Original post: Sud Ram
erisdoe:
a nice long dream
You start off with the issues that your dream will be working on which is basically how you relate to a masculine part of yourself from the anchored pattern of religious perception and how this affects your life. It shows you that at this point you hold dear the idea of religious or spiritual duty, that you have to do something to for the sake of G-d regardless of what you yourself want (in this case hang out with Ted).
Since this is not a harmonious pattern you go seek nutrition from your mother's house and there your dream shows that you are working on a deeper level from this relationship with your mother and how it created the pattern above. You end up affirming your own position but it is not so clear and you seem to hold some irritation towards your mother for not seeing the other beers (which in themselves are not really nutrition, more of a hindrance to it).
So then the dream changes into the other dimension to work on the dynamics of this pattern.
You start by acknowledging that you have different emotions than your mother's. Your own Loch Ness monster is an important issue. Basically everything that is going on by the lake is an experiential situation. You are going through the multiples hidden emotion that you had never been into because of your attachment to the conditionning of your mother.
The monster family is everything that was contained within and that has been asking to come out for ages and you had kept them inside. Some part of your masculine (probably connected to Ted, what is the connection with him and Charlie Brown?) is very glad to find this long lost emotional aspect. This leads to the death of yourself even in the dream which is a very positive sign. You overcome the old illusion that was lacking emotion.
There is a lot going on in the lake and you see many creatures, this will take some time to digest.
This is also why you want to go back in the lake and experience the waves and the good feeling. It is like you have found yourself again.
However, this new found freedom doens't come alone and without risks and this is where the dream chages.
You start vandalising/spray painting. This an internal sabotage, even though it is your family's property it is still damaging something that is an aspect of you, and an important one at that. As you have released emotions you now have to deal with their consequences.
Luckily the cop comes up to calm down your newly unleashed sabotaging emotions. Number 5 is the number of consciousness.
The reporters are also important because they are uncovering and exposing to yourself what you would prefer not to see and keep quiet.
This is a very good and profound dream. It shows that you've been working a lot on yourself.
Peace
