Hello Raine. This time you're going up against me and I'm going to have a quick read through your book and point out things I think you should spare more thought to.
I am not a worshipper of God because I am a God.
Can you prove that you are a God?
Otherwise, can you prove that you are NOT a part of
God? Can you disprove that you are a part of the Universe?
Magick is not a hobby, Magick is survival. Dedicate yourself to it
Magick is neither hobby nor survival. Magick is a tool, an ability, a knowledge, a phenomenon - like Math or Economics.
Your entire chapter 1 is your beliefs and ideas perpetuated as truth. The truth is, they are your findings
. Present them as such and perhaps people would be more inclined to look at them in general. Your ideas on creation are cool, but again, they're what you think. People have tried to perpetuate ideas of how creation came to happen and they've all formed religions. I'd suggest you stop trying to create your own religion in your process of understanding. You are a student of the universe, not a teacher.
Unified gender / futanari ideals? Asexualism? Parthenogenesis? Complete annihilation of the human race to force every soul into trancendence/reincarnation is a far better, far efficient option than to slow down a natural, pre-designed, biological sexual reproduction system for evolution.
Existence paradox. Great! You're finally catching onto something before you miss the point. Anyway, this was covered ages ago already by the Indian subcontinent's scriptures - the Bhagvad Gita ought to be on your reading list.
In chapter 2 you give names to different practices without detailing anything as to how to go about doing them. Your self-victimized self complex shines through all the same, which makes it for silly reading either way. Going into chapter 3 you're talking about thought - without an ounce of it looking like you know what you're trying to talk about.
Correct Mannerisms and Understandings: Be a Vegan, only primitives eat meat, in the Future all Futanari only eat Vegan Food as they are highly elegent and refined[evolved].
The Futanari are a perverted Japanese art construct - not the way forward. Secondly, and this comes from my background in medicine, a vegan diet will never be superior to a well balanced diet from both plant and animal sources. You can argue all you want with me about there being supplements and dietary regimes and so on, but you will never lead a healthy life while believing that everything out there is out to get you. You may point to Hindu ideals of being vegetarian, Islam/Christian teachings suggesting against consumption of pork meat, and so on, but it all boils down to this:
Eating meat makes me feel good. Pepperoni tastes amazing. And by the encouragement of pursuit of self pleasure as your own writing states - I'm going to continue eating meat so you
don't contradict yourself.
Chapter 4.. humans are fighting for world peace, for more knowledge, for closeness of society and growth of community, for exploration and for mental growth - and you're suggesting everyone become androgynous?! No. I'm sorry. That is NOT what the world is going towards, nor what it should be going towards. There is difference between being androgynous or even sexless as energy/soul in higher dimensions, and trying to recreate that on earth - the difference being that being asexual on this physical manifestation is utterly pointless. Understanding between the two genders is what must take place, rather than fusing bodies into one. You'll do far better to understand this statement: "There are only two genders, and one sexuality". Clarified, that's "human sexuality". Anything else - and that includes androgyny - is a physical manifestation of genetic disorders.
The next chapter with all your descriptions of magick.. Well. Please remote view my location and teleport yourself here so we can have a face to face discussion. If you're able to do so, you can be my teacher. If not, I get to continue to tell you to stop assuming your ideas to be truth. The descriptions of your rituals are lacking. I must say I like how you take each symbol and expand on what they are supposed to sigilize. But what can they accomplish? What have you accomplished?
Once again as we move on, you perpetuate your ideas as truth. Ascension, creationism, aliens and other species and so on. Again, if you're writing a grimoire or a book of knowledge - in this day and age you must have proper citation and ample proof as to what you're saying is truth. I'd be reading much differently if you acknowledged that your theories and ideas were just that.
Contradict believing without truth to verify.
You're hurting yourself. Finally, I hope you realize that "immortality" isn't obtainable if it has already been obtained. Ponder on that.
Good luck to you on your quest for the truth.