Nice explanation nemiel.. i don't really mind or have any bad thoughts about you finding ways to express yourself, i'm happy with that actually, but your walking a thin line when you try to troll people on a serious forum. But ok your explanation was nice and it feels like it makes sense.
About the work you've been developing i have nothing against it and it seems that you put alot of hours and effort into it and i congratulate you for that.
Ok i'll go sit in a corner now, welcome back again nemiel.
OK Cool
I know from experience the consequences of trolling, at first I really hated forums, but as I carried on looking for places to get stuff out there and to find my way, I found that they were the best places to be.
There are loads of groups on Facebook, but the groups are full of what they call "truthers" and raging conspiracy theorists - I can get banned from a group for simply posting a video about something and if it doesn't agree with what they think, they just ban you, they are very 1- Dimensional and Facebook is too controlling and obsessed with censorship.
There was uproar when I actually came out in public - I couldn't believe it, I thought I was around people who were truly entering the next level of human consciousness, but I was so wrong and naive - they tried to make me look crazy, as if I was mentally ill for expressing myself - truly shocking, considering the influence of the people involved - people like Santos Bonacci, Ruth Smith (who owns the School of the Holy Science who I used to be a contributor with) and the many followers of Santos who never question him - I think the occult journey is a "wake up call", but we all have to "wake up again" afterwards.
Individuality and free will are what I scream out to people - but for many, that is too uncertain and requires responsibility - responsibility they are not ready to take and they should go back to sleep, but they don't, they keep looking and keep offending themselves at every change! lol
At least forums are much more cut and dry - they are more down to Earth - if someone has a different view, it doesn't mean they disagree or that they are attacking us and we should celebrate being proven wrong, as opposed to being told what is what - Facebook groups cry this like they know it and they haven't got the first idea of it, they just talk about it. When it's actually happening, they accuse of bullying or that people can say what they want - debate and challenge are strictly outlawed.
They speak of "Ascension" and it sounds like "We should all be nice to each other" - but to ascend is to expand more than we were, I would think debate was the first way to expand.
They hold a self righteous and superior stance, believing that the current group they are with are the real truthers and they come across as if they are "done" - that's it, we did it, done now
What seems to be the current problem online and everywhere, is that the new spiritual lingo seems to be used as a way to accept oppression, rather than to use the language to transcend it - which is just not what it's about at all - they defend their right to be afraid of symbols and lizards.
Anyway, that is the tale of my experiences, now I just keep myself to myself mostly and discuss one to one, if possible, I just develop Astropsychology and tutor it, write my book and have lots of fun - after all, not fearing life is half the battle.
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