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Original post: Josh The Lost

I can see you guys now, I can see that all of you guys truly are very gifted. Not only in the area of highly advanced perception but it true supernaturality.

So you guys can actually see those things you talk about? Not only in nature but in every thing? Wow.......wow, that is amazing. I'm impressed but unpleasantly humbled by this great epiphany.

It took me two hits of tetrahydrocannabinol to come to this revelation.

I'm so sorry for doubting you Occultforums.

Damn I'm slow....

Original post: adept_nul

LOL

I'm just a Cosmic Schmuck

Original post: Lucian

Sometimes you remind me of someone I used to know.

Anyway, glad you've seen the light.

Original post: Aeroshu

Lucian;308227 wrote:Sometimes you remind me of someone I used to know.

Anyway, glad you've seen the light.

Would that be me?

heh I have an account for both genders.

Thank you. I just needed to relax my ego a bit to see it.

Back to Josh lol

Original post: Josh The Lost

Gah, I hate to use two accounts so blatantly like that.

I shall only keep this one.

I forgot how cool that avatar looks, thats awesome.

Original post: Josh The Lost

Lmao, Tmi.

Original post: Arresta

My Bill is in the Post.

Original post: Josh The Lost

[QUOTE=Arresta;308256]My Bill is in the Post.[/QUOTE]

Less checky more fetchy.

Original post: Anathema_Oracle

Gah, I hate to use two accounts so blatantly like that.

2 accounts? Do tell!

Original post: Josh The Lost

[QUOTE=Anathema_Oracle;308267]2 accounts? Do tell![/QUOTE]

It's quite a long story, I don't want to arrest you with my long drawn out stories now. If you wish I shall elaborate tomorrow.....right now I fear that sleep beckons and must obey.

Original post: Lucian

Josh The Lost wrote:It's quite a long story, I don't want to arrest you with my long drawn out stories now. If you wish I shall elaborate tomorrow.....right now I fear that sleep beckons and must obey.

He's not going to get banned for admitting that, right?

Original post: Arresta

It depends if you have just double posted or not....!

Someone has to be axed!

Heads Up!

Original post: She Demon Wolf

Yeah, two accounts are a no-no unless there's been any reasonable problems with an account (email getting shut down etc) and even then you should try and speak to an admin first to see if they can organise a solution beforehand.

So I'm afraid, you will have to choose one account and stick with it, Josh. The other will have to be 'closed'.

Original post: Josh The Lost

Oh for goodness sakes, please calm down SDW, doh and I have already discussed all this. I have decided to stick with this account while my other remains banned.

AO: If you really want to know, Okay I will tell you something that my last girlfriend didn't even know. I was born with a number of genetic deformities which was a determining factor for my fathers vasectomy, I was born with ambiguous genitalia and an xxy chromosome. Recently I found out that I had klinefelter's syndrome at birth and my family tried to hide it all of my life.

I never felt right in my body growing up, like most do, so, much to my mothers dismay, I experimented with living in both genders until my family put me on testosterone shots. They had decided that later on in life that they would dose me with testosterone injections to, I guess, mimic a natural puberty. The shots succeeded in making me grow a normal penis, so basically I was, in effect, forced to live as a boy when infact I didn't feel like a boy, I didnt feel like any gender. So at age 18 I decided to have my penis removed. I then chose to live my life as a woman (which I was very successful at I might add). Tragically my father didnt take this very well and proceeded to commit suicide (R.I.P. D.E.B.). I...don't want to type that part out as it is very upsetting to me, so i'll just conclude with: Found out I had weird abilities, came to OF and a witch doctor seen me and helped bring my male half back to the surface, but in the end it still didnt work for me as a guy, so I have now decided just to live life as an intersexed androgyn, eunuch.

So you see, I don't have two accounts just for kicks AO, SDW and Doh, I actually have a medical condition that prevents me from picking one gender or the other and sticking with it. but I've decided to keep this Josh account, I am sorry that I was born this way mods and admins. I didn't intend to abuse the privileges that were granted to me. For that, I apologize.

Josh

Original post: Josh The Lost

[QUOTE=Arresta;308300]It depends if you have just double posted or not....!

