Hello, Hound. Thank you for your reply.Hound wrote:Many raw instincts transcend the limited nature behind a spoken language. I often question just how shallow most interaction is between human beings, because of this. They say one thing, but are feeling an infinite number of alternatives. And not only do they not have a method in which they can express these thoughts and feelings, I fear what I consider worse is the fact that they don't wish to. I remember a state of being where one could express all. In full. I miss that.I suppose you know the frustration in attempting to express those idea/concepts locked behind a wall of incomprehensible feelings of experiences that is hardly shared by many in such a context as this.
Frustrating, yes. I've settled for simply listening to my instincts rather than trying to explain them these days .
Why do you feel you trouble people by sharing your thoughts? Personally, I enjoy reading long, well thought out responses. Even if they're novella in terms of size. It's much more engaging than the typical text and talk the majority of people hold these days.Again, long winded, and I apologize, Hound.
What frustrates me the most about Humanity at large is their complete and disregard for their choices. Oh I never wanted this to happen, yet that is the very course you chose to walk. So dishonest with themselves and with others. Then to be angry that the thing they even chose to do was what they received. Oh but I am the villain for showing them the course they followed was the cause of their pain.
As for why I apologize for long posts, I suppose it is being used to the internet in general. Most people I've interacted with online have chastised me for long posts. So I have become aware of my long winded-ness. In either case, I am glad my novellas are engaging. It is encouraging.