Greetings everyone.

[Riael]

Greetings everyone...
Well now that the hard part is done let's get to stuff about me.

I've had SOME... okay, maybe A LOT, of meetings with the occult, from having hallucinations of the loved ones, or seeing the ones that I hate suffer, meditating and managing to get contact with an unknown... or a few presences... with different talks and proofs of things that would happen the following days... passed that test really fine back then. I was a Spiritual Satanist... Or... not really... I had some ideas from many places... the truth, after all, being what you believe in... Have read the bible of LaVey without... "corrupting" as some say... and... I started on a forum that was about Spiritual Satanism and the freedom that it brings in comparison to other religions... and yeah... After some time, and being told by other members of different religions that every soul or... person... has a "guardian" or something similar, like the guardian angels but that can also be demons and whatever, but not "Guardians", more like... Guides... that might help light a path... I went into the pursuit of finding out who that is... After a twisted dream... yet again not sure if it was just my mind or something real... I would see a shadow... and a strange sound saying "Now you know that my name is S" and the dream would end... and I might've mistaken... from many lists of deities seeing one would just give me a feel... would just stick to my head... and that could've been the reason why the cut in contact with everything that ever was between me and occult >_> The Prince of Sin and supposed Egyptian Seth... Sitri... After researching a bit... even if there wasn't much to find, I made a "medallion" with his emblem and wore it around and whatever and things started to look better for me, and as a coincidence I found a girlfriend... that now is threatening me and everything I love and care for and wants me to die a slow and painful death >_> As I got into that relationship which ended this March (Found someone else after that... which I've got no news from for 4 days now after I found some threats from my ex girlfriend) I lost contact to everything... Also my name... or... ex name... the name I was given after birth had a high Christian... ummmm... meaning, so to say... being called after an Archangel, and the name meaning "He who is like Him"...

Now I am a pagan... believing... almost nothing... maybe a bit of the old... and am looking for... and explanation or... guidance or... just some people to talk to... as before hell broke loose, that forum was really a warm home for me... and I hope this one shall be as well ^.^

I am curious to see in what which people believe and which ways they follow... and if not find a way that fits me... maybe become wiser...

Wrote kind of a lot... I'm known for that... So ummm... Thanks for reading this if anyone did and... I'm looking forward to discussions...

Also not sure about the kind of people here but I did not say Occult is only satanism or demonlogy or whatever, as it would be "Everything that is unexplainable", I just gave... my experience with things out of this world so to say.

[Nahemah]

Hello and welcome to the forum. [grin]

We have all sorts of members here,just ask about something and we'll do our best to help or advise where we can. [thumbup]

[Asurendra]

Hello

[Hljod.Huskona]

Indeed, there are a great number of diverse and awesome people here who would help out with any questions or curiosities you may have. Welcome!

[420]

Hello and welcome!