The Smokey Woman (Identification?)

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Hey everyone first time postin heer.
was woundering if anyone could help me through my life ive kept having these experiences and voices or intuition tht come into my life,
they only got stronger as i experimented with pscadelic and hallucination substances, i still do from time to time.....

Any ways to the point i would say im a practacing magician with quite a good bit of knowledge on spirits invocations and evocations sah im not a total noob put it that way, i also practice the divination arts known and created by myself...

alot of the real powerfull visions i get are usually out of know were or different perspective ons umthing, but during dreams heavy drug induced trips and syncronicitys i keep finding this "Bluey whiteish ghost smoke rapped all round her and iz gorjuss lol" one trip in astral dreamworld or enhancedtrip i was takein through a fiery waste land to smokey gates ther were lots of creatures around that would have got me if it wasnt for her,
she told me so many thing about muself and what i could do but beeing in such an extactic drug state i only brought back with me is that all these shadowy creatures/entities were at my command under her name,
ive also done the usual tricks of the trade to make the connection stronger for greater connection and relation ship with her, i have spoken to her non induced deep meditation and calling into the void for her to speak, i got the name " Sahkreshna" " Sarishna" " sAKRESHA" i dounf it really difficult to decipher exactly what it was, i am now extensively studyin Gods or spirits in mythology on the seach to see if she has been contacted before.

if anyoneon this forum could help me out finding a name a sigil, entities that soundlike the description, offerings anything please reply thank you [thumbup]

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Just a guess on my part, but you may have been communicating with your 'Holy Guardian Angel". Or maybe some aspect of your Higher Self.
If this is true, I'm sure this 'entity' wouldn't mind a little more discretion in the use of its name...
Free yourself from the seduction of words.

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ive been thinking it has somthing to do with that, ill go a little deaper i was takein lsd with my friend when we were 16 and we hit a really bad trip envolved all sorts of demented beings ripping me spiritually to shreds man most fuked night of my life "excuse the language" but my friend was protected by a spirit who i remember being almost close in feature smokey blue n bright powerfull,
i have been trying to get the name but i dont know when i was learning how to say it it was like i was gettin taught french like i was kind of sayin it but not really sayin it right.
so when i do callings sigils tarot, drugs ,dream states to contact her i dont know if its effective enough does anyone have suggestions on how to make communication stronger!.? ???

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ive also looked at some crowley material on to how to contact you HGA but i dont think thts the way to go around it, or maybe im wrong any1 got good books i could read .?

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Do you want to attempt with drugs again?
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I find drug use to be highly questionable. While we remain every doubtful of the true source of an experience, constantly questioning its nature, strength, symbolism and etc. others prefer to take drugs who induce hallucinations in your mind. I mean no offence and it's not for me to question you methods, but does it not take away the meaning of the experience? How do you know that you are experiencing is true and not something which a hobo in the corner could come up himself if only he would had been given same spiritual treatment, that' is lore, expectations and desires of a practitioner?

While I agree that it helps to open the mind, but it also allows your subconscious mind into the mix. Your expectations, desires and imagination starts playing tricks on you and anything you are experiencing can be written off to halucination. For one, if you encounter her again through the use of drugs, just ask her kindly to create a connection with you. Telepathic, spiritual or just ask her to visit you sometimes. Then you are under the influence of mind altering drugs, you must be very careful with that you take as reality and that is imagination.

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Yep, Calcifer's post sums up drug use with the occult in a nutshell. In general, we always strongly advice against using drugs especially for inexperienced occultists. We have evidence that certain drugs do enhance actual occult practice, but without proper training, knowledge and understanding, there is no drug in the universe that will be of help.
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yeah i totally agree with you both thank you for your replies, ive been experiencieng this contact since i was like 8 years old or sumthin, it was when i found take certain drugsn substances its jstmade the connection stronger.
Id like to state heer im not "Junkie" and btw word i mean someone who is constantly hooked on a substance,
Ive experienced meeting this spirit HGA demon angel or aparition whut ever she is, not under the influence of drugs, and my first experience was when i was 9 when i must have been lucid dreaming and my room filled up with smoke and a blue light shown through my window which knoced me out n which i then woke up lol,
my whole life ive been receiving things like this even my social group of people would probably agree sumthins ther.