Someone has to be axed!

Heads Up![/QUOTE]

Wait, remind me, what warning are you on again? the second? better be careful now.

Heads down~^v~^v~^v~------*

Original post: She Demon Wolf

Oh for goodness sakes, please calm down SDW, doh and I have already discussed all this. I have decided to stick with this account while my other remains banned.

I was calm. I was just stating how it is. I was not to know Doh and yourself had already discussed it. She won't have had time to leave me a note. It happens.

How about a little less attitude, huh?

Original post: Josh The Lost

[QUOTE=She Demon Wolf;308337]I was calm. I was just stating how it is. I was not to know Doh and yourself had already discussed it. She won't have had time to leave me a note. It happens.

How about a little less attitude, huh?[/QUOTE]

Sorry I was unaware that the OF staff had such bad communication.

The attitude will stop now.

mhm

Original post: lioncastle

I've said it before and I'll say it again Josh - you have suffered a great deal, you have a lot of courage, and I think you're extremely wonderful. My heart aches for your losses whenever I read your brave and open hearted posts.

Not sure this adds anything, I haven't been OF staff for 4 years, but I think they mostly all rock...sdw, AO and doh in particular.
lc

Original post: Josh The Lost

Thank you, friend and yeah I think SDW's pretty cool and doh has achieved a state of balance which is highly advanced, unusually so infact, I suspect shes not of the human kind either.

Original post: Helmut II

Do you want to get more specific about who you're talking about?

Most of the people here aren't always on the ball with occultism, as far as I've seen.

Original post: Arresta

C'mon Helmut!!!
That is a silly thing to say.
We are all learners, ever a neophyte!!!

We come for the collective... here... that is the true strength of the Forums is the Number of opinions.

Just cause some are not "on the ball" doesn't mean to say they don't contribute something.
Maybe it is the something you haven't thought of yet.
That is value.

Original post: Josh The Lost

[QUOTE=Arresta;308397]C'mon Helmut!!!
That is a silly thing to say.
We are all learners, ever a neophyte!!!

We come for the collective... here... that is the true strength of the Forums is the Number of opinions.

Just cause some are not "on the ball" doesn't mean to say they don't contribute something.
Maybe it is the something you haven't thought of yet.
That is value.[/QUOTE]

That is true, damn it.

Funny thing is, my ex-girlfriend was sent to teach me this great truth, she was supposed to be the light. I held onto it but lost faith when I lost the light.

Then again perhaps maybe he is supposed to be my light, strangly enough I have been getting hints from my gods that I was to meet a man here on the internet and he is to be my guide, to keep me constant and consistant.

I got distracted by the female of a way more advanced species. She was a siren, she sang to me these words: "......Hearts burning red, the sunset leaving us speechless
The time that lingered on and the depth of my feelings were equal
Do we begin a journey with just one word?
A tomorrow without him--
Itâ??s bitter like beer for kids

You kissed my thinned fingers
Iâ??ll never forget you
Even if this is to be how we part
Iâ??ll remember our last kiss â?? Iâ??ll remember it"

Wow, suddenly it's all so clear now...

Ok now is the time were I make a decision between a really openminded therapist or a really good soothsayer. LOL Where are my crazy pills, oh yeah their right next to my happy pills!

Original post: She Demon Wolf

Where are my crazy pills, oh yeah their right next to my happy pills!

Blue pill? Red pill? Tough choice. Do both!

The 'communications' thing - well, we're human, we have lives. Sometimes administration side of things, like leaving a reminder something has already been done gets forgotten or burried under all else. We do try though. Damn hard. Despite the insanity it brings, haha.

Original post: Josh The Lost

[QUOTE=She Demon Wolf;308424]Blue pill? Red pill? Tough choice. Do both!

The 'communications' thing - well, we're human, we have lives. Sometimes administration side of things, like leaving a reminder something has already been done gets forgotten or burried under all else. We do try though. Damn hard. Despite the insanity it brings, haha.[/QUOTE]

Haha, youve read my mind. I concur with what you have said.

Original post: Lucian

So what was the name of your other account? I am totally intrigued by all this...