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Hello,

Relatively recently in my life one symbol started to dominate me. Not in a literal fashion of course, but as a symbol it had became present in a lot I do and it's sort of a key to me. The problem is that despite few highly educated people who know the possible meaning of it, they had remained vague about it and without revealing too much, I cannot press for an answer myself. As for myself, I seem to be unable to found anything who would give me clues about it and thus I want to ask you guys if you know anything about this symbol or where I could look for things like that.


My symbol is very simple. It's small metal ball. It easily could be held in palm as a toy and it is a size of an early bullet (then they still were round). It's silver/grey in color.


I would appreciate anything that you could give me. Sources, suspicions, experiences. I need some clues to begin my research.

Pictures would help.

It's something like that. Exact parameters are irrelevant.

Can you tell us of some examples where this silver ball-shape has shown up in your life recently?

It's a connection, a key, a right. This possession is present among the people meant to be connected or at least is that we think. My friend for example found it in the forest. I also had this ball pressing upon my mind with: ''oh I have this ball'', ''how cool it would be to have with myself''. Soon we had discovered that we both have it. After that we had begun receiving dreams and visions about these balls. Most common is that we have three of them in one pocket (before 2 of them in one and third in another). This little thing had grown upon me. I dream nightmares about loosing it and it became my constant companion. I felt so happy then I dreamed having three of them in my pocket instead of just one. There are more to this, but I already took liberty in telling you all this.

Here is another one:

So, I imagine that this is a very rare symbol indeed if no clue emerged. I will have then to blow my cover before university's professors then in order to acquire clues and help.

Where do you think it came from?

From otherworldly entities. Somebody took direct interest in us this we can conclude from them helping us to find each other and we had seen demons or more rather a woman appearing to us which we defined remarkably similarly. While she seems to be just a servant of greater overlord which we think we saw once ourselves, I still do not think that such entity would just come in a dream for me just to say ''hello''. To me it was just a dream, next time she just manifested in reality and twisting half of my friend's face and reshaping into her own image just to say ''Welcome back''.


In general about me:

At least I live in relative peace. Maybe it's because I did not really tried to do invocations and evocations. I just practiced a lot of the basic stuff and I'm rather disciplined in occult practices. For example, I do not want to have any experiences roughly until after new years after I want to finish my studies and only final project is left to do. This way I could have less stressful life and be able to gather knowledge and strength. This constant presence of my will might indicate that I do not wish to be disturbed, but for certain I know that they do eye me. For example, then I had awakened, I saw my incense in the candle eye creating vortex. Next day a demon who torments and tempts my friend told me of his coming. I was contacted by a shaman which he had located me through the dream world and knew exactly that is in my heart. That demon never came strangely and while I can sense plenty of supernatural entities around in my location, they never bother me even if they know that I do and who I'm. Do you think that my peace is because I do not yet meddled into such affairs as summoning? Does it matter for them if you do a formal summoning of them or there are other variables which repulses them from contacting me? For one, I know that my friend is far more targeted by them. Heck, even damn Jesus Christ manifested to my friend and claimed me for himself much to my amusement. I on the other hand feel left in the eye of the storm and demonic divine came to me only thrice in extreme, physical manifestations. Twice in early childhood and once then I had a spiritual crisis. Without that, I do not share those vivid stories as others do.

At very least can you point me to the right direction of how to begin my research? This symbol has meaning, heck philosophers had written entire books on this symbol, but I seem to be unable to find any clue myself. I must to know this in order to understand forces who took interest in us and how I should respond to them.