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Some can, some lie. Usually the ones that can simply use it against u. If u want to do spirit work you better get used to these things. If itfrightens you youre not ready.
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I think that's why to really make it stick takes an insatiable curiosity to know yourself and God. When you can see the silver-lining in any situation or encounter you've pretty much made it.
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RoseRed wrote:Some can, some lie. Usually the ones that can simply use it against u. If u want to do spirit work you better get used to these things. If itfrightens you youre not ready.

Hello RoseRed

I don't think people really understand what they are dealing with. I talk to these entities 24/7 day in and day out. I can feel them in me and I can feel them on me. I have hairs that move on my crown, a 24/7 tactile feeling that in high freq lighting I can see them out of the corner of my eyes. These hairs can move down on my face and over my eyes to talk to me in pendulum motions. I have had experiences that would put many people in the mental ward,I have been sexual assaulted(but willing), I have been spit on, tongue shoved down my throat, skulls thrown at me in the veil, funny guys in black hoods trying to chase me, snakes crawling up me and over me, spiders crawling out of my head by the hundreds, and try to talk to me, prodded, poked, thought formed to death, placed in someone that had a head on collision and felt my soul leave his body, looked up and found myself in someone elses body sitting in a room I have never seen before, the list goes on and on, all this in only the last two years and I have not even scratched the surface. IF you are at all scared of these types things then as rose says, you are not ready. I am looking for truths and nothing frightens me, so this is more fun for me then anything else.

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RoseRed wrote:Some can, some lie. Usually the ones that can simply use it against u. If u want to do spirit work you better get used to these things. If itfrightens you youre not ready.

What frightened me was that you weren't even safe in your mind, the one place I viewed as an impenetrable refuge. As for Lilith I'm really at peace with her. Her touch is so vivid now, and the feelings so intense. The hardest blow emotionally was that while I was searching for God (through the Rosary) he "handed me a stone" and allowed me to be deviced and molested for a month in a half. The gnosis it brought me while learning about her has reveiled so much I wouldn't have learned otherwise. Ironically my link to her feels weaker when I fail to pray and have faith, so my new outlook is syncretic between prayer and veneration to the God/saints who have assisted me so much in life already (The Catholic Trinity and Virgin Mary) as well as new gnostic, pagan and occult beliefs.

It seems the concepts of Chaos Magic (or at least non-denominal belief) has some backing in the teachings of Jesus. In the story of another exorcist the apostles approach Jesus and tell him the've prevented someone from driving out demons using His name because the man didn't follow them. Jesus rebuked them, remarking "He who isn't againt us, is for us." So long as the fruits are good I see no problem interacting with spirits while maintaining a Belief in Christ.
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Powessy, I'm not saying this to be mean, rude or offensive and I truly hope that you don't take it this way. You do realize that to the outside world (mundane, muggle, etc) many of our conversations come across as nuts. The description that you just gave - you sound as crazy as a shit house rat to the rest of the world. You do know that, right? This is simply the truth of the world that we live in - not a personal judgement from me. Even though it's no crazier than 'Jesus hung out behind the couch with me while daddy beat up mommy.' Isn't it funny how that type of nuts is acceptable in todays world? It all depends upon which god or spirit it's being attributed to.

I've heard descriptions like this before from other Talents.

taijutu, except that it violate the first and most important commandment and He's a jealous and vindictive god. Just because things are good now does not mean they'll stay that way if you piss Him off.
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Hello RoseRed,

I meant in a more gnostic light. The God I figure Jesus spoke about (a omniscient being of pure Love) is certianly not the hebrew god who told saul to "Kill every amalekite, Man and Woman, infant and babe."
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RoseRed wrote:Powessy, I'm not saying this to be mean, rude or offensive and I truly hope that you don't take it this way. You do realize that to the outside world (mundane, muggle, etc) many of our conversations come across as nuts. The description that you just gave - you sound as crazy as a shit house rat to the rest of the world. You do know that, right? This is simply the truth of the world that we live in - not a personal judgement from me. Even though it's no crazier than 'Jesus hung out behind the couch with me while daddy beat up mommy.' Isn't it funny how that type of nuts is acceptable in todays world? It all depends upon which god or spirit it's being attributed to.

