My Messed up Evocation

[ST_Cyprian]

About 17 years ago I attempted an evocation of one Marduk’s fifty from the Necronomicon spell book. I used a seer while I performed the rituals and conjuration. After several failed attempts with no spirit showing up I resorted firstly to appeals to King Amaymon from the Goetia. When that didn’t work I used curses; finally in the middle of the second curse something told my seer to tell me to shut up with no visual in the black mirror. Finally something appeared first as a dragon like being then switching to a human form with a menacing look and smile according to my seer. I immediately dismissed the entity and banished the area. Any thoughts on this experience? Or ideas what happened or went wrong?

[WildWolf]

You summon things just to banish them? I don't understand that mentality.....sounds like a waste of time....on both sides. Summon spirits....if there's work to be done.....not mental masturbation. Its like calling someone on the phone and as soon as you hear there voice, you hangup.

If your inexperienced in this stuff.....you may want to start off with more approachable...."human friendly" Beings.

[ST_Cyprian]

As I stated in opening; this was 17 years ago. I have had better results since then.
I ended the encounter because the entity frightens my seer so much they didn’t want to continue.

[Cerber]

Sounds quite messed up, but not overly so, considering how long ago that was. Something we all might do in our teens. I would leave it as it is, water under the bridge now.

It's personal opinions, but I wouldn't use other person to be my seer if I'm the one summoning, at least these days in the older (and hopefully a little wiser) age, I'd expect my self be seer enough, to look them in the eye my self.

And I wouldn't just go around summoning random people. These days I see it as much more delicate and slow dance, of flirt and courtship, in some figurative sense. First I might try to find out as much as I can about said person of interest, without running, and see if we vibe. Sometimes when we really vibe, they notice me sniffing around and show up, come visit me without needing of any rituals or "phone calls". But if there's is vibe, there's some spark, then I might just ping and poke them, then some days later I might just offer them something, a prayer or an artwork, if the vibe still there and they still didn't come visit me, then days later maybe I'd try visit them, or consider some ritual "of the gentle kind". Being slow, patient and considered is the way, I think.
Other times midway of "getting to know the person" you just feel like vibe just not there and nowhere to be found, so those better be left alone, imho. It's best when there's mutual interests and attraction at least to some degree, there needs to be spark.

But going around banging doors aggressively (figuratively speaking) is not something I'd consider doing, or if I did, I wouldn't expect warm welcome. Not sure if your actions really falls within such description, but from your short summary of it, it kinda gives me that vibe a bit.

[ST_Cyprian]

I have come to two theories on what happened personally. The first is simple, something that I wasn’t calling was able to pick up the phone so to speak. The other is my conjurations, curses etc ended up actually reaching Amaymon; who sent a subordinate to answer whether it was the spirit or not. I was also told by another occultist I shouldn’t of done that because Marduks 50 are fake so to speak.

[WildWolf]

A small addendum....when people first get into sorcery......there is an impulse for many to go towards the "darkest" and most dangerous stuff possible. On the contrary....beginning your journey by connecting with the spirits that already "walk" with you...is a healthier strategy.

[ST_Cyprian]

To be clear the spirit I tried to evoke was Barashakashu from the necronomicon spell book. Hi described as a worker of miracles and to call upon him when you see the world is against you. I thought I was being quite safe at the time.

[WhiteWizard77]

But didn't you banish and cleanse your space before summoning? When I attempted my first ceremonial evocation of Pazuzu (I had accidentally summoned a demon at 13, when I was playing with my supernatural powers), only a voice spoke to me, and when I asked Pazuzu to physical manifest before me, he simply refused. So, yeah, dark evocation works. And that was Pazuzu, he proved that by blowing the wind from his direction (he is the wind demon of some direction I forgot now), and on further pestering, he started a storm. So obviously, it was Pazuzu. Though he didn't complete my curse...

[ST_Cyprian]

But didn't you banish and cleanse your space before summoning? When I attempted my first ceremonial evocation of Pazuzu (I had accidentally summoned a demon at 13, when I was playing with my supernatural powers), only a voice spoke to me, and when I asked Pazuzu to physical manifest before me, he simply refused. So, yeah, dark evocation works. And that was Pazuzu, he proved that by blowing the wind from his direction (he is the wind demon of some direction I forgot now), and on further pestering, he started a storm. So obviously, it was Pazuzu. Though he didn't complete my curse...

I banished with 2 rituals the LBRP and another one that revolved around projecting white light. Followed by the Bornless/Headless invocation.