Original post: kirk88
While I was talking to a couple people on the forum, they told me about their experiences with entities and their close relationship or contact with. I would like to hear about anybodyâ??s experiences that you guys had with an entity either, sex, lust, friendship, or what ever. Of course I'll post my experiences with Bechard the demon from the Grimoirium Verum.
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Original post: Aodh
Well let's put out the sex first
One day I was taking a shower. Then the room all of a sudden felt very different. Almost electrical. I turned around and there as this glimmery-shadowy mass behind me and in my head I heard, "Don't drop the soap." I did I recognized this presence but I wasn't sure from where. I conversed a little bit and eventually found myself randomly making out with ephemeral mass. I worked my way into my bedroom and continued with sex that was very bizzre. It was like I was doing it astrally while still here physically and there was all of this insane sensation. Continued for about 10 minutes and I reached orgasm -ejaculation and extreme exhaustion. I asked him if he'd go and he did. I contacted him a few other times and learned that he was a friend from a past life, currently disincarnate. I'm still in contact with him occasionally.
Another entity has been with me a long portion of my life and I first saw/sensed at *thinks* age 6 when he started appearing in my dreams and I saw him physically, the only time I've ever seen a fully physically manifest entity. He was standing on a rooftop staring down at the car I was in. The building burnt down a month or so later. Anywho I've kept in minor contact with him and have come to the conclusion he has never been incarnate and most likely never will be. He's quite the character. Taught me a few things hear and there as well.
Well let's put out the sex first
One day I was taking a shower. Then the room all of a sudden felt very different. Almost electrical. I turned around and there as this glimmery-shadowy mass behind me and in my head I heard, "Don't drop the soap." I did I recognized this presence but I wasn't sure from where. I conversed a little bit and eventually found myself randomly making out with ephemeral mass. I worked my way into my bedroom and continued with sex that was very bizzre. It was like I was doing it astrally while still here physically and there was all of this insane sensation. Continued for about 10 minutes and I reached orgasm -ejaculation and extreme exhaustion. I asked him if he'd go and he did. I contacted him a few other times and learned that he was a friend from a past life, currently disincarnate. I'm still in contact with him occasionally. Another entity has been with me a long portion of my life and I first saw/sensed at *thinks* age 6 when he started appearing in my dreams and I saw him physically, the only time I've ever seen a fully physically manifest entity. He was standing on a rooftop staring down at the car I was in. The building burnt down a month or so later. Anywho I've kept in minor contact with him and have come to the conclusion he has never been incarnate and most likely never will be. He's quite the character. Taught me a few things hear and there as well.
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Original post: Qryztufre
I kinda had an experience with 'something' last night of a more sexual nature...I'd like to know what it was, as I kinda went along and enjoyed myself, and now I'm not all that sure if I should be looking forward to going to sleep tonight or not. It seemed good enough, but then, I'm a guy and was thinking with my penis instead of my head.
I've not really had a lot of contact with entities (and certainly NOTHING like this), and I've not really researched anything other then a handful of angels and demons. So I'd like to know more before I do it again (should I be so lucky [or not so lucky]).
I've had one other experience with an entity...but I don't want to get into that right now (mainly cuz I think it may have just been temporary insanity). Maybe after I see more responses I'll go into it...but fer now I'm just bringing it up to annoy people.
I look forward to seeing others post as well...
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I kinda had an experience with 'something' last night of a more sexual nature...I'd like to know what it was, as I kinda went along and enjoyed myself, and now I'm not all that sure if I should be looking forward to going to sleep tonight or not. It seemed good enough, but then, I'm a guy and was thinking with my penis instead of my head.
I've not really had a lot of contact with entities (and certainly NOTHING like this), and I've not really researched anything other then a handful of angels and demons. So I'd like to know more before I do it again (should I be so lucky [or not so lucky]).
I've had one other experience with an entity...but I don't want to get into that right now (mainly cuz I think it may have just been temporary insanity). Maybe after I see more responses I'll go into it...but fer now I'm just bringing it up to annoy people.
I look forward to seeing others post as well...