I've heard descriptions like this before from other Talents.

taijutu, except that it violate the first and most important commandment and He's a jealous and vindictive god. Just because things are good now does not mean they'll stay that way if you piss Him off.

hello RoseRed

I do not belive in gods or majik or any of this stuff at all. I do know what I am feeling and experiencing though. If anyone was to meet me or speak to outside of all this crap you would never even know this about me. I am here for one reason and that is to fish for them in these forums. Look 2 years ago I was a happy person doing my own things and then I picked up a stupid pendulum. Through the pendulum and through feeling and experiencing a puzzle being put together I found my way on line and was attack on many forums by things outside of my understanding at that time. Ever since those days the story has grown and the words that I hear continue to change as new things enter into me. I don't care if anyone believes me or not, the facts are they come here and once here they do not leave this is a fact that I live with and the reason I come here, I see them in the words many of you speak and say.

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taijitu2 wrote:Hello RoseRed,

I meant in a more gnostic light. The God I figure Jesus spoke about (a omniscient being of pure Love) is certianly not the hebrew god who told saul to "Kill every amalekite, Man and Woman, infant and babe."
When I read the bible through ranging from a couple times to several (depending on the depth of the book) the takeaway I had for Jesus is that he was the neoplatonist concept of archetypal man and what the Kabbalists tend to call Adam Kadmon. When you hear things said like "I am the true vine" or even John 3:16 that no one will be able to get to heaven except through him - sayings like that don't make a heck of a lot of sense any other way. Similarly Paul stating that we were members of the bod of Christ - the picture gets painted yet again more vividly.

As for the historicity of Jesus vs. the narratives both exoteric and esoteric - we get into a bad way when trying to substantiate him. As far as I can tell Reza Aslan in Zealot and the narrative he gave made a lot of sense. The moment that the disciple of Jesus, the Jewish rebel, started reporting that he had resurrected there was no other thing for the archetypal thinkers to do than to instantly say "Aha! He's a solar deity!" which from there he joined the lineage of Tamuz, Adonai, Osiris, Dionysus, and Serapis (this is the essence of Johnian and Paulian theology). Whether Jesus the man was ever a physical seat for the solar logos, or for Adam Kadmon, I have no idea just that the story abundantly echoes the myth of the dying sun god - but then again the labors of Samson and Hercules are the same thing; a great example - Delilah cutting off Samson's hair is Virgo marking the end of summer. The ox jaw, ripping the gates off of the Phillistine village, all have similar zodiacal themes.

From how the esoteric side of things seems to play out, as well as NDE testimonies, it seems like either or (AK or solar logos) appropriated the emblem.
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But that's only one definition of love. Love has many attributes. Do you have children?
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powessy wrote:
RoseRed wrote:Powessy, I'm not saying this to be mean, rude or offensive and I truly hope that you don't take it this way. You do realize that to the outside world (mundane, muggle, etc) many of our conversations come across as nuts. The description that you just gave - you sound as crazy as a shit house rat to the rest of the world. You do know that, right? This is simply the truth of the world that we live in - not a personal judgement from me. Even though it's no crazier than 'Jesus hung out behind the couch with me while daddy beat up mommy.' Isn't it funny how that type of nuts is acceptable in todays world? It all depends upon which god or spirit it's being attributed to.

I've heard descriptions like this before from other Talents.

taijutu, except that it violate the first and most important commandment and He's a jealous and vindictive god. Just because things are good now does not mean they'll stay that way if you piss Him off.
hello RoseRed

I do not belive in gods or majik or any of this stuff at all. I do know what I am feeling and experiencing though. If anyone was to meet me or speak to outside of all this crap you would never even know this about me. I am here for one reason and that is to fish for them in these forums. Look 2 years ago I was a happy person doing my own things and then I picked up a stupid pendulum. Through the pendulum and through feeling and experiencing a puzzle being put together I found my way on line and was attack on many forums by things outside of my understanding at that time. Ever since those days the story has grown and the words that I hear continue to change as new things enter into me. I don't care if anyone believes me or not, the facts are they come here and once here they do not leave this is a fact that I live with and the reason I come here, I see them in the words many of you speak and say.

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I left my quote intact. I do hope you read it again.

It doesn't matter if you believe in any of this crap or not. You picked up a pendulum and became a tournament fisher of shadow entities. How can you not see that this crap you don't believe in is what you're doing, dude.

You've only been at this for a couple years. I guess you're not ready to discuss real world issues that practitioners face.

