Drugs will never fix a broken heart.

[Kami]

Weed makes your body feel good - sure,
But what about your spirit?
How do you feel deep down inside your heart?
Are you broken?
If so...
No amount of weed will ever cure that,
Because the "pain" you feel is spiritual - not physical,
It doesn't matter what drug you choose to use - nothing will ever be able fill that deep void within you,
There's too much darkness in you,
So much - that it begins to freeze over,
And any light that makes its way into that hell,
Will be consumed and destroyed,
You try to find ways to be happy,
And you fear being alone,
Unless of course you are numb,
If you're numb - that's the best you could hope for,
Because never will you ever get back what you once had: the joy - the light - the warmth - that permeated throughout your entire soul,
So you make do with simple worldly pleasures,
Until your heart becomes like stone.
When that happens - you become a demon.
The only thing in this entire universe that can cure you... Is experiencing the happiness of your past once more - or... moving on and allowing the mind of this dreamality to cry over your pain and give you what you desire most,
A new beautiful beginning. ~