I'm casting...and in come the spiders?
Posted: Fri Aug 01, 2008 10:19 pm
Original post: Avariel
I've recently taken up...I don't like the word witchcraft, since I don't think of myself under any sort of label. I've started casting, enchanting herbs and making satchets for friends and for myself, I read Tarot, and I'm studying Scottish/Pictish magic since it appeals to me and feels somehow right due to my heritage as a Scotch-Irish gal. Ever since I've begun doing this, I've been seeing spiders. Some are real, but some...I feel like I should be laughing at myself for saying this, but some seem to dissappear as soon as I notice them. The reason why I'm posting is because this just, in fact, happened to me AGAIN a few minutes ago; I was enchanting a small prayer-box type necklace for a friend to help her with a court case, I finished, looked down, and saw a tiny yellow, leggy figure hanging from the bottom of the desk I was using as an altar. I jumped back, startled, and I blinked...and the spider was gone.
I'm curious as to whether or not this may be a coincidence or some sort of...magical side effect. Or if I'm simply seeing things because I'm tired; I do know that after I engage in any sort of "magical" act I feel quite exhausted, and it may be my tired brain conjuring up images. I've seen spiders a few times when reading cards for friends or for myself, and they seem to be quite attracted to me; I find them outside my apartment, around my car when I leave it parked overnight, and hanging peacefully from my bathroom mirror. As normally I'm somewhat of a "gross, bugs, get away" sort of person, the fact that these spiders don't really illicit that same sort of disgusted or squeamish response intrigues me probably more than the fact that they're all of a sudden stalking me.
Does anyone have any insight as to what this may be? I'm reading up on totems and such, but I've never felt any kinship with spiders and this doesn't really feel like a totemic experience.
Thanks!
I've recently taken up...I don't like the word witchcraft, since I don't think of myself under any sort of label. I've started casting, enchanting herbs and making satchets for friends and for myself, I read Tarot, and I'm studying Scottish/Pictish magic since it appeals to me and feels somehow right due to my heritage as a Scotch-Irish gal. Ever since I've begun doing this, I've been seeing spiders. Some are real, but some...I feel like I should be laughing at myself for saying this, but some seem to dissappear as soon as I notice them. The reason why I'm posting is because this just, in fact, happened to me AGAIN a few minutes ago; I was enchanting a small prayer-box type necklace for a friend to help her with a court case, I finished, looked down, and saw a tiny yellow, leggy figure hanging from the bottom of the desk I was using as an altar. I jumped back, startled, and I blinked...and the spider was gone.
I'm curious as to whether or not this may be a coincidence or some sort of...magical side effect. Or if I'm simply seeing things because I'm tired; I do know that after I engage in any sort of "magical" act I feel quite exhausted, and it may be my tired brain conjuring up images. I've seen spiders a few times when reading cards for friends or for myself, and they seem to be quite attracted to me; I find them outside my apartment, around my car when I leave it parked overnight, and hanging peacefully from my bathroom mirror. As normally I'm somewhat of a "gross, bugs, get away" sort of person, the fact that these spiders don't really illicit that same sort of disgusted or squeamish response intrigues me probably more than the fact that they're all of a sudden stalking me.
Does anyone have any insight as to what this may be? I'm reading up on totems and such, but I've never felt any kinship with spiders and this doesn't really feel like a totemic experience.
Thanks!
