Interesting dream about being the reincarnation of Lilith
Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2015 4:03 pm
I had a really interesting dream, which I'll give you a quick summary of. I think it'd make a good book or movie.
My family invited Me to come with them on a trip to Israel, because they wanted to tour the Holy Land with their church group and sightsee. Since I like travelling to exotic places and I needed a vacation from running My trading business, I take them up on their offer.
We decide to go metal detecting on the beach, because e love the thrill of treasure hunting.
My detector goes off, and I start digging. What I find is a very ornate silver and wrought iron amulet that holds a ruby. I'm really excited by my find, but I also feel like I had it before, a very long time ago. Like I was missing a part of Myself, and I finally found it. My Lilith sigil tattoo feel weird, like it's reacting to the amulet.
It has an inscription in a language that I've never seen, or even heard of, before. But somehow I can read it as if it was plain English. It reads "Lilith, the Immortal Queen, Queen of Lust, Initiatrix of Damnation"
I put into My pocket, and later that day, I try to sell it to an antiques dealer, because it looks worth at least a few thousand dollars. The antiques dealer looks terrified of it when I place it on the counter for him to appraise. I mention that I know what the inscription means, and he orders Me out of his shop, warning Me never to return.
I show it to My family and their friends, and they say it's really pretty, although even they look very uneasy around it.
When we return home, I find a chain for it, and slip it around My neck. As soon as I do so, a flood of lost memories from a past life appear in My mind's eye. Apparently I am actually the archdemoness Lilith, the exiled consort of Samael, and second-in-command of the legions of Hell, and My soul was split into two, one half being reincarnated, the other half bound to the amulet I found. Confusion, fear, and a strange sense of completeness and power grip Me. My tattoo starts visibly glowing.
My eyes well up with tears, because I never felt like I belong here, always feeling like an outcast no matter how much love and affection was shown to Me, and now I know why. And I want to tell My family, because I just want some reassurance that they'll still love Me. But I'm terrified of telling them, because they're conservative Christians and may outcast Me, or worse.
I try to take it off, but a part of Me won't let that happen. I start crying. But I eventually pull Myself together, and decide not to, because I don't need to cause them anymore stress.
Later on, I notice people acting more submissive and attracted to Me, and My Christian friends and family say that it gets really cold and uneasy around Me.
Then weird Christian sects start trying to attack Me, and My parents for having sired Me, the reincarnation of Lilith.
What do you think it means? One of My Chaote friends says that Lilith is trying to contact Me, because My tattoo is invoking Her.
My family invited Me to come with them on a trip to Israel, because they wanted to tour the Holy Land with their church group and sightsee. Since I like travelling to exotic places and I needed a vacation from running My trading business, I take them up on their offer.
We decide to go metal detecting on the beach, because e love the thrill of treasure hunting.
My detector goes off, and I start digging. What I find is a very ornate silver and wrought iron amulet that holds a ruby. I'm really excited by my find, but I also feel like I had it before, a very long time ago. Like I was missing a part of Myself, and I finally found it. My Lilith sigil tattoo feel weird, like it's reacting to the amulet.
It has an inscription in a language that I've never seen, or even heard of, before. But somehow I can read it as if it was plain English. It reads "Lilith, the Immortal Queen, Queen of Lust, Initiatrix of Damnation"
I put into My pocket, and later that day, I try to sell it to an antiques dealer, because it looks worth at least a few thousand dollars. The antiques dealer looks terrified of it when I place it on the counter for him to appraise. I mention that I know what the inscription means, and he orders Me out of his shop, warning Me never to return.
I show it to My family and their friends, and they say it's really pretty, although even they look very uneasy around it.
When we return home, I find a chain for it, and slip it around My neck. As soon as I do so, a flood of lost memories from a past life appear in My mind's eye. Apparently I am actually the archdemoness Lilith, the exiled consort of Samael, and second-in-command of the legions of Hell, and My soul was split into two, one half being reincarnated, the other half bound to the amulet I found. Confusion, fear, and a strange sense of completeness and power grip Me. My tattoo starts visibly glowing.
My eyes well up with tears, because I never felt like I belong here, always feeling like an outcast no matter how much love and affection was shown to Me, and now I know why. And I want to tell My family, because I just want some reassurance that they'll still love Me. But I'm terrified of telling them, because they're conservative Christians and may outcast Me, or worse.
I try to take it off, but a part of Me won't let that happen. I start crying. But I eventually pull Myself together, and decide not to, because I don't need to cause them anymore stress.
Later on, I notice people acting more submissive and attracted to Me, and My Christian friends and family say that it gets really cold and uneasy around Me.
Then weird Christian sects start trying to attack Me, and My parents for having sired Me, the reincarnation of Lilith.
What do you think it means? One of My Chaote friends says that Lilith is trying to contact Me, because My tattoo is invoking Her.