You should really try to figure out what these shadows are. What lies beneath the camouflage. You say they live in the veil. Ok, define for me your use of the word veil. Different people use it differently to describe different places.

Yes, things do continue to change as you take these critters or fake memory copies of people.

I think the bigger problem that you're having is that you don't know how to put what you're seeing in perspective.
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RoseRed wrote: I left my quote intact. I do hope you read it again.

It doesn't matter if you believe in any of this crap or not. You picked up a pendulum and became a tournament fisher of shadow entities. How can you not see that this crap you don't believe in is what you're doing, dude.

You've only been at this for a couple years. I guess you're not ready to discuss real world issues that practitioners face.

You should really try to figure out what these shadows are. What lies beneath the camouflage. You say they live in the veil. Ok, define for me your use of the word veil. Different people use it differently to describe different places.

Yes, things do continue to change as you take these critters or fake memory copies of people.

I think the bigger problem that you're having is that you don't know how to put what you're seeing in perspective.
Hello RoseRed

What is the veil? My description of the veil is this. The veil is the place we enter into when we die. The veil is the same as this world but I believe slightly out of phase with it. I have had thousands of obes and astral projections in my life so these differences are things I am very knowledgeable of. Ever since I was a child I could see the veil in awakened states just by stopping and looking into things. I can close my eyes and also see into the veil with eyes closed. the veil is ever moving through things it is like particles moving in streams. If I fix my eyes to see only the veil at night it is like wearing night vision goggles but I am not seeing light particles it is the veil. I can make out shapes and see others moving around me during my calling only.

The pendulum was my red pill as I chose to awaken and stop sleeping, to venture down the rabbit hole. When I say crap, I am referring to all the mumbo jumbo, hexes, curses, majik(white and black), stones, rocks and things you burn or layout for protection, spells, fairies, demons, gods, devils, soul flames, channeling and many other things. I see a whole other picture of things they are showing me. I am trying to find the connections between things to fit their words into this world of understanding. I am a Ferrel child when it comes to explaining this stuff to others.

I can tell you what practitioners face. They either face sparteil or they face shadows and this is all they face, There are only two things in the veil that are causing all these problems. I say only two years to list the number of years I have had this going on my current problems, but I have been in the veil for more then thirty years playing and learning many other things.

I know what the shadows are and I know how they got here. I know how they enter into others and how they effect the sparteil.

There are 435 million allowed souls on this planet these are the only people I am interested in, and the rest are not allowed to become something again. The allowed such as yourself has a sparteil that is in your higher mind, the sparteil is a shadow but it is perfect in design unlike the shadows. I would say that you have had sleep paralysis a few times in your life and that you hear voices in the phase times of sleep if not in meditative sessions. The sparteil are in every allowed person on this planet. The reason people are having problems is the shadows are entering into them and they find 10 to 15 others in their mind that make them confused. The shadows want to get rid of the others so they create havoc in the person. The shadows find themselves very confused and disorientated by this problem.

What are the shadows then, they are angels. What is an angel? An angel is the children of source and the world soul objects. Angels create worlds they start out becoming everything in the beginning. I told you about the hairs but not what they are. the hairs are treemends. I am at the point that I believe that this universe and the five dimensions are all within treemends. angels start out with many treemends on their heads that hold all the templates of all life forms on this world. An angel can only become something that is in this list of things they carry within these treemends. They can only become what they can become. When life reaches a point of reason they allow certain souls that will become them. This is where the copies come from, the angels make a copy of themselves and allow it to be born in this world. The child will be born and grow in this world to become itself in life and they will help it. The human is born with one treemend this is it's higher mind and the way we find ourselves after death. Wit in the treemend in your first life the higher mind is not ready to become itself, this will take 15 life times to complete. As you enter into your 15th life time your higher mind will start to become who you will be forever, your true identity and the angels. The angel will enter into you and you will become each other together you are the same. This life time is when this is happening and it is now that they need to become themselves.

