Original post: Venefica
Not all will agree that intent and methods, planning itself is of the Spirit and not of matter.
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Original post: Lucian
I have this weird thing about men with a little bit of blood on their lips and teeth. For some reason I find that really arousing.
I kissed my boyfriend's brother. Once while I was drunk, and again the night before he left for Iraq.
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I have this weird thing about men with a little bit of blood on their lips and teeth. For some reason I find that really arousing.
I kissed my boyfriend's brother. Once while I was drunk, and again the night before he left for Iraq.
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Original post: Venefica
I stole from shops when I was about 7 or 8 years old. I had a few friends that talked me into it.
My friend forgot her polly pocket play set whit me when we were kids and I never returned it.
I stole from shops when I was about 7 or 8 years old. I had a few friends that talked me into it.
My friend forgot her polly pocket play set whit me when we were kids and I never returned it.
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Original post: Frater Alysyrose
I stole from shops when I was 7 or 8 years old, and I talked a few of my friends into it, my little sister too.
In 1st grade, I was the one who wrote that other kids name on the bathroom wall.
In highschool, I was the one who posted up flyers saying "you are being watched" when the school first installed security cameras.
In college, I was the one who peed in my roommates mountain dew right before I left the school, and I was the one who put the note in the kitchen drawer saying "I've hid 1000 dollars in my room. See if you can find it."
I had once killed a mouse and ate it after my cat showed disinterest.
I stole from shops when I was 7 or 8 years old, and I talked a few of my friends into it, my little sister too.
In 1st grade, I was the one who wrote that other kids name on the bathroom wall.
In highschool, I was the one who posted up flyers saying "you are being watched" when the school first installed security cameras.
In college, I was the one who peed in my roommates mountain dew right before I left the school, and I was the one who put the note in the kitchen drawer saying "I've hid 1000 dollars in my room. See if you can find it."
I had once killed a mouse and ate it after my cat showed disinterest.
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Original post: Venefica
Why did you eat a mouse? Are they not rather small and body and often ill and unhealthy to? But who am I to ask. The Romans did it.
Why did you eat a mouse? Are they not rather small and body and often ill and unhealthy to? But who am I to ask. The Romans did it.
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Original post: durki
A man does a murder at a secret location but he is not able to contain his emotions of guilt and feelings of remorse. He comes to a public place & blurts out, " I have done murder". Those who listen to him are angry at him but he laments his crime by beating & cursing himself. People start sympathizing with him. His bottled up emotions and feelings get released & vented out. He gets some peace.
Here are a few more incidents of my naughtiness :-
(1) I & my cousin were both 5 years old then. An adult told us to follow him to his house and said that in so doing he will give us money. He took us to a room and undid our dresses. He made both of us lie down facing bed. Then he mounted us turn by turn and started pounding hard. After he had finished, he gave us coins. We went to market to buy sweets, chocolates and goodies with those coins. Shop-keepers said, " These are fake & counterfeit coins ".
(2) I had gay incestuous relationship with my younger step-brother and unhealthy sexual relations with my elder brother's wife.
(3) That was my first sexual encounter with any female. She was my maid-servant. I did not know how to proceed & where to insert. She understood my predicament and she did every thing for me.
(4) I was involved in bisexual relations with staff of a hotel where I often stayed.
(5) One girl from Australia be-friended me near a monastery in India. She took me to her place. I was cuddling & fondling her and was about to mount her when the door-bell rang. We both felt very bad. This faux pas is not yet forgotten.
A man does a murder at a secret location but he is not able to contain his emotions of guilt and feelings of remorse. He comes to a public place & blurts out, " I have done murder". Those who listen to him are angry at him but he laments his crime by beating & cursing himself. People start sympathizing with him. His bottled up emotions and feelings get released & vented out. He gets some peace.
Here are a few more incidents of my naughtiness :-
(1) I & my cousin were both 5 years old then. An adult told us to follow him to his house and said that in so doing he will give us money. He took us to a room and undid our dresses. He made both of us lie down facing bed. Then he mounted us turn by turn and started pounding hard. After he had finished, he gave us coins. We went to market to buy sweets, chocolates and goodies with those coins. Shop-keepers said, " These are fake & counterfeit coins ".