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Original post: Lovemagus
I certainly know it is possible because I have had spirits touch me and it felt almost physical...in different ways one time sexually...we might relate that to succubi and incubi...but even scriptures talk about angels having sex with humans...so that is nothing new...as for your experience with Bechard...please do tell and I am seeking to know how does one even contact a spirit...how do you know where they are...and how do u get their attention? I could say a name of spirit from a grimoire in a circle with a seal and it not work at all...so what gateways or astral fabric tearing is necessary? how is it done?
[QUOTE=kirk88]While I was talking to a couple people on the forum, they told me about their experiences with entities and their close relationship or contact with. I would like to hear about anybodyâ??s experiences that you guys had with an entity either, sex, lust, friendship, or what ever. Of course I'll post my experiences with Bechard the demon from the Grimoirium Verum.[/QUOTE]
I certainly know it is possible because I have had spirits touch me and it felt almost physical...in different ways one time sexually...we might relate that to succubi and incubi...but even scriptures talk about angels having sex with humans...so that is nothing new...as for your experience with Bechard...please do tell and I am seeking to know how does one even contact a spirit...how do you know where they are...and how do u get their attention? I could say a name of spirit from a grimoire in a circle with a seal and it not work at all...so what gateways or astral fabric tearing is necessary? how is it done?
[QUOTE=kirk88]While I was talking to a couple people on the forum, they told me about their experiences with entities and their close relationship or contact with. I would like to hear about anybodyâ??s experiences that you guys had with an entity either, sex, lust, friendship, or what ever. Of course I'll post my experiences with Bechard the demon from the Grimoirium Verum.[/QUOTE]
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Original post: Aodh
*coughs* Try and stay on-topic here.
*coughs* Try and stay on-topic here.
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Lovemagus: There's a very useful book from Donald Tyson, "Sexual Alchemy", which deals specifically with intercourse with spirits. The only one I know so far.
Lovemagus: There's a very useful book from Donald Tyson, "Sexual Alchemy", which deals specifically with intercourse with spirits. The only one I know so far.
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Well, it happened a couple years ago, I was reading "Summoning Spirits" by Kostantinos. While I was reading through the spirit names that he mentions, I saw the name Frucissiere, a spirit that I remember from the Grimoirium Verum. I didn't know if the spirits of the Grimoirium Verum were usable and I thought that they might be too dangerous to deal with. I was starting in evocation, and was just a beginner, but reading through the Grimoirium Verum, I've always had an interest in the demon Bechard. A demon with powers over winds and tempests, over lightning, hail and rain, by means of charm with toads and other things of this nature, and ect.
So, I got started on the ritual, I set up an offering bowl full of nuts, drew a protection circle, set up the Triangle of the Art and put some oil over it for scrying better, lit some incense and candles, I then did the proceeded with the evocation; while scrying through the black mirror, my reflection than started to disappear and a face that had a demonic look to it took its place, he had horns, claws, and his body looked hard as stone and he had a great physique. I asked him if he was the entity named "Bechard" he answered yes, he than gave me a big smile, which at the time was giving me a bad vibe, I started to see his claw coming out of the triangle and I told him not to do that. But, he continued, I started to freak out, I started to forget what I was supposed to do, it was the second demon that I've ever summoned, and I couldn't control it nor contain it. My heart started to beat faster, as I was panicking. I then ended up doing a dismissal of the spirit. After I saw it gone, I than went down stares and washed my face and eat. I was still shaken and my mind and body was a little bit drain. After, I ate something I took a bath to relax and then went to bed. But, while sleeping I had these weird dreams of me and this black shadowy figure, I always woke up shaking, while my blanket and my pillows are on the floor.
During these dreams I usually waked up tired and still sleepy, I guess a week later I figured out that I didnâ??t do banishing, so I was pretty screwed up. I also then started to speaking to the entity face to face because I can see spirits or entities quit easy without scrying, donâ??t ask me how because I was just born with it, Dakini seemed to know more about it then me. While speaking to the entity I started to get attracted to it and it seemed that Bechard was getting attracted to me. He then started to appearing in my dreams and started teaching me a couple stuff, he said that he will protect me and take care of me, but I know that he was just probley saying that so he could just use me. So, days passed and I was getting more attracted to Bechard, he eventually started to speak to me in a more sexual tone, I then started seeing him next me everywhere I go. Of course, I didnâ??t mind and was kind of happy, everywhere I went there was this wind surrounding me.