Now here is the problem your angel the one that set you here and all the others are gone. The angels of earth were betrayed and the main angel took all of the angels into himself and hid here on this world. An alliance of the twelve came here and they found this world had no angels so they brought many from other worlds to find the allowed and to keep anyone else form becoming anything here. The twelve used a method to trap the minds of these angels from other worlds but they failed to trap their inner mind, the allowed that had already become something in them. The twelve went out and created the sparteil and came back around 8 to 10 years ago. They have released them in the veil ever since. The sparteil is smaller and both minds are trapped to prevent them from ever finding themselves. The sparteil are very small small enough to fit into your treemend and enter into your higher mind the one that is ready to become itself. The sparteil will land on your head and they will squeeze you they will push thoughts and do many things to you to get you to enter into your mind and ask questions about his attack. When you enter into your treemend the sparteil follows you in and becomes itself inside of you there. Without any angels on earth to place you into your next body you found a way to be born. You entered into a fetus and started to enter into its higher mind till you became it. This process does not kill the fetus soul it just becomes nothing inside of itself, like a clean disk. The sparteil fills each of these souls with another soul, these are the voices you and many others hear. The sparteil also carries a very special soul within it and this soul thinks it is the shit of all shits. I call this soul himself and herself they are trying to do the same thing to you as you have done to all the fetuses you became yourself in. They will keep entering into your soul and becoming you over and over again till you become nothing inside of yourself. Her is the trick though, the sparteil also makes a copy of you adn himself together this little change is unnoticed by you every time you enter into yourself. Himself and yourself are moved away from you to insure you never figure this out. The copy serves to trick you and it keeps your higher mind from being reset every time you enter into it.

I live with this knowing and yet all I can do is remove the shadows and their copies.

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Powessy I don't disagree with your worldview and I admire your sincerity and desire to help people, but if you pushed your own paradigm any harder you'd be a Christian street preacher. You have to keep in mind there are other people all over the world who've also experienced life-shattering gnosis in various forms, and they don't all look exactly like yours. And that doesn't mean they're all wrong. You're not the first (nor the last) prophet to receive a glimpse of what exists beyond the Veil. So keep reaching out to people and removing the shadows because it's noble and much-needed Work, but don't get so married to your own visions you fail to see the bigger picture. I think we all could use a reminder from time to time.
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Cybernetic_Jazz wrote:
As for the historicity of Jesus vs. the narratives both exoteric and esoteric - we get into a bad way when trying to substantiate him. As far as I can tell Reza Aslan in Zealot and the narrative he gave made a lot of sense. The moment that the disciple of Jesus, the Jewish rebel, started reporting that he had resurrected there was no other thing for the archetypal thinkers to do than to instantly say "Aha! He's a solar deity!" which from there he joined the lineage of Tamuz, Adonai, Osiris, Dionysus, and Serapis (this is the essence of Johnian and Paulian theology). Whether Jesus the man was ever a physical seat for the solar logos, or for Adam Kadmon, I have no idea just that the story abundantly echoes the myth of the dying sun god - but then again the labors of Samson and Hercules are the same thing; a great example - Delilah cutting off Samson's hair is Virgo marking the end of summer. The ox jaw, ripping the gates off of the Phillistine village, all have similar zodiacal themes.

From how the esoteric side of things seems to play out, as well as NDE testimonies, it seems like either or (AK or solar logos) appropriated the emblem.
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the_spiral wrote:Powessy I don't disagree with your worldview and I admire your sincerity and desire to help people, but if you pushed your own paradigm any harder you'd be a Christian street preacher. You have to keep in mind there are other people all over the world who've also experienced life-shattering gnosis in various forms, and they don't all look exactly like yours. And that doesn't mean they're all wrong. You're not the first (nor the last) prophet to receive a glimpse of what exists beyond the Veil. So keep reaching out to people and removing the shadows because it's noble and much-needed Work, but don't get so married to your own visions you fail to see the bigger picture. I think we all could use a reminder from time to time.

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I am not trying to be a prophet, Rose asked about the veil and the shadows. When I tell someone that I am going to remove the shadows from them and try to help them I am hit with all these questions. I would love to come to a site and say hey next time you have a problem in the astral or feel a presence in the night tell it to find powessy. The shadows address people by unique user names on line and their personal names outside of the forums they find people. In only the first few months of asking questions on line, I was hit every night by them coming here. I wasn't calling them, I wasn't asking to have them here, they just came. Later on I found that their were others that were having just terrible experiences with them, and they had almost destroyed their lives this made me mad so I started to talk only to these people and the shadows would come. I soon learned that I could call them here an example of this is (beware they will hear you, do not do this if you do not know what you are doing) "The spiral from occult forum.com find my mind find my mind" I will repeat this many times and once I feel something touching me they then will move their hands along my head and then enter into me. So tell me the spiral how do I get my words into your mind without telling this story, and not having to explain all this to others?

