Would like to attract a succubus...
Posted: Sun Dec 28, 2014 8:32 pm
I would like to attract a succubus in order to have, shall we say, "relations."
My feelings towards sex are complex and confusing. I consider myself a straight male, but have fantasies of being penetrated by other men, or imagining myself as a victim being taken advantage of. I am in a long term relationship with my gf but our sex life is spotty. I have always had a high sex drive but have been too shy around girls to act on it.
I've heard stories of people being assaulted by a succubus. This sounds like something I would actually enjoy, as screwed up as that may sound. I would like to attract one. But I have younger siblings and don't want to put them in danger, either. How can I keep this confined to myself?
I also have a colorful spiritual past. I practiced mantra meditation a lot when I was younger and attained to a state that I believe was samadhi. My body disappeared and there was only the mantra. I got interested in Buddhism and tried insight meditation. It got really interesting, I started seeing colors with my eyes closed and having vivid dreams, but then everything fell apart. I couldn't meditate and I had feelings of disgust, desire for liberation, and so on. This is par for the course with insight meditation, it's called the dukkha nanas, but I was not prepared. I stopped meditating and have had very dark feelings about the world for about two years now.
How do I attract a succubus?
My feelings towards sex are complex and confusing. I consider myself a straight male, but have fantasies of being penetrated by other men, or imagining myself as a victim being taken advantage of. I am in a long term relationship with my gf but our sex life is spotty. I have always had a high sex drive but have been too shy around girls to act on it.
I've heard stories of people being assaulted by a succubus. This sounds like something I would actually enjoy, as screwed up as that may sound. I would like to attract one. But I have younger siblings and don't want to put them in danger, either. How can I keep this confined to myself?
I also have a colorful spiritual past. I practiced mantra meditation a lot when I was younger and attained to a state that I believe was samadhi. My body disappeared and there was only the mantra. I got interested in Buddhism and tried insight meditation. It got really interesting, I started seeing colors with my eyes closed and having vivid dreams, but then everything fell apart. I couldn't meditate and I had feelings of disgust, desire for liberation, and so on. This is par for the course with insight meditation, it's called the dukkha nanas, but I was not prepared. I stopped meditating and have had very dark feelings about the world for about two years now.
How do I attract a succubus?