A couple of weeks later I was about to go to sleep and I saw Bechard on my bed looking at me. I said â??can you please get off, so I can go to sleep,â?Â
Well, it happened a couple years ago, I was reading "Summoning Spirits" by Kostantinos. While I was reading through the spirit names that he mentions, I saw the name Frucissiere, a spirit that I remember from the Grimoirium Verum. I didn't know if the spirits of the Grimoirium Verum were usable and I thought that they might be too dangerous to deal with. I was starting in evocation, and was just a beginner, but reading through the Grimoirium Verum, I've always had an interest in the demon Bechard. A demon with powers over winds and tempests, over lightning, hail and rain, by means of charm with toads and other things of this nature, and ect.
So, I got started on the ritual, I set up an offering bowl full of nuts, drew a protection circle, set up the Triangle of the Art and put some oil over it for scrying better, lit some incense and candles, I then did the proceeded with the evocation; while scrying through the black mirror, my reflection than started to disappear and a face that had a demonic look to it took its place, he had horns, claws, and his body looked hard as stone and he had a great physique. I asked him if he was the entity named "Bechard" he answered yes, he than gave me a big smile, which at the time was giving me a bad vibe, I started to see his claw coming out of the triangle and I told him not to do that. But, he continued, I started to freak out, I started to forget what I was supposed to do, it was the second demon that I've ever summoned, and I couldn't control it nor contain it. My heart started to beat faster, as I was panicking. I then ended up doing a dismissal of the spirit. After I saw it gone, I than went down stares and washed my face and eat. I was still shaken and my mind and body was a little bit drain. After, I ate something I took a bath to relax and then went to bed. But, while sleeping I had these weird dreams of me and this black shadowy figure, I always woke up shaking, while my blanket and my pillows are on the floor.
During these dreams I usually waked up tired and still sleepy, I guess a week later I figured out that I didnâ??t do banishing, so I was pretty screwed up. I also then started to speaking to the entity face to face because I can see spirits or entities quit easy without scrying, donâ??t ask me how because I was just born with it, Dakini seemed to know more about it then me. While speaking to the entity I started to get attracted to it and it seemed that Bechard was getting attracted to me. He then started to appearing in my dreams and started teaching me a couple stuff, he said that he will protect me and take care of me, but I know that he was just probley saying that so he could just use me. So, days passed and I was getting more attracted to Bechard, he eventually started to speak to me in a more sexual tone, I then started seeing him next me everywhere I go. Of course, I didnâ??t mind and was kind of happy, everywhere I went there was this wind surrounding me.
A couple of weeks later I was about to go to sleep and I saw Bechard on my bed looking at me. I said â??can you please get off, so I can go to sleep,â?Â
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Original post: Ninlil
How long ago was the last time you saw bechard?
How long ago was the last time you saw bechard?
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Original post: kirk88
It was on September, the month of my birthday. I was 15 years old, I'm now 17...
It was on September, the month of my birthday. I was 15 years old, I'm now 17...
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Original post: Grab
This thread is so fascinating. Bechard, hmm, I don't find him in the GrimVerum. He is mentioned in Honorius though.
Myself, I for sure don't want to evoke some nasty demon and then have all that trouble you described! Is there is a safe way to do this? How? In order to have physical contact, one would have to step into the triangle, and that sounds a bit too risky...
Also, are all demons potentially gay? Is the sensation physical or just psychosexual? Are there any female demons (except lilith) who could... hrrm, provide certain services too?
This thread is so fascinating. Bechard, hmm, I don't find him in the GrimVerum. He is mentioned in Honorius though.
Myself, I for sure don't want to evoke some nasty demon and then have all that trouble you described! Is there is a safe way to do this? How? In order to have physical contact, one would have to step into the triangle, and that sounds a bit too risky...
Also, are all demons potentially gay? Is the sensation physical or just psychosexual? Are there any female demons (except lilith) who could... hrrm, provide certain services too?
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Original post: Aodh
As they are non-physical technically, they are neither male nor female, thus neither gay nor straight so I think when a demon or any astral entity for that matter is sexually attracted to anything, it's more about lust after a physical being something 'exotic' than them wanting to screw that hot chunk of man meat Now of course entities tend to take either a feminine or masculine form depending on how they like to look, act, etc or just the situation you could probably find a 'female' being that would be interested in you. In my experience I experienced physical sensations but it wasn't actually physically going on. (No invisible dick in my ass ) It also felt half-like 'normal' sex and half completely different. Very wonderful and bizzare feelings.
