Full Disclosure

[LowMagic5]

I am at the bottom end of a mead bottle right now.

My name... Well, lowmagic is my reddit name. I believe. It's a bit a multiple meaning. I am a short man; four foot eleven inches tall. Also, Low Magic was a book I enjoyed of Lon Milo DuQuette's. As well as the concept itself. Low Magic was not always the screen name to which I identified. I was at one time known as RatFunk on a few Discord servers. RatFunk because it was first a self-deprecating Dungeons and Dragons character name. A halfling rogue, iirc.

I have social anxiety, depression, and the higher powers know what else.

I do not normally do well with social interaction such as interacting on internet servers such as this, but, God help me, do I try.

In my undergraduate studies, I attempted to major in philosophy and theology. Since then I have been a caregiver, direct support professional, and CNA. I would rather not pursue more of a career in the healthcare industry if I can avoid it. For the time being, I am a caregiver to my mother. After that, we will see what I can manage.

(I am at the last glass of the bottle; skol or something)

Alright, lets see..

well, I, to say the truth, do not know what the hell I identify with anymore. And I do not have much of a practice. My practice. My world. My life. Is helping my mother's end of life. I grew up a Lutheran, Christian. I went with the intention of going to seminary for my graduate studies in order to serve the tradition. Then, and since then, my world blew the hell up. And I do not know what's, what.

I like philosophy, psychology and spirituality. I value connection, relationships. I may not be the sharpest tool in the shed but I really and honestly do my best.

I feel as if my priorities in life influence my psychology but that's a whole hypothesis for another time. I don't know.

I read and listen to anything I can get my hands and ears on. I love to discuss all of it. I hope to be able to contribute in a way that would be a asset to the community. I have studied the occult and paranormal and all sorts of the such along side of my Christian Mysticism.. for what? I am pushing 40.... most of my life? I don't know. I am honest, I am open. I am who I am.. I hope that's alright. I look forward to interacting!

[Amor]

Learn to use heart energy - thus promoting right relationship with yourself, humans and other intelligent species including trees.

As you come into right relationship you become useful to the rest of manifested Existence and naturally find proper (clean) functions

And heart energy lifts the thinker to yet more subtle levels of Existence

You may recall in The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy that the answer to the meaning of life is 42. Get ready

[WildWolf]

Welcome, the forum is all about open source conversation.

[Cerber]

Welcome!