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nvm, I don't know my self any more what I'm looking for

..Something worth sacrificing everything. Something only a complete fool let slip through his fingers.. [mad]

A treasure they seem to be guarding

chowderpope wrote:OK so in email correspondence this guy admitted the story is a hoax. Hah! Could've fooled me, although I did find some difference between the original story and new story. Turns out there were two different posters. So Cerber, I humbly admit you were right.

It just felt wrong from the beginning

Irreverence wrote:Thanks. Cerber, can I put your profile name in a YouTube video? I just need a yes or no.

No, but you can if you change the name by a minimum 2 letters. But you are not allowed to use my original avatar I'm afraid

I found something I was looking for for a very long time (at least I believe it was it, I could feel it in my bones) and I tried to approach it, to jump on to it. But these jumped on to me instead. How did I see them? Threatening imagery when I close my eyes just before sleep. More specifically: nak...

Desecrated wrote: A. If your dick looks like that, please seek medical help.
B. Keep the trolling to a minimum.

It is at the minimum, I barely ever do it these days

I was stopped by 3 beauties on my way to some very important date. Well the 3rd one kept his distance, but the first two ladies were extremely dramatic. Anybody recognise any for your own? (that's closest representation I could find)

chowderpope wrote:You would do well to study phallic symbolism, Cerber. There are plenty of websites where you can do that but please do not share the pictures here.

Why not? He is allowed to share here, why not me? Special privilege for the elite only?

[grin] I'm not saying it's wrong, it's just never worked for me. Whenever I go too deep I just confuse my self and lose the plot and end up with nothing. On the other had, you would assume that whoever is sending those messages would be very motivated to keep it as simple as possible to keep probabi...

:) very interesting attempt. But the truth was much simpler. It only indicated that there was a Man dangerously close to my personal private intimate space, whose main distinguishing feature was dark skin. It was my wife's fitness trainer [rofl] she was already beginning to lie to me about where she...

corvidus wrote:HI

I think you would do well to study Taoist alchemy, or Neidan. Specifically the works by Charles Luk: Alchemy and Immortality

Why your avatar is a dick? I understand it's magical dick, but still a dick, is it not?

Cerber, can't agree with that "YOU" part, will think more and dig more on objective interpretation of symbols. Anyway thank you for this answer. For example, if I had a dream of me and my wife in bed (with clothes, nothing sexual) while some black guy sitting on the chair right beside our...

I think you get symbols of meaning and your mind tries to visualize those meaning with the closest approximation it has. So after I just spin that "abstract story" in the "centrifuge of the mind" so the deep and heavy elements would settle down and the rest just "scoop it ou...

I am from Bangladesh. My parents don't feel comfortable letting me go outside the city away on my own. They won't exactly force me but it will create issues between us. Oh, that explains it. You could try to leave then, if it's really "hard to breath", Canada sounds a bit more relaxing. B...

No, I am not into sports. I do love to fight for fun. It has been a childhood hobby. But I have no friends who would indulge me. And nobody indulges a woman. I do vent my frustration in not so gentle ways. I scream when I am angry and can be very harsh with my words. When that happens I prefer to r...

I am in my late 20s. To be honest, I suffer from trust issues. I have been hurt so much in the past that I feel that nobody can love really love me. In fact, he is the second guy I have dated my entire life who possess genuine feelings for me. This has created some problem between us. However, it d...

Not sure. I've never experienced anything like that personally, and those who did never stuck around for long enough learn anything of that. I could guess that just maybe, if some of your "parts" run around lose, maybe you lack of some "internal unity". Any psychological issues h...

Napoli wrote: Oh, that is a relief to hear. Thanks.

Over the years I heard quite a few stories of "people haunting other people" incidents. At worst it can be just annoying to somebody. It might be more dangerous to you than to him.

I kinda thought so. Maybe I'm imagining but I could swear I heard similar story years ago. Where is tension but no release it can manifest in some "intense" ways. That's my theory. I don't know enough to advice, but that would be my best guess, somehow maybe related. But I don't think it's...

I would have went it to the woods by now. You have a gun anyway. And I don't believe any non physical entity could actually cause serious physical harm, and for everything else gun should do just fine. Did you tell your friend what's bothering you? What kind of friends are you anyway? You are not ta...

That sounds intense.
Is your relationship sexual?

inMalkuth wrote: Looks like you stopped reading too soon

No, I did not. (I did read at least 3 times btw)
Looks like you feeding us something half baked and now trying to wiggle out some excuse "it was supposed to be like that, it's my grandma's old recipe"

It is easy to see why the Devil has hoof and horn and tail: he represents the animal nature of mankind. As the Gods, our ancestors, have ascended the animal and can see that it is our animal nature that ultimately distracts us from our Divinity, most of them do not (except for the ones that represe...