alot to read but need advice
Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2017 6:47 am
First of all, preemptive thanks to anyone who even takes the time to read all this, I know its alot and after (kinda) proofreading it, I see it reads like a bad creepypasta but it seems that the more information given in regards to matters such as this, the easier it is to find a solution so i hope you guys trust me as much as you can trust a random anonymous stranger on the internet. I tried to research and figure things out on my own but I figure I should get a second opinion before accidentally selling my soul or summoning some squid demon. Dont know if those are things that can really happen but just in case...
My girlfriend sees things, she thought she was crazy and even went to therapy for it. Didn't help. I managed to convince her she might not be so crazy and shes only recently started to begrudgingly entertain the idea that her situation might be paranormal despite some REALLY obvious signs that I will get to.
For the record, i cant sense the things she can, (or anything as far as i kno, dont got the gift) and any info i have was gained from my own (most likely inaccurate) research. The occult/magic/paranormal interests me greatly but i dont really know where to look for reasonably accurate information regarding it, but hey i tried my best and now im here so onto our issue.
So lets start with what she can do.I dont know if this info is necessary to helping us but I'll give it anyway.
She sees two kinds of specters one smaller faster more energetic one and bigger slower black ones, I'll get back to these as they are the cause of our problem.
She can also sense what i assume is the innate energies in symbols and places, but the most she usually says about it is they make her feel either good, bad, or weird. If i ask her to specify she can sometimes, saying somthing gives her a peaceful or safe feeling, or an angry one ect. , but sometimes she cant explain it beyond good/bad/weird.
For example, she has what looks sort of like a Valknut symbol (I googled "three interlocking triangles symbol", that was the first thing and it sort of looks like that, research complete) that she says makes her feel safe.
She also has a weird "Spider-sense" (from spiderman, cant think of any other way to describe it), but more catching a falling glass (or trying to anyway) without looking than dodging bullets, and can sense when people are around her within a certain radius without ever actually having seen them. Shes also hyper aware of other peoples emotional state even when they are trying to hide it. She actually doesnt like going to crowded rowdy places because she feels like shes being overwhelmed by everyone's feelings. She cant read minds tho, just to clarify.
Based on my own (god knows how accurate) research, she checks pretty much every single box for what would be considered a human/fairy hybrid in gaelic/celtic mythology but instead of fairies she see's the specters i previously mentioned, and thats where our problem begins.
I went the Celtic route with my research based off of her description of the small white spectres which are the rarer of the two that she sees, but after giving her some info on various beliefs regarding fairies, she said they didnt feel like they would be fairies, she couldn't describe what they were but she said they felt like a "child", but not in the human sense, but in a general age sense. She also said they didnt feel "grounded" or permanent and even tho she can see and is aware of them, they arent aware of her as far as she can tell but they make her feel "nervous".
She couldn't expand on why or how, just nervous. Eventually tho they fade away after zipping around a bit. I THINK she said they occasionally like to mess with her electronics, im not sure tho, i kno her electronics get messed with, and i recall her saying that one of those was responsible once but im not sure on that part.
The larger black ones are more the problem . She sees these very frequently sometimes even in groups, they range in size from "Basket Ball Player Tall" to the size of a dog. The taller ones feel male and the medium and smaller ones feel either female or "neutral". Also, when she talks about their size she will often say they "feel" a certain size instead of looking that size. Unlike the white ones she says these feel grounded and are aware of her and she often feels these observing or "peeking" at her.
Problem is she is afraid of them. When i asked her, she said they didnt feel angry or malevolent but still had a very "dominating" presence, and gave her the feeling of a "judge", also saying they felt very forceful and unpleasant. I asked her if she felt like these could be interacted with but she was completely against it, saying it felt like a very bad idea, that "she knew she shouldnt" and she wanted to "keep them separate from my world".
She says they will occasionally approach her slowly and just kind of observe her but not actually do anything other than sit there, be menacing and cause her to feel unpleasant before wandering off. She says if they do fade away or disappear, it feels more like deciding to leave instead of the white ones, where when they disappear, they are just do, I assume like something burning out, ill ask her to specify tomorrow.
The black and white spectres have on at least one occasion been in the same room with her together, but as far as she would discern they didnt interact or were even aware of each other in any way she could discern. The white one entered first and was just zipping about and slowly fading away the way they normally do when she sees them and the black one slowly ploddged its way in a little later, moved right in front of her next to her bed and just sat there being a general arse and spoiling the mood.
We were face timing at the time and she was trying to text something to me and something was effing with her phone, (think she said it was the white one but im not sure) pressing buttons randomly, draining the battery, and her hand was cold but only if she was touching the phone. If she took it off, not cold, if she picked it back up, cold, you get the idea.
The little white one was hanging around the window when the black one came in tho, and i myself saw the curtains moving in the way curtains move when being blown by a slight breeze or air conditioner, and i would have blamed it on that if the window hadnt been closed and her student housing didnt have any airconditioner at all. Again i didnt see the white thing since i cant see these things at all, so i cant say what was moving it for certain.
