My Extended Tree Of Life Ceremony

[CCoburn]

well, the Ritual of Netzach in Assiah is scheduled for 8:00 tonight. I don't have an Entity
chosen yet for the Ritual, nor is all my symbolism in place, but I have around 6 hours
to make some Magick happen and get all my chores done, and construct the Ritual.

Most of my apparatus is global(yes the Earth is a Sphere), so all I need to do is write
some things in Hebrew, and fashion an olive green candle flecked with gold. Maybe a Sigil,
Depending on the direction I take. The fragrance is still Rose, and there is one that is quite
dead hanging above the burner.

I'm thinking about wearing a plain olive shirt, with yellowish green pants. No shoes.
But I won't know for sure until I see it in the mirror. It has to look good. I'd rather
wear all olive green, maybe next time.

This will be another Shamanic Journey, Focusing on loud powerful vibrations, loud music,
and lots of pacing in my Ritual area, with much attention directed towards how/what I
am feeling from moment to moment. For 3 hours or so.

Peace.

[CCoburn]

Well, can't find the olive green shirt I bought, so here I sit dressed in
yellow green, Netzach in Yetzirah colors. Waiting for GF to get home from work
to see if she knows where it is. She's late, and i'm right on schedule.
Sorta.

Also thought I had an olive pillar candle, no dice. But did have an olive taper.
Flecked it with gold, and lit the old ritual candle(yes, still alive), and when the
wax pool diameter was equal to the taper, I positioned it. Looks good. It really
sparkles when you shine a light on it.

Threw up some symbolism, and ready to Rock and Roll.
GF is here,

Peace.

[CCoburn]

She don't know where it is, anyways, I'm extending the Ritual of Elohim
into Assiah. For now anyways. This would represent the Elohim of the Now.
or the present. In our world.

Gotta improvise sometimes,
Time to follow the white rabbit.

Peace Brothers and Sisters,
Much Love

Ahh what the Hell, tonights kick off track is In Flames by
Cradle Of Filth, GF hates this shit, and I love "some" of it.

They're coming to take me away,
Laterss

[CCoburn]

Just about three hours, more or less.
Still got one foot in Sham Bah Lah
The other is in Shang Grah Lah
Head is in Ka Ba Lah

Dart Board is lookin good. Finally level enough for this perfectionist.
I shall wear my Ritual attire, kick some ass at Darts.
Then journey to the inner dimensions. Sounds good.

I must collect my GF now and put her to shame,
Much love Brothers and Sisters.

Shit, I'm almost back. I have to leave before I delete this gem,
Bye

[CCoburn]

10:00 PM here in Maine, Gettin ready for another Shamanic Journey.

It's a full Moon on the Summer Solstice, and it's also Moon Day,
wonder how often that happens.

Anyways, maybe stop by again later if I don't get lost.

Much love Brothers and Sisters,
Especially the Sisters, love those sexy Witches.

Kickin it off with Therion - In The Desert Of Set
Peace.

[CCoburn]

Found a YouTube Video with just a white background. To let the Orbs bleed through,
Using it now, next time. Only half back,

peace

[CCoburn]

Just to reiterate,
I've incorporated a new element in my Rituals,
It's a video, that displays nothing but a pure white screen.
I did this to observe the Orb phenomena during Rituals.
The TV is in the perfect place for observation.
It does create a somewhat eerie environment, reminding me of the Poltergeist movie.

This phenomenon is currently under investigation, with nothing conclusive yet,
when observing during Rituals, or Shamanic Journeys.
Although the colors/Orbs are still present, I cannot state any augmentation of this
phenomenon at this point.

Peace

[CCoburn]

The taper lasted for 3 Rituals, did notice a tri colored pillar in the bathroom,
Olive on the bottom for the Emperor Scale, Amber in the middle for the King Scale.
And a neutral white on the top, which could be associated with Kether for instance.

Got a new family member who is helping with this post. Her name is Isabel.
She is an unfixed all black female cat, very beautiful, at 8 weeks old.

Spida died, Sleep well my friend.

So I also flecked the pillar with gold, everything is fired up. Probably spend a
couple more weeks in Assiah, before moving up to Tiphareth in Atziluth.

Much love Brothers and sisters,
Time to alter some brain wave frequencies, and see where they fit.

Peace,

[CCoburn]

I guess I was being conservative with the brain wave modifications.
felt fairly normal the whole time, anyways, been fasting all day, except
for a few chunks of pineapple and some crackers to help ease with the
assimilation of Shamanic substances. So to sum it up in one word:
Serenity.

Anyways, guess i'll make a snack and watch some more of those Mandela Effect
Videos. Sure hope those dancing fools at CERN aren't screwing around with reality.
Tantamount to giving a kid a loaded gun.

Have to kick it up a notch next time,
Peace.