Does anyone hear channel , use boards or knows how to make offereing evocations stronger.?

or any other sujjestions? thnx

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I always find these experiences fascinating. While demons certainly know me, they prefer to keep their distance and only approach me in cold hard fashion without seemingly any reason at all. Red eyes and darkness around them. Fear and terror radiates naturally from them while I try to keep an eye contact with these entities. My friend also receives more vivid visitations, in fact he is preparing me a sketch of an entity just this moment. It makes me wonder, how they target individual people and quite often create personal connection with a person ''just because'' out of the blue.


Personally, I would advise you to put use of your friends. If they are really friendly to you, then they will not look down upon request to help you to improve. To become the very best that you can be. Experiences and visitations, while exciting are in the end completely pointless.

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yes i definenetly keeps its distance well its like thers a way to properly connect with her coz its always faint message in my life and attempted evocations, but pshycadelics like dmt n psilocybin really get me in direct contact with her and am astonished and overloaded with information that i can only remember so much, and obv going on long phases of phsycadelic experiences isnt a very goo way around it.

How do practtioners on heer make ther connections stronger and more direct.?

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I personally get a taste of a person or entity. I leech of its energy and get a sense of his aura or soul if you like. Once you had met an entity and agreed to meet up again someday then there usually are no problem. They will manifest themselves to you or you will send them a message through sheer power of your will. I'm this vague because this is deeply personal experience and human language is completely unfit to describe such subtle experiences. In your case, just ask her to help you to connect with you, to establish stronger connection. From that I know, this is just a child's play for them which generally means to them: ''I need to get my ass to over him then he texts me''.

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I have nothing against using drugs per se, but the obvious risk is always in mistaking your own hallucinations for a legitimate spiritual encounter. If this is a spirit who is interested in contact she'll likely offer you more than one pathway for doing so. You should verify by trying to connect with her again through pathworking, evocation or astral travel, without drugs this time. Then you can ask whatever questions you deem necessary to discern what or who you're dealing with.

The name doesn't ring a bell, but something about your description reminded me of the energy I associate with Persephone. She sounds like a psychopomp or a gatekeeper/guardian spirit based on her location and the entities around her (which resemble shades or spirits of the dead). It may be that you're reaching a point in your development where a "higher" spirit has taken notice and is interested in offering guidance. These can be great allies if you approach them respectfully. This is all just conjecture based on intuition and your brief description and it's ultimately up to you to figure out, but hopefully it gives you a few more ideas to pursue.
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Do excuse the lateness but I hadn't seen this thread until now.
ive been thinking it has somthing to do with that, ill go a little deaper i was takein lsd with my friend when we were 16 and we hit a really bad trip envolved all sorts of demented beings ripping me spiritually to shreds man most fuked night of my life "excuse the language" but my friend was protected by a spirit who i remember being almost close in feature smokey blue n bright powerfull,
i have been trying to get the name but i dont know when i was learning how to say it it was like i was gettin taught french like i was kind of sayin it but not really sayin it right.
so when i do callings sigils tarot, drugs ,dream states to contact her i dont know if its effective enough does anyone have suggestions on how to make communication stronger!.? ???
Actually the ripping is a Shamanic form of 'little death' and it's a well known part of the path. The fact you've been close to the veil since childhood, also means this is no erm... ' ordinary drug hallucination' whatever the heck that is meant to be anyway. ( Beats me.' Shrugs'...)

How old are you now, if I may ask?

And, I'm not as judgemental about entheogens as other folk can be, so there's that for starters...

I'm moving this to Shamanism, with the codecil attached that there are no more anti drug posts made in the thread, as Shamanism is a safe folder.

I speak from a Northern perspective, so moved it here for now. Where are you, in the World, loosely speaking, as it'd be helpful to know?

More soon.
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I thought it may also be pertinent to mention that using entheogens/ psychedelics can be a controlled, relaxed and comfortable experience.

Preparation and a little know how helps a lot, of course, along with the self control to dose incrementally and have a sitter available who is experienced with tripping. Surroundings and ambience matter a lot, too.

To me this is obvious and just good sense, as not all experiences will be pleasant and it helps to have measures in place to cater for this.

Sense applies to this area just as much as any other.

More later.
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