As they are non-physical technically, they are neither male nor female, thus neither gay nor straight so I think when a demon or any astral entity for that matter is sexually attracted to anything, it's more about lust after a physical being something 'exotic' than them wanting to screw that hot chunk of man meat
Now of course entities tend to take either a feminine or masculine form depending on how they like to look, act, etc or just the situation you could probably find a 'female' being that would be interested in you. In my experience I experienced physical sensations but it wasn't actually physically going on. (No invisible dick in my ass ) It also felt half-like 'normal' sex and half completely different. Very wonderful and bizzare feelings.-
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Sexual interaction with the demon; well with Bechard was sort of like a possession of ecstasy, but sometimes it was different...
P.S. The funny thing is that his name appears in Verum and Honorius, except his name in Verum is Bechaud, the r has changed to a u.
Sexual interaction with the demon; well with Bechard was sort of like a possession of ecstasy, but sometimes it was different...
P.S. The funny thing is that his name appears in Verum and Honorius, except his name in Verum is Bechaud, the r has changed to a u.
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Original post: Ninlil
He'll probably be back periodically throughout your life. Be prepared for it.
He'll probably be back periodically throughout your life. Be prepared for it.
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Original post: theblackpeacock
this is a really interesting thread. I kinda want to evoke something now...
I heard of an expiriment where someone tried to actually breed humans and angels. I'm not too sure how it worked though.
this is a really interesting thread. I kinda want to evoke something now...
I heard of an expiriment where someone tried to actually breed humans and angels. I'm not too sure how it worked though.
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Original post: kirk88
I don't know all about that blackpeacock, but I guess that was how Jesus was born, at least in the christian reference.
I don't know all about that blackpeacock, but I guess that was how Jesus was born, at least in the christian reference.
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Original post: Grab
[QUOTE=theblackpeacock]I heard of an expiriment where someone tried to actually breed humans and angels. I'm not too sure how it worked though.[/QUOTE]Would be interesting to read!
According to Christians, something happened 2000 years ago, when Virgin Mary (should be "Young Woman Mary" if you translate directly from Hebrew) was knocked up by the Holy Spirit, and gave birth to Jesus. The Holy Spirit is, on the other hand, believed by at least some Muslims, to be the Archangel Gabriel, so there you go. Angel+woman=son.
Interestingly enough, archangels aren't supposed to have genitals... :lol:
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[QUOTE=theblackpeacock]I heard of an expiriment where someone tried to actually breed humans and angels. I'm not too sure how it worked though.[/QUOTE]Would be interesting to read!
According to Christians, something happened 2000 years ago, when Virgin Mary (should be "Young Woman Mary" if you translate directly from Hebrew) was knocked up by the Holy Spirit, and gave birth to Jesus. The Holy Spirit is, on the other hand, believed by at least some Muslims, to be the Archangel Gabriel, so there you go. Angel+woman=son.
Interestingly enough, archangels aren't supposed to have genitals... :lol:
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Original post: Watcher
I know that someone evoked a minor enochian spirit (like INRI angel?) and asked it to imprint some of itself in their child. Didn't hear much after that except it exhibits greater than normal intelligence and psychism. vav and resh look a lot alike and there were plenty of mistakes made back in the day. I'd say it was bechard.
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I know that someone evoked a minor enochian spirit (like INRI angel?) and asked it to imprint some of itself in their child. Didn't hear much after that except it exhibits greater than normal intelligence and psychism. vav and resh look a lot alike and there were plenty of mistakes made back in the day. I'd say it was bechard.
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i actually just saw a painting based on it in one of those history of black magic books i have (it's an amazingly good book with atlantis and tantrism and everything.) I'll try to find out more about it.
When i got my nec spellbook, the page of the 15th spirit was dog eared. thats about as interesting as it gets for me...
i actually just saw a painting based on it in one of those history of black magic books i have (it's an amazingly good book with atlantis and tantrism and everything.) I'll try to find out more about it.