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Of course it's good for you to tell your story and help others if that's your gift. I (and I think Rose as well although I can't speak for her) am responding to your assertion you're the only person who can help and that all other methods are "crap." From what I've read of your story, you experienced gnosis two years ago and have spent significant time developing a language to explain your experiences to others (sparteil, shadows etc.) This is admirable and speaks to your sincerity, but there are many other people (including people on this board) who've seen the same things you have and simply use different traditions and languages to describe them - including some you've written off as crap. And there are some who've gone even deeper down the rabbit hole than you have, although such information is rarely shared on public forums. It seems like you spend a ton of time trying to explain your paradigm in great detail without realizing a lot of us get it already, although we don't necessarily see it in the same way or use the same words. For example, some of the people you've tried to help here don't experience sleep paralysis or hear voices. How does that fit into your paradigm? How would you help them?

And I get that you're experiencing a lot more activity since visiting these boards. Places like this attract people who deal with entities, some successfully and some not so much. Heck, there are people on this board I avoid interacting with once I see the juju they're working with. Do you do anything to guard yourself and your family from all these shadows you're pulling in? Absorbing entities through the crown chakra the way you're doing can be very dangerous and not just for you.
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Ho you described the veil is what I call the ethereal realm. It he energetic realm that overlaps the physical. The veil is what separates this world from the worldbof the dead.
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the_spiral wrote:Of course it's good for you to tell your story and help others if that's your gift. I (and I think Rose as well although I can't speak for her) am responding to your assertion you're the only person who can help and that all other methods are "crap." From what I've read of your story, you experienced gnosis two years ago and have spent significant time developing a language to explain your experiences to others (sparteil, shadows etc.) This is admirable and speaks to your sincerity, but there are many other people (including people on this board) who've seen the same things you have and simply use different traditions and languages to describe them - including some you've written off as crap. And there are some who've gone even deeper down the rabbit hole than you have, although such information is rarely shared on public forums. It seems like you spend a ton of time trying to explain your paradigm in great detail without realizing a lot of us get it already, although we don't necessarily see it in the same way or use the same words. For example, some of the people you've tried to help here don't experience sleep paralysis or hear voices. How does that fit into your paradigm? How would you help them?

And I get that you're experiencing a lot more activity since visiting these boards. Places like this attract people who deal with entities, some successfully and some not so much. Heck, there are people on this board I avoid interacting with once I see the juju they're working with. Do you do anything to guard yourself and your family from all these shadows you're pulling in? Absorbing entities through the crown chakra the way you're doing can be very dangerous and not just for you.
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I first want to say that I am sorry if I have offended others by not understanding your ways or methods, I have always just used nothing at all, and this stuff happens. I have spent my whole life not understanding the paranormal in the ways many of you have come to understand the paranormal. I am 45 years old and started to have obes and astral projections when I was very young under 10. I had never looked up or read anything regarding these topics about spirituality, occult's, paranormal until two years ago. I didn't even know that there were forums on these subjects and how to even become a member of one. The words I use to explain this with are the words they gave me to explain this with. I feel things moving on my crown 24/7, I asked the name of these things and they called them treemends or (minds minds). I took the word treemend over minds mind to try and explain the container of the higher mind. I have had so much fun in my experiences and had fun just doing what I was doing.

You ask about those that have not experienced sleep paralysis before. Here is the thing about sleep paralysis the shadows only do this to mark the allowed, they have been doing this for 500 plus years. They are experts at finding minds and do it very well. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis in your life time? I am only looking for the allowed even though I can effect those not allowed I do not do that and try not to influence them in any way. I have seen the effect of my feelings on others without them knowing how they came to those feelings, I promised myself never to push my thoughts on anyone again. Up till a few weeks ago the only way I would pull the copies from others was to ask first but this has changed due to me wanting to be done with this. I now just tell others to send them my way if they are suffering them or I call against their name as I described before. I do not gain private knowledge but sometimes I will get an image or a feeling that will accompany them but these are inconclusive and I never speak of it. The copies are blind to this world and the things they carry with them are only thoughts of things not actuality, it would be like you trying to describe a sound on the other side of a tall wall, one you had never seen before.

