Cerber wrote:I think it's the same, feels the same, just different degree of precision, different degree of detail. After all the visual attributes are just a symbols that are interpreted by my mind with the closest visual representation it has etc. Drawing my visions (or photoshoping them) is like "manifesting" them in to this reality, partially, which is form of communication. So I did felt it at first, I looked for it, I got the first one, then I "manifested" it, then I got a second one, more detailed and complexity, I manifested it, then I hit the bottom, for few days in the emotional and psychological pit of darkness, perfectly normal side effect, and now I feel its not somewhere in the room like before, but right in front of my nose, and I'm getting flashes of waves of positive feelings, emotions, like déjà vu, like childhood memory, or something in between. So we kind of communicate but not in a normal sense, yet. For direct communication I'd need to "get out", maybe I'll try that some time soon. For now I'm quite curious how close I could drag it in to this reality. How close one can bridge the two realms etc.
About its/hers intentions, one can never be 100% sure. But I don't feel any evil, or danger. I do, however, feel that it/she is here most probably because she needs something from me, and not the other way around, at least seems so at the moment. And I don't have to work on it, if I'd shift my focus elsewhere it would not stick around for long. Over all it's just an interesting encounter and interesting exercise. I feel she might have something of value to me though.
Huh, so you aren't getting any impressions for this entities origins? Generally entities carry a...psychic impression of their place of origin, and the stronger the entity the stronger the impression. For instance, a Divinity you can usually feel that it's part of a certain pantheon. I remember one time Dagda from the Celtic pantheon was, for some reason, in my area, and I was able to just know where the entity was from (found out it was Dagda shortly after). Other entites of the weaker variety you'll sometimes just get images or such in your mind's eye.
Anyways, sounds like this entity is more of a calming one rather than malevolent or benevolent.
So, back to one of the many topics at hand, have you made any progress in making your shortcut? or is the time dilution still giving you problems?