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this took me awhile to get to.. the main question i created an account to answer...

I am a Vampire as in drink blood to stay healthy. I don't really enjoy it so i go as long as i can without braking. My best friend is a Sold-Soul sadly.. He consulted with dark beings and now is striped of almost all freedoms. we have spent many night talking and one day he said that they were after me, to get my soul. i asked why me, im not all that important. He said because i am an Angel. I have a hard time believing this other then what i have accomplished when i look back. I stumbled onto magic when i was younger then 11 and managed an impressive spell without knowing when i was five. I have accidently lit up a light bulb with just my hands too. I once believed i was an Angel but i have since disregarded that as daydreaming and hopeful wishing. But now I am questioning everything i believe again, is it possible that I am an angel of balance having to support both my wings and my blood thirst, or is my friend misguided and im full of more hopeful wishing?

About all I can say is that it is possible. I've known and encountered many incarnate angels. I just can't say what is true in your particular case.

thanks for the input. may i ask though, how they know what they are and aren't just mistaken?

Titles are just words given to others to aid in recognition. The fact that you are something needs to be expressed in words, though the words we use to express ourself change meanings as time progresses.

What was once an angel may now be something completely different - that's just progress and the name is just a title, not the other way around. If you were an angel, then there is no reason that you cant be one still, albeit a different interpretation of the term 'angel' - fallen, maybe?

What really matters is what you believe, and how the day to day events in your life either cement your belief or have you questioning it. Just remember not to hold on to things you don't need any more and you'll be fine.

Please be careful proceeding. If your friend is indeed indebted to darker beings, it is entirely possible that this information could be a lure. Good beings do not require the deed to the land in order to help.

That being said, I don't mean to stop you entirely. Listen and research the information given to you. Check your history on it. If something doesn't add up, then be even more wary. Darker spirits are good at mimicry and deception.

My guide, Lyra, has been impersonatedby a very dark being that one of my wife's friends brought into the house, and decided my grounding orb would be a cool hangout. It visited her in her dreams using the visage of Lyra, and threatened to harm her if she didn't stay away from me. Lyra and I have a past clouded to me, qnd that past has involved a relationship, but she is very welk aware that I needed companionship, and I've usually done so in my life cycles. She woukd never do that even if she could. She can't leave my head, so to speak.

My wife was infuriated, and the visit did make us drift apart for a day or too, till the friend came back and found out what happened. Lyra then taught me how to totally cleanse the orb, and my wife has recieved no more ugly visits.

End of the day, just be wary, don't make deals unless you totally know and trust the being, and go forward intuitively.

I hope you do find your answers, as we all do.

Zeon.

Just break out the KY and bend over!

Never invite anything.
Don't invite guardian spirits or personal angels, they are there anyway.
Expel evil and negativity and cleans your surroundings and yourself.

Such a way with words. LOL You are straight to the point and I don't disagree.

i am surprised people have kept finding this over the years.. either way, i would just like to say that everyone survived rather nicely. i was able to tap into a little of the power i once had to get my friend out, and all in all everyone ended up stronger. for better or for worse. posting this here did help though, so thank you. [thumbup]

It's good to know that everything is okay. Also, that the Forum was helpful to you.