There are the others that protect me and my family, those on the outside of this problem. These others are the ones that are with me also 24/7, they move the sparteil and the shadows around inside of me like a Rolodex, as all the pieces of them are removed they are placed into larger treemends on the back of my head. I have gotten to see the extents of these worlds that are growing in these treemends. The other night I was sitting in what seemed like a cargo container just above the upper atmosphere looking down on this other world. I could not believe how blue and beautiful this looked, I then was dropped from this altitude moving very fast towards the ground awaking as the pod slowed down. I spent time in the 82 airborne jumping from planes and the feeling was so the same just much much higher. This world was one of the worlds that the sparteil/aliance of the twelve had taken before coming here. The treemends are the astral plains, but they can also hold worlds in them.

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RoseRed wrote:Ho you described the veil is what I call the ethereal realm. It he energetic realm that overlaps the physical. The veil is what separates this world from the worldbof the dead.

This is also my understanding of the veil. I have spent thousands of times in the veil in my life time, I love the way it makes me feel the complete separation of mind and body. I try to describe this to others on obe and astral projection sites but they do not understand it. I am not dead though but every time I must return to my body and I am not allowed out to long or they bring me back, those on the outside of me.

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Oh hey Powessy, no offense taken! Just trying to say you are not alone with these experiences, even though we may use different terminology to describe them. And I think we're talking about the veil in the same way, but I experience it as energetic static in my field of vision in which auras become sharper and their colors more vibrant. If I look into it long enough, I can move "through" it and that's where I can see the shadows and the dead. I don't deal with the shadows anymore, we have a truce of sorts. I leave them alone and they leave me alone. The dead are a different story. And yes, I have experienced sleep paralysis many times [smile]
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the_spiral wrote:Oh hey Powessy, no offense taken! Just trying to say you are not alone with these experiences, even though we may use different terminology to describe them. And I think we're talking about the veil in the same way, but I experience it as energetic static in my field of vision in which auras become sharper and their colors more vibrant. If I look into it long enough, I can move "through" it and that's where I can see the shadows and the dead. I don't deal with the shadows anymore, we have a truce of sorts. I leave them alone and they leave me alone. The dead are a different story. And yes, I have experienced sleep paralysis many times [smile]
Hello the_spiral

I just see the veil all the time. I can see them, shadows all the time eyes closed or open and the veil appears to me either way. I am interested to hear your very last astral projection. once the shadows leave their copy within you they don't ever need to visit you with sleep paralysis again. The shadows just enter into the copy within their mind and they are able to enter within you from then on, you will not see them. I could try to enter into your mind and see how many times they have been with you and how many are still visiting you. Your higher mind is in the center of your head. If you enter into meditation, and try to feel just your soul body it is possible you could feel me doing this and how this feels to me. When I do this I am within your higher mind not in your mind so if you were to feel this you would understand where this is at. I have been able to move others eyes also but this requires more time to do.

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I had a practical thought. You could copy and paste your replies to the questions about your paradygm into your intro thread and just refer people to that when they have questions. That should save a lot of time and aggravation.

That's such a sweet offer to spiral. And from your early descriptions - I already knew what you've recently informed me of. The thing is - I like my shadows right where they are. No, you can't have them.

You stopped asking permission? LOL That's a violation, dude. Be careful with that.

Oh, and, it doesn't matter how many shadows there are. There are more than you can absorb in several lifetimes. Do you really believe that this will end someday after you absorb them all?

You are sooooooo lost in the theatrics. Sometimes, gnosis is about pulling the chaff from the wheat.
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RoseRed wrote:I had a practical thought. You could copy and paste your replies to the questions about your paradygm into your intro thread and just refer people to that when they have questions. That should save a lot of time and aggravation.

That's such a sweet offer to spiral. And from your early descriptions - I already knew what you've recently informed me of. The thing is - I like my shadows right where they are. No, you can't have them.

You stopped asking permission? LOL That's a violation, dude. Be careful with that.

Oh, and, it doesn't matter how many shadows there are. There are more than you can absorb in several lifetimes. Do you really believe that this will end someday after you absorb them all?

You are sooooooo lost in the theatrics. Sometimes, gnosis is about pulling the chaff from the wheat.