When i got my nec spellbook, the page of the 15th spirit was dog eared. thats about as interesting as it gets for me...
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Original post: LadyHydralisk
Excellent story kirk, and yes, I have had similar experiences, but dear god kirk that one beats mine as far as sheer danger involved, you, my friend came very close to the edge there. I feel things like this happen to use early on for a reason, once you get a taste of what the buggers can and will try to do, you know from then on, before you get into the really dangerous part of the arts.
The thing that amuses me is, despite the warning signs allover your post, and the demonstration of just how dangerous and powerful the entity was, the responses go something along the lines of "ooh ooh me next"
nothing bad, just a funny effect I've come to expect and it always amuses me.
Excellent story kirk, and yes, I have had similar experiences, but dear god kirk that one beats mine as far as sheer danger involved, you, my friend came very close to the edge there. I feel things like this happen to use early on for a reason, once you get a taste of what the buggers can and will try to do, you know from then on, before you get into the really dangerous part of the arts.
The thing that amuses me is, despite the warning signs allover your post, and the demonstration of just how dangerous and powerful the entity was, the responses go something along the lines of "ooh ooh me next"
nothing bad, just a funny effect I've come to expect and it always amuses me.-
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Original post: kirk88
After my experiences with Bechard, I couldn't really sleep for awhile, it's like if you do an evocation in your bed room and you don't know if banishing did work or if that little bugger is still there and your afraid to sleep because you don't know if it's going to pop out of no where and start attacking you. You know what I mean...
After my experiences with Bechard, I couldn't really sleep for awhile, it's like if you do an evocation in your bed room and you don't know if banishing did work or if that little bugger is still there and your afraid to sleep because you don't know if it's going to pop out of no where and start attacking you. You know what I mean...
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Original post: LadyHydralisk
Yeah, and to be honest, I never really stop looking over my shoulder. After learning those lessons you know to be very careful, and being alone in your house suddenly takes on a whole other dimension :lol:
Well it's more fun than late-night on cable tv! (even cartoon network)
Yeah, and to be honest, I never really stop looking over my shoulder. After learning those lessons you know to be very careful, and being alone in your house suddenly takes on a whole other dimension :lol:
Well it's more fun than late-night on cable tv! (even cartoon network)
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Original post: theblackpeacock
nothing beats cartoon network. They have sealab 2021 on there.
Sorry kirk, i dont know what you mean, seeing as how i (blush) have never conjured a spirit. It's my next project after i actually get magical tools. :mrgreen:
nothing beats cartoon network. They have sealab 2021 on there.
Sorry kirk, i dont know what you mean, seeing as how i (blush) have never conjured a spirit. It's my next project after i actually get magical tools. :mrgreen:
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Original post: Ninlil
Most spirits lie about who they are. I'd be willing to bet that one lied too.
I talk to spirits often, I know.
I'm sorry that happened to you--I'm even more sorry to hear that some of you are considering repeating this gesture. Personally I think that would be something you would regret.
Most spirits lie about who they are. I'd be willing to bet that one lied too.
I talk to spirits often, I know.
I'm sorry that happened to you--I'm even more sorry to hear that some of you are considering repeating this gesture. Personally I think that would be something you would regret.
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Original post: LadyHydralisk
I watch Samurai Jack, often, I know!
I watch Samurai Jack, often, I know!
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Original post: kirk88
My fav. show is Aqua team Hunger Force, Sealab, Family Guy, and other shows...pretty much I like watching AdultSwim...:lol:
But I agree with Ninlil that you shouldn't do something that I did because what I did was stupid and dangerous. Also the entity that I was in contact with was truly Bechard because while he was in the Triangle of the Art; which I follow the instructions of the creation of it by the OTA lodge; and you know that while the entity is in the triangle he cannot lie, also his ability's were that of Bechard.
My fav. show is Aqua team Hunger Force, Sealab, Family Guy, and other shows...pretty much I like watching AdultSwim...:lol:
But I agree with Ninlil that you shouldn't do something that I did because what I did was stupid and dangerous. Also the entity that I was in contact with was truly Bechard because while he was in the Triangle of the Art; which I follow the instructions of the creation of it by the OTA lodge; and you know that while the entity is in the triangle he cannot lie, also his ability's were that of Bechard.