(2) I had gay incestuous relationship with my younger step-brother and unhealthy sexual relations with my elder brother's wife.
(3) That was my first sexual encounter with any female. She was my maid-servant. I did not know how to proceed & where to insert. She understood my predicament and she did every thing for me.
(4) I was involved in bisexual relations with staff of a hotel where I often stayed.
(5) One girl from Australia be-friended me near a monastery in India. She took me to her place. I was cuddling & fondling her and was about to mount her when the door-bell rang. We both felt very bad. This faux pas is not yet forgotten.
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Original post: imskin
This is the bestest thread ever. I love hearing all kinds of information people would never tell you right off the bat. Plus it humanizes all you faceless avatars to me.
Anyways, all the stealing and gay pornography and incest fantasies I COULD confess. But I don't regret, nor do I think that I should regret, any of that stuff. But this one I really do regret. (and I might even rectify the situation soon)
Someone that I had been sleeping with found out they had an STD (whether I gave it to them or not is unknown) so I went and got checked out. Between her telling me and me getting checked out I slept with someone ELSE without a condom. Of course, when I went to the doctor they told me that I DID have the disease. Now me and the first girl got treated and are fine, but I still have not even mentioned it to the girl that I had unprotected sex with. (Didn't even hint that there could be a risk) I feel bad about that a bit.
Oh yeah, and on a couple of occasions I have stayed in relationships where the other person (thought that they) loved me and I did not. For the sex. That, however, I don't do anymore. It just isn't pretty.
This is the bestest thread ever. I love hearing all kinds of information people would never tell you right off the bat. Plus it humanizes all you faceless avatars to me.
Anyways, all the stealing and gay pornography and incest fantasies I COULD confess. But I don't regret, nor do I think that I should regret, any of that stuff. But this one I really do regret. (and I might even rectify the situation soon)
Someone that I had been sleeping with found out they had an STD (whether I gave it to them or not is unknown) so I went and got checked out. Between her telling me and me getting checked out I slept with someone ELSE without a condom. Of course, when I went to the doctor they told me that I DID have the disease. Now me and the first girl got treated and are fine, but I still have not even mentioned it to the girl that I had unprotected sex with. (Didn't even hint that there could be a risk) I feel bad about that a bit.
Oh yeah, and on a couple of occasions I have stayed in relationships where the other person (thought that they) loved me and I did not. For the sex. That, however, I don't do anymore. It just isn't pretty.
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Original post: imskin
Oh yeah, and also, I find many of Durki's confessions to be sexually arousing.
That counts right?
Oh yeah, and also, I find many of Durki's confessions to be sexually arousing.
That counts right?
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Original post: Emperor Time
Hearing these other confessions makes me feel quite pure in comparison and i confess that i fed some rats to my pet cats about 9 years back.
Hearing these other confessions makes me feel quite pure in comparison and i confess that i fed some rats to my pet cats about 9 years back.
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Original post: Sushumma
Durki
- Are you sure all of this really happened? Talking about "past lives" across the posts makes one wonder whether they are products of (incestuous/pedophile) fantasy.
- If they did happen, it's pretty fscked up stuff; I'm puzzled why you would use expressions such as "pounding hard" that remind me of pornography more than "confessions".
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- Are you sure all of this really happened? Talking about "past lives" across the posts makes one wonder whether they are products of (incestuous/pedophile) fantasy.
- If they did happen, it's pretty fscked up stuff; I'm puzzled why you would use expressions such as "pounding hard" that remind me of pornography more than "confessions".
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Original post: Scarlett_156
Aye, the word "confession" means a lot of different things to different people doesn't it? *goes back to whipping boy servant who spilled coffee on tablecloth*
Aye, the word "confession" means a lot of different things to different people doesn't it? *goes back to whipping boy servant who spilled coffee on tablecloth*
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Original post: Emperor Time
I also confess to saving a kitten life from being run over on the street 9 years ago too.
I also confess to saving a kitten life from being run over on the street 9 years ago too.