Hello RoseRed

Every shadow on this planet will be within me sooner then later. The shadows are angels torn form their own worlds, the power they bestow on others is not of their own free will, how is this not a violation. The shadows are at the end of their lifetime and will soon die in the veil, I am trying to prevent this lose. You don't understand how this works. For every shadow that I find I also hold all of their connections. This is like standing in a hall way with thousands of copies just waiting for something to come knocking on the door so to speak. The more shadows that I find , the more doors to the allowed I hold. I have tried many times to explain treemends but yet no one seems to understand this concept. Every soul that enters into a treemend just makes it longer and thicker like stacking cups. The world that is created becomes bigger and bigger and can hold more and more things within them. The angels have used the method of treemends as they are part of them and allow them to carry billions of things within them. I would almost go as far as to say this universe is within many treemends, on the head of something even larger. Some of the shadows that I have found have treemends so long that they go down to the back of my legs. You also need to understand that my soul stands on all five dimensions and this is being done in all these places all at the same time. Rose, like I have said this is going to happen it's not if, it's when.


This will end badly for everyone in the end, I am only trying to save as many as I can before that day.

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Good day everyone!

I'd first like to say that I am definitely not trying to portray myself as the all knowing expert but from the little I know I'd like to share.

Before getting on the path that I'm on I was subjected to spiritual bombardment. From where I'm at now I'd be livid if any entity violated my personal space. Its possible for a spirit to catch an interest but its up to you to decide if you want a friend, at one point I had a spirit in the form of Baphomet claiming lordship over me but I don't need any spirit to help me with what I can do myself so I work alone but some people like dealing with others, to each his own.

As far as the ether, it's a big dimension with many entities including us and I don't know who what when where on how it all works nor do I have an interest as far as the socialism and hierarchy with other entities there I just tap in when needed for personal use.

I know all my mumbo jumbo was unnecessary but I do want people to know that your not a public restroom without a lock where any spirit can come in and take a shit and leave ( excuse the profanity ) get in the driver seat, your the captain of your own ship, spirits should be honored to be on it!



I wish I can help the OP and a couple others but I won't get entangled in something that isn't my business. I can advise that you empower yourselves and seek medical attention if needed.

If you read this far...thanks and have a great day!
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E. wrote:Good day everyone!

I'd first like to say that I am definitely not trying to portray myself as the all knowing expert but from the little I know I'd like to share.

Before getting on the path that I'm on I was subjected to spiritual bombardment. From where I'm at now I'd be livid if any entity violated my personal space. Its possible for a spirit to catch an interest but its up to you to decide if you want a friend, at one point I had a spirit in the form of Baphomet claiming lordship over me but I don't need any spirit to help me with what I can do myself so I work alone but some people like dealing with others, to each his own.

As far as the ether, it's a big dimension with many entities including us and I don't know who what when where on how it all works nor do I have an interest as far as the socialism and hierarchy with other entities there I just tap in when needed for personal use.

I know all my mumbo jumbo was unnecessary but I do want people to know that your not a public restroom without a lock where any spirit can come in and take a shit and leave ( excuse the profanity ) get in the driver seat, your the captain of your own ship, spirits should be honored to be on it!



I wish I can help the OP and a couple others but I won't get entangled in something that isn't my business. I can advise that you empower yourselves and seek medical attention if needed.

If you read this far...thanks and have a great day!
E.

Hello E

I am trying to make a point here and you are it. Rose You see this 'E" is an allowed soul he carries a sparteil in his higher mind that entered into him during his spiritual bombardment. The sparteil entered and this caused him( 'E') to enter into his own mind to find answers to this attack. When "E" entered into his mind to get answers he rang the supper bell, this brought on the shadow(spirit in the form of Baphomet). This is so predictable. "E" you are still having unexplained astral projections where some one tries to control the dreams this is the back door shadow using the copy to try and understand the sparteil. How many times have you had sleep paralysis "E".

The sparteil and shadows hold the restroom keys if they want to take a piss on us they will.

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To Powessy,

I write out of concern....
If you keep seeking you will always find and many times your not going to like what you find. You seem very concerned with so many entities that you have named them and have created this whole synopsis on how everything works and who does what.
Your going to end up in a psych ward. You'll have plenty of time to figure out the status quo once your on the other side, as of now enjoy life have fun in the sun with family and friends and don't burden yourself with unnecessary things.

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