Greetings from a curious learner

[Zeon1985]

Hi. My spiritual name is Zeon.

Yes, it's a name I "made up". But the name has held dominance most of my 27 years. And before anyone asks, Zeon is a name that has been with me before I even knew what anime was. (Sorry for the aggressive pre-text, it drives me mad when someone asks me if i "borrowes" it).

A little about myself:

I am a human of energy and feeling. What that means is I get direct senses of the atmosphere around me as well as within me. Im half decent witg empathatic sensing of other people, though I have been wrong on a few occasions.

For most of my life, I have been quick to anger, as there are a many numerous things that have happened to me that I had no control over, as well as events tjat are continuing in the present. However, for the past 3 days, I have cone into very indirect contact with a "guide" that has been helping me stay focused, and has been guiding my actions through thought. I have my educated assumptions as to what she may be, but if you would like to help me discover her more clearky, I already have a topic up under General Theology.

Through the few posts I have read, I have seen that this is one of those rare boards where even the seemingly craziest ideas are still thoughtfully discussed, and is a community I would like to become a part of. Plus, my guide wants me to learn here.

I have a deep curiosity about a lot of things, earthly plane and otherwise. My main focus at this point is the darker side of things. Not as far as satanic, but ideas, philosophy, and beings that most people would be extremely sketchy of.

I very much look forward to discussions and learning here.

Zeon

[Nahemah]

Hi and welcome to the forum. [grin]

I don't know much about anime,so no asking from me,lol.

I saw your topic on Succubi and I intend to reply,but I 've been busy all week IRL and I 've been giving it some thought before commenting.
It's good to have you on board and thanks for being so complimentary,We are all strangers in a strange land hereabouts so there is no crazy here.

[Zeon1985]

Take your time. She wont be going anywhere anytime soon, according to her.

I'm learning patience, so I wont be expecting answers right off the bat. I generally give a post a few days before I consider it dead.

I just hope I can get some guidance on this topic.

Thanks,
Zeon

[biguns]

Plus, my guide wants me to learn here.

I have a deep curiosity about a lot of things, earthly plane and otherwise. My main focus at this point is the darker side of things. Not as far as satanic, but ideas, philosophy, and beings that most people would be extremely sketchy of.

I very much look forward to discussions and learning here.

Zeon

This is just awesome. We already had some exchanges but let me say welcome anyway.

I too like the darkness of things (it's in my numerology too, it seems) not that I would do mayhem or kick somebodies ass just for the fuck of it, I'd say I know lots of other people that shun darkness that are more evil than me, so I think I get what you are saying, besides.

[Zeon1985]

I don't know why, but gray and dark magick / theology / theory fascinates me.

No harm in knowledge I suppose. It's what you do with that knowledge that counts.

[biguns]

Yes indeed, besides I think there's a pretty good reason why the controllers went slaughtering everybody with the knowledge and evilizing everything.