drugs_bunny wrote:Okay, two things before I start : 1. I am new to the occult (I've been studying it for a few months, but I've never performed a ritual) 2. if your response falls in the "what you are doing is wrong/ stay away from black magic" category please keep it to yourself.
So, I am terribly in love with someone , and because of certain events and circumstances ,the traditional ways of courtship have failed to bring me closer to her (I am actually pretty good around women, the current situation is mostly due to a string of bad luck and wrong turns). Anyway, I turned to the occult as a last resort.
I have my mind set on a few goetic spirits : Sitri, Beleth and Zepar , as they all have the power to enflame men and women with the love of their desired ones. I have made preparations for a goetic invocation , but I still don't know which entity would be the best choice, and if I need to know something more than what is written in the explained goetia.
Again, I am set on doing this so posts discouraging it are pretty much pointless. Anything useful however, would be very much appreciated. I will post a feedback after I do the ritual.
It sounds as though that you are describing as reciprocated love for someone whom you love and you wish to find a way through some magical means so that she does, correct? I certainly will not try to persuade you from doing what you want because it is "black magic" or "wrong", but I will say something you should consider.
There may be a reason why, in terms of the grand scheme why she isn't reciprocating your love for her, one in which I imagine, if you continue the path you are on, you will probably find you have done more damage to your ultimate desires than ever fulfilling them. I assume you are like most people and that you want to be loved and all the great things that happen with being with the person that you love. What I can't assume is that you are like most people and that you want real love, not fake or imaginary, because that is what you would get most likely if you continue down the path that you are on. That isn't a certainty, but I would say a high probability.
Let us say for a moment that there is someone to whom you was destined to be with, the "one" in which you and her were meant to love one another. I do assume you desire this and that you think this current woman is that person. Now there is a chance that she isn't the "one", and by casting your spell or doing a ritual you may get her to love you - but it will ensure that you will never find your true love. There is also a chance that she is the one you are meant to be with, but not right now.
You have said that your normal, quite good skill in woeing women has not worked on her, and you are doing this as a last resort. There is a possibility that if she is in fact, your true love, the reason she may not love you could be as simple as your love for her was destined to change you, so that you change and become a better person - the person that she would eventually fall in love with. By doing what you want to do, not only are you not changing/growing so that she really loves you, you are putting her in danger.
I would have to relook at the spirits you named, see who they are, but since you posted this in a demon thread I'm going to share some additional advice if I can. Many of the "demons" that I know, do not usually concern themselves with the affairs of human beings, only in so much to torment them because they are weak. They respect power and strength and what you have shown is weakness, not weakness in the sense you are willing to do anything to get what you want (which can be perceived as strength), but weak in will, fortitude, and asking for the assistance of others to fulfill your desires. Now we have all been weak at times, but the path you are down is one, as I have said before, could give you results you want, but at a cost you may not be aware of.
Doing what you are doing could get you the woman you desire, she could end up falling in love with you, but because of individuals you are choosing to work with, or perhaps even that you are changing the way things are "semi-supposed-to-work-out" she ends up loving you and dieing. You finally getting what you desire, but the method in which you use cost her, her life, so that you can't be with her anyways, and whatever trade you did with whomever you worked with...well, they still upheld their end of the bargain and will collect on their debt.
I can't tell you what to do, and if you really want to do it, go ahead. I don't know any "magick" or ritual that could give you what you want as I have never found a need for it. All I can give is give you the above perspective to think about and say that in my life I found that if you truly love someone you will set them free, if it is meant to be, they will return to you, and your love will fill you with glee...oh wait stupid rhymes.