[CCoburn]

Star date 2016, Captains log: Supplemental,

Saw the most intense and beautiful manifestation of the yellow and sky blue this morning.
As stated this occurs in the white backgrounds of videos I watch on my TV, not PC.

For the first time, the colors spanned the entire width of the screen, meeting in the middle.
It was magnificent, I really should have been more enthused than I was. But none the less.
The Phenomenon coaxed me into this Ritual I am doing this evening, which, is under way
as I speak, sort of.

Yes, my TV has been declared a Scrying tool, but not by me, and vague as it is, the phenomenon
is currently being worked upon, well, shortly that is. I have yet to augment this phenomenon during
a Ritual. It does look promising though.

I think instead of pausing on the white screen, I have an hour long blank white screen video that I will
let run, and then restart.

Ok, Clothed grounded and ready to dance, time to start a couple fires,
say a few words and dive into the Aethyr, plus all the other stuff I do.

Peace Brothers and Sisters, yeah, the Sisters.

Iced Earth - I stand Alone

Before the Gods and Spirits, respectively

Laters

[CCoburn]

Fucking rabbit hole never ends, ambiguous I know. Something is going on, had some sort of
misfire tonight. head flooded with feelings, emotions, distractions. But good in a weird way.

Limitations of language, anyways. Something wasn't right. Reminds me of synchronicities in dreams
I had earlier.

whatever, that's the product I guess. Put myself through the paradoxal wringer, and made myself
sort of sober again. Ah WTF

Peace

[CCoburn]

Got about a half hour before all hell breaks loose, maybe less.
Went through three bottles of rose fragrance for the Rituals of Netzach,
last time I just threw a baby rose in the burner with a little water.
what can I say, had to improvise. Girlfriend brought home five bottles
of oil she got for a couple bucks at the Goodwill. Regular price, maybe 75
or so. Hell of a deal. One of them is Sandalwood, i'm in a hurry so maybe I'll
just use that.

So, i'm wearing yellow green pants for the Emperor scale of Netzach,
and an olive shirt for the Empress scale. I'd fleck the shirt with gold,
but that might be too messy.

Time to fire this Bitch up and see what happens, I love vibrating words of power,
It makes me feel so...

Devil May Care - Susperia,

Peace Bothers and Sisters,
Time to lose myself, and see what I find.
Laterss

[CCoburn]

What a fantastic fucking experience.
I just wanted to say that. I fucking love you all!

[CCoburn]

The Rituals seem to have taken on a definite form over the past couple months.
Not necessarily deliberately, by me, but with me. Some sort of joint evolution if you will.
That I am not always totally aware of.

The fundamental concepts are simple:

VIBRATING with POWER, and varying the FREQUENCY.
FEELING the effects of this and other elements of my Ritual.
OBSERVING any resulting manifestations of my operations.

Etc. Etc.

Much love,

Therion - The Beauty In Black

Peace

[CCoburn]

Taking a break, Shamanism is definitely a key. Feel like being withdrawn from parallel
reality to type this. Can't exist in two worlds simultaneously, trying though. can feel presence
of Gods and angels maybe, Vibrations, frequencies, having an effect. I love this. Typing is difficult.

[CCoburn]

Feet are returning to Malkuth, gonna wrap this up by trying to work some magick on the
self declared scrying tool. Vibrate ELOHIM a few more times, and some body flow movements in
unison with the music, and vibration. Directed at the Orb phenomenon, and focused on it. See if I
can manipulate it or augment it in some way.

Yes, I am quite a character when I Vibrate words of power.
I Pace, stop, and project...very animated. It has a flow to it.

Agathodaimon - The Ending Of Our Yesterday
Peace

[CCoburn]

So I'm at the highest dose thus far for the current Shamanic substance.
I got about a half hour to get all the particulars done. Then i'm going to Wonderland.
I did each a peach first, so that might take some of the edge off.

I know I do joke a bit from time to time, but make no mistake,
I do take this very seriously, this is not about getting fucked up.
It's about a Spiritual journey, and if not for my Occult endeavors,
I would not even be doing this.

Anyways, I really need to work on the Orb phenomenon more than I have been.
I seem to get into the flow of pacing, vibrating/projecting and get involved so deeply
that other areas get neglected. I'm pretty sure the Orb phenomenon is related to my practice.
And I would really like to affect and manipulate it.
So i'm gonna try to focus on that a bit more tonight.

I don't know how to say this politely, but maybe I can be ambiguous and just say the phenomenon
in question does respond quite dramatically to sexual energy, outside of Rituals.

Well, I think the peach bought me a little extra time, but it's time to get organized.

Peace Brothers and Sisters, gotta love the Sisters.

Ajattara - damned if I know, but it sounds good to kick off a Ritual.

Laters

[CCoburn]

Got a few minutes to kill, before I kick off tonight's Ritual.
I love it when I look up to the sky beforehand, and see all these
bizarre cloud formations, these large, thin, feathery clouds.
It helps with the mood.

