Prometeo wrote:Actually in Liber Null and Liber Pyramidos it has one spelling, and in The Vision and the Voice another, it is confusing. I tried with the first spelling, and although I did it for short periods of time I was having a mild headache, it has never happened that to me with a mantra. Should I insist? Or maybe it isn´t the mantra, maybe it´s just that I´m too tired from working. And I wasn´t trying to do an experiment with other people, my plan was to get rid of God, to stopping him from having any power over me and my life, I think he doesn´t treat me in a fair way.
You think he doesn't treat you fairly? Hehe. You're not the only one.
But, the only power that God has over you is the power that you allow it to have through your unconsciousness. The more aware you become of your thoughts and your feelings, the more power you get and the less controlled you become.
As far as i realized so far, the only way we can be controlled is trough our thoughts. On one hand we get an impulse (as thoughts, more or less conscious) to do or not to do something and on the other hand, we criticize ourselves through thoughts as well.
Only those thoughts are just induced, they appear automatically without our will, and starts to torment us and we actually believe that they are our thoughts.
So, the key to liberate yourself from this false god is to reach to the core of your ignorance and see it for what it is.
If you start to monitor your thoughts as they come to your mind and observe them without generating other thoughts, you will become more and more conscious and you will start to realize that the thoughts are separate from you.
As you realize that you'll slowly get out of their control.
Thoughts are just a form of energy translated by your brain, but most of the time they're just translated into a form that doesn't reflect the core belief, thus it remains unconscious.
For example, you hold an unconscious belief of being unworthy, and you are told to come and speak in front of more people. The fear triggers automatically but the thought that you will receive will be something like: no, i can't do that, what if i don't know what to say? What if i get a blank mind?
If you go deeper, the next statement you get is: they will laugh at me, they will criticize me. A little more deeper: i don't believe that i'm good enough, they don't have to ever discover that.
So, if you manage to feel the energy in your body before it is transformed into thoughts you will get more insight than from reading countless books of psychology. You will realize that those pattern of energy is just a form of resistance trapped in your body, you will start to feel it and thus be able to relinquish it.
Relinquishment of resistance is the end of the mind as your master, the impostor pretending to be you, the false god. All judgment and all negativity dissolve.
When you no longer attach to your thoughts and beliefs, when you are free of all inner resistance of your mind, then you will be no longer controlled.
Until then, we're just puppets thinking and doing things and believing that we have free choice. Fixed patterns of thinking or doing things just keep us in the same trap.
Have no belief as a belief , have no way as a way. Question every thought you have, every action you do and every feeling you have and try to go as deep as you can, try to go to the root of it.
Is just a matter of practice, of being aware from moment to moment. Any form of resistance, any conflicting thoughts will just keep you under control.