Electrical currents in hands from Branding/pain rituals and Guitar WOW

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The electrical currents part is my best so far with this experience. If you don't want to beat around the bush and hear about "William iron fist" and guitar ect. bla bla bla. Go to the bottom where it talks about this in bold. This is unreal. It seems fictional like "hocus pocus" material.

This is for that "Iron Fist" entity. So he can teach me how to play Guitar. I know learning the instrument is easier but having an entity around gives you some kind of mystery and spark.
I had an experience playing UNPLUGGED with my crappy electric In the park. People just stared and I got good comments even though they couldn't hear me play and I was doing only power chords warming up.
The first one was in my right hand to improve my strumming patterns I used the end of a safety pin and lit it and branded it into my wrist right under my hand. I did not lust for results. Than one day I picked up my guitar and exceeded the 400 beats per minute on the metronome. An older guitar player in the park said my rhythm pattern was good but I need to work on my chords. The branding was done in my bathroom at my house. I am aware my chords are sloppy. I got small hands too.

I wanted to improve my Barre chords so when I went on vacation to my Grandmas house I went out at around 2:00AM
at night. I made this into an actual "ritual" I wrote a spell for him. I lit candles I empathized him and honored his life and how well he handled his death and how brave he was. I have a lot of the same emotions as this guy. This was a pain ritual. I sat in the dugout at a ball park and lit the end of a spoon and drove it into my wrist
and pressed it as hard as I could. I yelled the spell over and over and scolded my self for complaining about the
pain when his death was slow and painful. After the ritual I wrapped up the wound with a bandanna and ran a mile to the gas station listing to Iggy Pop. I got his favorite treat that I heard was his favorite. I ate it and went back to my grandmas house and cleaned my wound wrapped it up and went to sleep.

A week after the ritual I started to play a rock barre chord riff out of nowhere!
and I didn't lust for the result! I do have to say Crowley is right about the not lusting for results.
I think for some reason these things work in your youth because of raging hormones and strong desires and ideals.
Especially if it comes to things like Love or Rock n Roll. I've heard stories about peoples expernces when young.
I really think Rock n roll has a lot of power. A lot of it is so basic and it still somehow has something truly magical about it.

Now I get actual physical surges of energy in my hands. This has been happening the past month. I have also had very kundali-like symptoms minus the sexual desires. My fingers get minor electric shocks in them. I feel actual electrical currents go through my hands. It doesn't hurt though. When I point my finger I actually feel forms of energy take over my hand and the energy go around in my finger tip. It feels like a ball forming. It's physically there I can actually feel it. When I listen to music I get little shocks and my fingers twitch a lot.
I can feel it more at night. When I point my finger and feel this I feel like some Mage out of a story book. This
feels so...fictional....I am having a hard time believing this.
I'm not looking for attention as I am posting this anonymous. I don't tell people of what i'm doing because so many young people brag about Having "occult power" and fall into all this bunnyism. I don't want to be like them and want to keep this secret and sacred. I like this forum because people are more mature here. They have an open mind but are skeptical at the same time. I really like this forum and enjoy reading the topics in the archive.

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