Something else that helps a lot is my Harmon Kardon HK3490,
220 watt amplifier, with two Klipsch floorstanding speakers, and
two Infinity Primus 250s. I have A + B on my amp, so I can blast all
four simultaneously.

The Amp, when it is cranked up a bit, really lets me go all out with the
Vibrating of words of power. I can hear and feel it really well, but I think the
music drowns it out enough so the neighbors can't. As I do like to leave the
windows open a bit. It's also neat to vibrate in harmony with the music.

Anyways, gonna check YouTube out for a minute, and see what I can find for
variations on backgrounds for the Orb Phenomenon. I'll download the usual ones
as well.

Peace

[CCoburn]

It was a pretty fuckin good show.
I fucking nailed it. Threw myself into a bizarre reality.
Fucking loved it.

There is no reason. I could care less about rewards or evolution in
some bullshit linear time construct.

Throw me into the fucking abyss, and I will re-emerge when the conditions are right.
Non-linear time is my saviour, always.

Peace

[CCoburn]

Got about two or three more three hour Rituals before I move up to Tiphareth
in Atziluth. Planning on another tonight, got lots of RL shit to do first though.

Gonna be interesting to see if the Orb Phenomenon disappears after the transition.
Which has been the case with all of the major phenomena, pretty much.

It should be no surprise that the Phenomenon responds more dramatically to sexual energy
than anything else, having Venus as the planetary association for the current Ritual.
Unfortunately, during Rituals, i'm not really in the mood, and don't want to be. I understand,
but will proceed anyways. Maybe a variation in attack, or something. Keeping my wand
in my pants of course.

Even though I have a GF, I still have an affinity for masturbation, and soft porn.
And every morning, during such activity, my TV screen is invaded by this Phenomenon.
It's not even a WTF moment anymore, it's just: That's nice, good morning. Or mostly
I ignore it. But It's presence is overwhelmingly obvious. It is tolerable, since it occupies
the edges first, then expands inwards. Yellow on the right, and light blue on the left.
Mostly noticeable on white backgrounds, but can be seen on darker ones as well.

I'd like to bring the birds back again. But i'd have to start really early for that to happen.
Life gets in the way, so the Rituals are mostly at night.

Peace

[CCoburn]

Better late than never,

Wasn't it Crowley who said something to the effect of:

Be careful O thy Brother, lest thou bend the knee.

Either that or he quoted it.

Well, no worries here, I certainly do a lot of that.

I have an area with some general Occult symbolism, and global symbolism
for the current Sephirah. Say a few words and then bow down on one knee.
And offer my praise.

Then I say a few words and light the incense(oil burner), and again bow down
in respect before the higher powers.

Then the main part is the candle lighting, say a few more words, and again
bow down.

Then the fun begins. No more speaking.
Vibrations so powerful, they will be heard in the Heavens.
And I will feel the response. And I will continue, I will Pace, focused
on the task at hand, I will STOP, and I will PROJECT. Over and over.

Ok, that's enough. I need to begin.

Much love Brothers and Sisters, Oh the Sisters.
I get excited just thinking about them.

MUSIC!

Laters

[CCoburn]

Well, here I am. In my own little moment of time, talking about all
the other fucking moments that preceded it. Thinking about future
moments that will end it. Then of course, another moment pops up
and the whole fucking thing just repeats itself. In an infinitely different
number of ways.

But who's complaining, Immortality is preferred? And inevitable. The cause never ceases
to exist, so neither do it's effects. Sporadic as it may be, periodic would
be preferred? Can't complain though.

Things popping in and out of existence, forever.

what am I?

Something from nothing it seems. So much for the Eternal Delusion.

It was a fun ride, thank you Gods and Goddesses, whatever you are.

I don't even know what i am, but it would be a good place to start.

I must go now,

as for the Ritual,

Yeah.

[CCoburn]

Got about one or two more Rituals to go before I move up to
Tiphareth in Atziluth. Of course it always takes longer than I think it
will.

I put together some Ritualistic(in my eyes)music so I don't have to skip
past mediocre tracks as often. I got some Therion, Agathodaimon,
Stream of Passion, After Forever, and a few by Susperia and Dio.
And a few other odd ones.
All in all about 120 songs. That should get me by, and then some.

Listening on my home stereo of course, AKA my Ritual Receiver.

Gotta have music.

Next stop,
The Twilight Zone.

Peace Brothers and Sisters

[CCoburn]

Im feeling something VERY POWERFUL,
Not sure what ive done.

Thank You Vashtah?

Thank you Nahemah. You are fucking brilliant Girl.

The Russsian.

Thanks Desecrated, for the blunt force trauma.
Love it.

Beautiful fucking Spiral, like the fibonnaci sequence
or something.

Lillith, Lust, Netzach, Venus

Gothic Kabbalah

Therion

[Frater Chiasmus]

Excellent posting.
Thank you for sharing this.