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Original post: durki
When a man closes his eyes and introspects & watches his thoughts, he realizes that his inner world is no better than the external world he sees around himself. By passively watching one's thoughts, stranglehold of thoughts on oneself gets loosened. Then finally he realizes that it is the evil in oneself which makes a person to project it on others and blame, condemn & call them bad names.
By confessing your thoughts, words and deeds; you becomes open like a flute. Then Lord God plays tunes through you and makes you a creative & divine soul.
When a man closes his eyes and introspects & watches his thoughts, he realizes that his inner world is no better than the external world he sees around himself. By passively watching one's thoughts, stranglehold of thoughts on oneself gets loosened. Then finally he realizes that it is the evil in oneself which makes a person to project it on others and blame, condemn & call them bad names.
By confessing your thoughts, words and deeds; you becomes open like a flute. Then Lord God plays tunes through you and makes you a creative & divine soul.
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Original post: doh
durki, I'm a wicked bitch. Doing what you propose would show my hand, so to speak. :evil: I'm serious in a non-serious manner,but it's still true.
durki, I'm a wicked bitch. Doing what you propose would show my hand, so to speak. :evil: I'm serious in a non-serious manner,but it's still true.
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Original post: Crimson Moon
I cheated on the one guy I truely love. Lied about it, then got pissed and left when he cheated on me. Fickle, I know, but true. Hard to believe it's been so long.... and that this is the first time I've admitted to it....
I cheated on the one guy I truely love. Lied about it, then got pissed and left when he cheated on me. Fickle, I know, but true. Hard to believe it's been so long.... and that this is the first time I've admitted to it....
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Original post: Valon
Doesn't the need for confession also include the need for outer acceptance? If you can make peace with your own actions, no matter how terrible and foul, then why offer them up to the rest of the world. Although, I have to admit I am enjoying the taudry details of some of your lives. It's like a quick-changing soap opera.
And for the record, I have done some terrible things, as have many people. I also understand the remianing capacity for evil within myself. But this only means you have to pay closer attention to the path you wish to follow.
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Doesn't the need for confession also include the need for outer acceptance? If you can make peace with your own actions, no matter how terrible and foul, then why offer them up to the rest of the world. Although, I have to admit I am enjoying the taudry details of some of your lives. It's like a quick-changing soap opera.
And for the record, I have done some terrible things, as have many people. I also understand the remianing capacity for evil within myself. But this only means you have to pay closer attention to the path you wish to follow.
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Original post: imskin
[QUOTE=Valon;282131]Doesn't the need for confession also include the need for outer acceptance? If you can make peace with your own actions, no matter how terrible and foul, then why offer them up to the rest of the world. Although, I have to admit I am enjoying the taudry details of some of your lives. It's like a quick-changing soap opera.
And for the record, I have done some terrible things, as have many people. I also understand the remianing capacity for evil within myself. But this only means you have to pay closer attention to the path you wish to follow.
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Not exactly, but I think being able to offer them up to the rest of the world freely is a powerful symbol that you feel no shame in them. So, for me, coming across this thread, if I could add some good, dark stories to it and then refused to, then that would be encouraging shame and repression of them. But if they can flow freely, then they lose their psychological power. And to me that is important, because I don't want there to be any information out there that has any psychological power over me, it's just not safe. Especially when you deal with power hungry, mind reading demons looking for an edge. Not that I am doing that all the time, but also, sometimes people can behave an awful lot like power hungry, mind reading demons. So, I think its better just to go ahead and admit, saying, "yeah, I masturbated on your sigil. And I don't care." Hell, they probably liked it anyways.
[QUOTE=Valon;282131]Doesn't the need for confession also include the need for outer acceptance? If you can make peace with your own actions, no matter how terrible and foul, then why offer them up to the rest of the world. Although, I have to admit I am enjoying the taudry details of some of your lives. It's like a quick-changing soap opera.
And for the record, I have done some terrible things, as have many people. I also understand the remianing capacity for evil within myself. But this only means you have to pay closer attention to the path you wish to follow.