Now my girls a very private person she doesnt like the feeling of these things watching her. Im the only person shes ever talked about this to other than telling her therapists she "sees things that arent there sometimes". All of this was pretty hard for her to come to terms with (tho shes slowly becoming more open to it), despite INCREDIBLY obvious and activity at her parents home and i may as well cover the events there to since it could give want someone here may consider useful information.
Im talking finding piles of ash or blood spots in her bed randomly. The ash wound up there in the time it took her to go to the bathroom and back.
Once she woke up to find a more considerable amount of blood in the bed, so she goes to the bathroom to check herself but didnt have any cuts on her that could have caused it. I dont mean like the bed was just soaked in it, but it was enough to make her go check for injuries.
Then theres the standard stuff like room temperatures dropping to unexplainable levels randomly, and crazy stuff happening to her electronics. I remember one day i sent her one of those fake "cursed" youtube videos, the Mereana Mordegard Glesgorv. I watched it nothing happened, sent it to my friends nothing happened. The video aint cursed. But i sent it to her and the second she opens it, her laptop, cellphone, Ipod, and lamp all go nuclear and are fried beyond repair. Except the lamp, the bulb just blew. :p
Now I'm not saying the video was cursed. For all i kno, she opened the video at the exact moment a solar flare sent an electromagnetic pulse directly into her room, but these are just the events as they happened. She opened the video, bam, no gadgets.
Finally theres silhouettes of people randomly appearing, strange noises and doors opening, stuff not where she put it, standard poltergeist-y stuff.
You could find a picture of her folks house in the dictionary under haunted. Probably has to do with it being built on an old WW2 graveyard. But really all this extreme stuff only happens at her folks house, other than that its usually just the black and white specters and occasional electronic weirdness.
So the reason im telling you all this is because we are trying to figure out a way to take her "off the radar", she doesnt like these black specters observing her all the time it makes her uncomfortable. Is there somewhere we can find info on how to deal with this. Does she need to go to a zen temple and meditate? Contact a priest for an exorcism? (I kno her folks house needs one). And most importantly, can she learn to throw fireballs :p?/JK
One last bit of info that will probably be useful, when she was a child (around 1st grade) her heart stopped during recess at school and she was resuscitated by a teacher, she remembers having a dream during that time of sitting in an unfamiliar room at a table by herself and feeling angry and slamming her hands on the table. Then she woke up. What does this have to do with her situation? Hell if i kno, thats why im here asking you guys.
Im gonna post a response to this stating my own (probably completely off the mark) hypothesis on whats going on. But again, if theres a way she can learn to control her ability or make herself invisible to her little fan club, please let me know.
My girlfriend sees things, she thought she was crazy and even went to therapy for it. Didn't help. I managed to convince her she might not be so crazy and shes only recently started to begrudgingly entertain the idea that her situation might be paranormal despite some REALLY obvious signs that I will get to.
For the record, i cant sense the things she can, (or anything as far as i kno, dont got the gift) and any info i have was gained from my own (most likely inaccurate) research. The occult/magic/paranormal interests me greatly but i dont really know where to look for reasonably accurate information regarding it, but hey i tried my best and now im here so onto our issue.
So lets start with what she can do.I dont know if this info is necessary to helping us but I'll give it anyway.
She sees two kinds of specters one smaller faster more energetic one and bigger slower black ones, I'll get back to these as they are the cause of our problem.
She can also sense what i assume is the innate energies in symbols and places, but the most she usually says about it is they make her feel either good, bad, or weird. If i ask her to specify she can sometimes, saying somthing gives her a peaceful or safe feeling, or an angry one ect. , but sometimes she cant explain it beyond good/bad/weird.
For example, she has what looks sort of like a Valknut symbol (I googled "three interlocking triangles symbol", that was the first thing and it sort of looks like that, research complete) that she says makes her feel safe.
She also has a weird "Spider-sense" (from spiderman, cant think of any other way to describe it), but more catching a falling glass (or trying to anyway) without looking than dodging bullets, and can sense when people are around her within a certain radius without ever actually having seen them. Shes also hyper aware of other peoples emotional state even when they are trying to hide it. She actually doesnt like going to crowded rowdy places because she feels like shes being overwhelmed by everyone's feelings. She cant read minds tho, just to clarify.
Based on my own (god knows how accurate) research, she checks pretty much every single box for what would be considered a human/fairy hybrid in gaelic/celtic mythology but instead of fairies she see's the specters i previously mentioned, and thats where our problem begins.
I went the Celtic route with my research based off of her description of the small white spectres which are the rarer of the two that she sees, but after giving her some info on various beliefs regarding fairies, she said they didnt feel like they would be fairies, she couldn't describe what they were but she said they felt like a "child", but not in the human sense, but in a general age sense. She also said they didnt feel "grounded" or permanent and even tho she can see and is aware of them, they arent aware of her as far as she can tell but they make her feel "nervous".
