Childhood Repetitive Nightmare
Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2016 10:40 pm
I used to have dreams that I would be killed by wild animals. Then when I moved into a different house, I would have a dream that there was a being in the basement. Whenever I fell asleep I would walk to down into the basement (in my dreams) and there would always be an entity hiding that would show itself and kill me. Every dream the being was in a different hiding spot. I used to be afraid to fall asleep so I'd turn on a very bright lamp in my room and cover my face so that I couldn't see anything. I used to be very afraid of the dark.
Now I have dreams that I am an entity hunting other things. I almost always dream of war, death, hunting, etc. and I'm usually a warrior. Just recently I had a dream that I was an Egyptian-esque man with a spear that would hunt along side a demon. The dreams never end well. They usually end with a lot of pain or blood (not that I can feel anything after I wake up though).
I'm not sure when my dreams changed from me being the hunted to me being the hunter. At some point I just stopped dreaming at all, and only lately with my dream recall practice have I been able to recall anything of my dreams at all. Lately I've been having an irrational fear of the dark (night specifically), and I almost expect my walls to come alive and eat me.
I must have something bottled up inside that I need to release. However, I don't want to start having nightmares again, and to make matters worse, I now live in the basement of this "haunted" house and not on the upper floor. Something about basements have always unnerved me, and I've never known what.
Anyway, what do you guys think I should do? Banish banish banish? Am I haunted by something? I don't even know what to think to be honest. Should I learn the hexagram banishing ritual to get rid of potential spirits? Advice would be much appreciated. Also, what do you think the malicious being of my childhood was? I would dream of him like literally every night. It was horrible.
Now I have dreams that I am an entity hunting other things. I almost always dream of war, death, hunting, etc. and I'm usually a warrior. Just recently I had a dream that I was an Egyptian-esque man with a spear that would hunt along side a demon. The dreams never end well. They usually end with a lot of pain or blood (not that I can feel anything after I wake up though).
I'm not sure when my dreams changed from me being the hunted to me being the hunter. At some point I just stopped dreaming at all, and only lately with my dream recall practice have I been able to recall anything of my dreams at all. Lately I've been having an irrational fear of the dark (night specifically), and I almost expect my walls to come alive and eat me.
I must have something bottled up inside that I need to release. However, I don't want to start having nightmares again, and to make matters worse, I now live in the basement of this "haunted" house and not on the upper floor. Something about basements have always unnerved me, and I've never known what.
Anyway, what do you guys think I should do? Banish banish banish? Am I haunted by something? I don't even know what to think to be honest. Should I learn the hexagram banishing ritual to get rid of potential spirits? Advice would be much appreciated. Also, what do you think the malicious being of my childhood was? I would dream of him like literally every night. It was horrible.