on going to negative experiences of the past. Shinichi says this is no...
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 12:59 am
- Forum: Introductions
- Topic: What does your name mean?
- Replies: 129
- Views: 161281
Re: What does your name mean?
My name is kind of a strange happening like the others. I was creating some kind of an anagram from the names of my advocates (guardian, soul gatherer, animal). Some other words came out of like bomos that I didn't know about. Bomos means altar in greek and I would meet somebody later who was greek ...
- Wed Feb 11, 2015 12:35 am
- Forum: Introductions
- Topic: Nahemah
- Replies: 9
- Views: 3200
Re: Nahemah
[oh] I didn't know she was ill I thought it was for another reason. After seeing the decisions Nah has to make when something wierd comes up and she has to judge I can understand. She almost single handedly dealt with the hardest forum 'members bending rules'. When I had to decide if she was right I...
- Mon Feb 02, 2015 2:59 am
- Forum: Introductions
- Topic: Another intro for those I've just met
- Replies: 20
- Views: 4745
Re: Another intro for those I've just met
You know the strangest thing just happened. I remembered something just now. When belial sent ragaa or whatever after me I thought maybe it was ragna the harry potter spider and it also changed into a bald guy that looked a little like clockwork. Now he is making a post about spiders. Wierd... but t...
- Sun Feb 01, 2015 11:59 pm
- Forum: Introductions
- Topic: Another intro for those I've just met
- Replies: 20
- Views: 4745
Re: Another intro for those I've just met
I was sort of expecting that but... not. Thanks for posting that. Since I'm kind of lacking in what to say let me relate to you a small story. It scares the shit out of me to tell it but... At one point when you were helping me with my problem I told my parents about all the spirits or whatever they...
- Sun Jan 18, 2015 1:00 am
- Forum: Site Discussion
- Topic: make youtube flash embeds show a link
- Replies: 3
- Views: 2976
Re: make youtube flash embeds show a link
Finally! found firefox addon: This addon converts embeded videos into links to the video on YouTube. Great for mobile deivces so you can watch the video in the YouTube app.This YouTube replaces YouTube embeds with a thumbnail and link to the video. Great for devices without flash or anyone who woul...
- Sun Jan 18, 2015 12:35 am
- Forum: Site Discussion
- Topic: make youtube flash embeds show a link
- Replies: 3
- Views: 2976
Re: make youtube flash embeds show a link
I think i found the problem and it's not good: http://ffmpeg.org/ We wanted you to know there are FFmpeg packages in Debian unstable again. A big thank-you to Andreas Cadhalpun and all the people that made it possible. It has been anything but simple. Unfortunately that was already the easy part of ...
- Wed Jan 14, 2015 1:17 am
- Forum: Site Discussion
- Topic: make youtube flash embeds show a link
- Replies: 3
- Views: 2976
make youtube flash embeds show a link
I am having a small issue with flash embeds on this site. I don't have flash, don't want. I'm on linux and flash is depricated for it. So with the flash embeds (like for movies or music) all I see is grey boxes. I can't click on a simple link to go to youtube. Does anybody know of a plugin that fixe...
- Wed Jan 14, 2015 12:27 am
- Forum: Introductions
- Topic: Hello again
- Replies: 10
- Views: 2765
Re: Hello again
Hi CG, Thanks for helping me out with my problem before. I don't know if you remember me. We should talk more I think we have some things in common. I was wondering were you'd gone. Nice to have you back. ...and yeah I guess I sort-of kind-of have schizophrenia vs schizoid personality disorder. I do...
- Tue Dec 09, 2014 12:53 am
- Forum: Site Discussion
- Topic: Disappearing Posts - Help!
- Replies: 8
- Views: 3743
Re: Disappearing Posts - Help!
I was hesitating posting before about this because I have a phpbb myself that I use for testing purposes and it uses debian's default configs for stuff coming from the repository... so it might not apply to this configuration but from what I can remember (vaguely) there are 2 different delays that a...