She couldn't expand on why or how, just nervous. Eventually tho they fade away after zipping around a bit. I THINK she said they occasionally like to mess with her electronics, im not sure tho, i kno her electronics get messed with, and i recall her saying that one of those was responsible once but im not sure on that part.
The larger black ones are more the problem . She sees these very frequently sometimes even in groups, they range in size from "Basket Ball Player Tall" to the size of a dog. The taller ones feel male and the medium and smaller ones feel either female or "neutral". Also, when she talks about their size she will often say they "feel" a certain size instead of looking that size. Unlike the white ones she says these feel grounded and are aware of her and she often feels these observing or "peeking" at her.
Problem is she is afraid of them. When i asked her, she said they didnt feel angry or malevolent but still had a very "dominating" presence, and gave her the feeling of a "judge", also saying they felt very forceful and unpleasant. I asked her if she felt like these could be interacted with but she was completely against it, saying it felt like a very bad idea, that "she knew she shouldnt" and she wanted to "keep them separate from my world".
She says they will occasionally approach her slowly and just kind of observe her but not actually do anything other than sit there, be menacing and cause her to feel unpleasant before wandering off. She says if they do fade away or disappear, it feels more like deciding to leave instead of the white ones, where when they disappear, they are just do, I assume like something burning out, ill ask her to specify tomorrow.
The black and white spectres have on at least one occasion been in the same room with her together, but as far as she would discern they didnt interact or were even aware of each other in any way she could discern. The white one entered first and was just zipping about and slowly fading away the way they normally do when she sees them and the black one slowly ploddged its way in a little later, moved right in front of her next to her bed and just sat there being a general arse and spoiling the mood.
We were face timing at the time and she was trying to text something to me and something was effing with her phone, (think she said it was the white one but im not sure) pressing buttons randomly, draining the battery, and her hand was cold but only if she was touching the phone. If she took it off, not cold, if she picked it back up, cold, you get the idea.
The little white one was hanging around the window when the black one came in tho, and i myself saw the curtains moving in the way curtains move when being blown by a slight breeze or air conditioner, and i would have blamed it on that if the window hadnt been closed and her student housing didnt have any airconditioner at all. Again i didnt see the white thing since i cant see these things at all, so i cant say what was moving it for certain.
Now my girls a very private person she doesnt like the feeling of these things watching her. Im the only person shes ever talked about this to other than telling her therapists she "sees things that arent there sometimes". All of this was pretty hard for her to come to terms with (tho shes slowly becoming more open to it), despite INCREDIBLY obvious and activity at her parents home and i may as well cover the events there to since it could give want someone here may consider useful information.
Im talking finding piles of ash or blood spots in her bed randomly. The ash wound up there in the time it took her to go to the bathroom and back.
Once she woke up to find a more considerable amount of blood in the bed, so she goes to the bathroom to check herself but didnt have any cuts on her that could have caused it. I dont mean like the bed was just soaked in it, but it was enough to make her go check for injuries.
Then theres the standard stuff like room temperatures dropping to unexplainable levels randomly, and crazy stuff happening to her electronics. I remember one day i sent her one of those fake "cursed" youtube videos, the Mereana Mordegard Glesgorv. I watched it nothing happened, sent it to my friends nothing happened. The video aint cursed. But i sent it to her and the second she opens it, her laptop, cellphone, Ipod, and lamp all go nuclear and are fried beyond repair. Except the lamp, the bulb just blew. :p
Now I'm not saying the video was cursed. For all i kno, she opened the video at the exact moment a solar flare sent an electromagnetic pulse directly into her room, but these are just the events as they happened. She opened the video, bam, no gadgets.
Finally theres silhouettes of people randomly appearing, strange noises and doors opening, stuff not where she put it, standard poltergeist-y stuff.
You could find a picture of her folks house in the dictionary under haunted. Probably has to do with it being built on an old WW2 graveyard. But really all this extreme stuff only happens at her folks house, other than that its usually just the black and white specters and occasional electronic weirdness.
So the reason im telling you all this is because we are trying to figure out a way to take her "off the radar", she doesnt like these black specters observing her all the time it makes her uncomfortable. Is there somewhere we can find info on how to deal with this. Does she need to go to a zen temple and meditate? Contact a priest for an exorcism? (I kno her folks house needs one). And most importantly, can she learn to throw fireballs :p?/JK
One last bit of info that will probably be useful, when she was a child (around 1st grade) her heart stopped during recess at school and she was resuscitated by a teacher, she remembers having a dream during that time of sitting in an unfamiliar room at a table by herself and feeling angry and slamming her hands on the table. Then she woke up. What does this have to do with her situation? Hell if i kno, thats why im here asking you guys.
Im gonna post a response to this stating my own (probably completely off the mark) hypothesis on whats going on. But again, if theres a way she can learn to control her ability or make herself invisible to her little fan club, please let me know.
