ex-practitioner

[disconcerted.encephalon]

Hello everybody, I am an ex practitioner. A little background; the foundation of what I believed in, was structured by quantum theory, chaos magick, and of a variety of different ritual magicks such as paganism, druidic symbolisms, relic christian magicks, astrologies from different cultures, sumer qabbalistic belief systems, and other things. The world was opening before me as I learned more. Being very naive, I felt like I could accomplish almost anything with a few simple charms, rituals, and diagrams.

I had a life changing, regretful encounter with what you could consider as a physical manifestation of extraordinarily negative energy. Ever since then, I changed my methods and have taken a much more neutral stance on the occult and paranormal. Pretty much to this day, with-holding from indulging in ritual practice, aside from the occasional meditation and channeling of energies etc. Currently, I am studying to become a theologian and have stumbled across this site. I am hoping, with some help from the community, I might generate or cultivate a multitude of responses regarding information on modern/old/ancient spiritual practices and learn some things.

If you have any questions feel free to ask, but I must say, I sincerely hope to be the one in the community asking questions. =)

[Rin]

I'm curious, what did the 'physical manifestation of extraordinarily negative energy' entail?

Also, welcome and stuff.

[disconcerted.encephalon]

Demonic possession through means of a poorly researched summoning ritual.

And thank you for the welcome [happy]