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Not exactly, but I think being able to offer them up to the rest of the world freely is a powerful symbol that you feel no shame in them. So, for me, coming across this thread, if I could add some good, dark stories to it and then refused to, then that would be encouraging shame and repression of them. But if they can flow freely, then they lose their psychological power. And to me that is important, because I don't want there to be any information out there that has any psychological power over me, it's just not safe. Especially when you deal with power hungry, mind reading demons looking for an edge. Not that I am doing that all the time, but also, sometimes people can behave an awful lot like power hungry, mind reading demons. So, I think its better just to go ahead and admit, saying, "yeah, I masturbated on your sigil. And I don't care." Hell, they probably liked it anyways.
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Original post: Emperor Time
I also confess that i have never had a date either.
I also confess that i have never had a date either.
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Original post: imskin
[QUOTE=durki;282085]
By confessing your thoughts, words and deeds; you becomes open like a flute. Then Lord God plays tunes through you and makes you a creative & divine soul.[/QUOTE]
Are you suggesting that if I remain in this confessed and cleansed state, that I run the risk of God playing me like a sexy meat flute?
I am really sorry Durki, I don't know how you keep bringing this out of me.
But I don't want you to stop.
[QUOTE=durki;282085]
By confessing your thoughts, words and deeds; you becomes open like a flute. Then Lord God plays tunes through you and makes you a creative & divine soul.[/QUOTE]
Are you suggesting that if I remain in this confessed and cleansed state, that I run the risk of God playing me like a sexy meat flute?
I am really sorry Durki, I don't know how you keep bringing this out of me.
But I don't want you to stop.
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Original post: Kazahel
I confess I'm usually high by 9am. My Lord likes me to feel happy.. so I.. feel high and it just feels so natural. Like I'm flying high on love all day. I confess!
I confess I'm usually high by 9am. My Lord likes me to feel happy.. so I.. feel high and it just feels so natural. Like I'm flying high on love all day. I confess!
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Original post: durki
I had meant metaphorically & not literally. I had meant that if you remain confessed, your mind will get divested of crookednesses & body will get divested of sexes. So you will become open and receptive to Divine which is within & without you. Then the Divine will work through you to make you creative, intelligent, occultistic, great & godly.
imskin;282780 wrote:Are you suggesting that if I remain in this confessed and cleansed state, that I run the risk of God playing me like a sexy meat flute?
I am really sorry Durki, I don't know how you keep bringing this out of me.
But I don't want you to stop.
I had meant metaphorically & not literally. I had meant that if you remain confessed, your mind will get divested of crookednesses & body will get divested of sexes. So you will become open and receptive to Divine which is within & without you. Then the Divine will work through you to make you creative, intelligent, occultistic, great & godly.
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Original post: Scarlett_156
I'm unashamedly sinful, and yet I am also creative, intelligent, occultistic (sp?), great, and godly.
I'm unashamedly sinful, and yet I am also creative, intelligent, occultistic (sp?), great, and godly.
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Original post: Anathema_Oracle
Let he who is without sin gtfo out of the ball pit I say.
Coming back to this topic of confessions, I wonder how genuine it is, say, death row christian overhauls, suddenly the killer is beyond rebuke in his own mind because he has been born again. Truly I wonder whether it's a defense mechanism against the real heavy shit that can come down on you for severe violations of the human ethic.
I'm unashamedly sinful, and yet I am also creative, intelligent, occultistic (sp?), great, and godly.
Let he who is without sin gtfo out of the ball pit I say.
Coming back to this topic of confessions, I wonder how genuine it is, say, death row christian overhauls, suddenly the killer is beyond rebuke in his own mind because he has been born again. Truly I wonder whether it's a defense mechanism against the real heavy shit that can come down on you for severe violations of the human ethic.
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Original post: durki
If you confess your dark & dingy past, it will take the sting out of your sins. Tendency for commiting sins in future will get paralyzed. You will bask in the new-found sun-shine of SPIRIT which will make you all the more creative.
Scarlett_156;282786 wrote:I'm unashamedly sinful, and yet I am also creative, intelligent, occultistic (sp?), great, and godly.
If you confess your dark & dingy past, it will take the sting out of your sins. Tendency for commiting sins in future will get paralyzed. You will bask in the new-found sun-shine of SPIRIT which will make you all the more creative.