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Well you know I have a lot of enemies who want me dead. For various reasons. They have misunderstood me though. I play games. But they don't. They don't understand I was like a little child learning how to walk. But I also know my enemies won't triumph over me. I've seen them scattered and destroyed...

Well I am a terrible troll I won't argue about that. Actually I wouldn't say I'm a troll but people seem to like to call me that. I guess it's like how Nazis like to call jews Kikes and KKK like to call black men Niggers. But whatever. I'm just a mirror dude whatever you are seeing is just your refl...

Maybe.

You'd think I was just joking though if I told you I met the devil. Or crazy. Or lying.

So I will just say we had a good long talk and umm, it was an interesting hallucination and complete fabrication of my imagination.

Now now don't get angry Good ol Nick knows I was just kidding tongue in cheek

I know his power and he knows i know

no need to throw hexes and curses ya knows

I was but jesting have mercy I was bored and nothing ever goes on in this forum.

I mean what is the point. Is it just to be rebellious because your mean parents made you go to church when you were a kid? Is it just because being a satanist is cool because he's like the ultimate rebel or what? I mean what is the point other than to be bad ass trolls who wear weird customs and do ...

And no do not mention suicide it is out, and if you mention it I will keep you in mind for the next time I have barbecue and a little extra lighter fluid

and no I'm not a cannibal and I didn't rape little children, or rape anyone. Keep it cool and I will keep it cool.

Alright I'm going to ask what you think. I have a self-destructive nature and a death wish. You know they say fools go boldly where angels fear to tread? Well I do it for the thrill that I might just die and get this life over with, even when I know it is insane to do so. Why I do that is complicate...

I see only conflict everywhere I look I see hatred breeding hatred a vicious loop and a never ending wheel I know only that I am Shiva Natured and it was revealed to me once in an hallucination and while I despise violence and do not think highly of Hitler I am also of the mind that destruction must...

Sarcasm is ineffective against me, yes I recognize it, no I don't care, and yes if I want to I can be quite verbally brutal but you know I like being an happy village idiot most of the time because well, it's fun, and you know if back in the old days the King kept a Jester around because he was well...

Well why are the streets deserted
Why does no one come here anymore
it is only filled now with ghosts and spirits of the deceased

I am nice because you have been nice to me.
If you treat me nicely I will be nice to you.

I am sorry i wrote this

my intention was just wrong

i see now the error of my ways

i won't follow that path anymore

I see there was once a great city here
I excavate through the ruins to find legends of sleeping giants who are no more
where have they gone to
why has this city returned built on the shattered remnants of a forgotten era

well i do not practice magic because I do not demand the universe to give me my way and if I do demand then I recognize my foolishness and ask for forgiveness for such a thing i do not worry much as my allies are great and I have won their companionship through many trials and tribulations so the de...

Next time I'll be sure to put the spell checker on, ecstatic enthusiasm be damned.

I often enter trance states and many times unintentionally it is a problem I was born with and it is difficult for me because I do not always wish to be in a trance but I have learned more to control it and how to deal with it I meet the allies there but it is a place of warfare i think it is not pa...

I'm not an atheist I'm a jester a joker a trickster a hustler but I don't intentionally try to harm people I joke around but some people don't have a sense of humor or have huge egos and become annoyed by such things It's a dangerous mixed up hostile world isn't it For that reason I use my skills to...

I don't practice Chaos Magic, I'm not a sorceror, a magician, wizard, magus, demonologist, wiccan, pagan, satanist or watnot I don't follow god or gods or devils or demons or angels or whatever and I dont believe magic is real either I don't belong to anything because I am my own person and I make m...

I dont believe any of this crap

I need to stop drinking is what I need to do

I am starting to get the shakes I tell yah

seeing things I tell yuah


ahaha I had enough of this place and it's poppycock

I am clean now

I have to become that which I dont like

in order to conquer it

Aye now

I feel much better.

Wouldn't recommend that

I must excercise caution in the future

you know though when the chakras open it is a tidal wave of energy

can be quite hard to keep in control

be careful

I tell you that stuff is poppycock

complete rubbish

I have no interest anymroe in that nonsense

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when the ego dissolute the wheel break

then there are the 7 emanations
the 7 stairs

beyond the shadow of the atomic clock

which drives the illusion of the wheel

round and round

it is an illusion

idk but I used to hang in little 5 back in the day you kno i think now it is not knowledge in the middle it is the ego the ego must be dissolved probably at a 180 degrees centigrade before it can be made into soooop with a turkey baster that's just roleplaying in your head yo it's just a state of mi...

[img width=600px height=400px]http://img134.imageshack.us/img134/9402/wheelofconfusion.jpg[/img] That wheel spin round and round causing the whole world to crumble to the ground every point is validated and also invalidated I don't know what is in the middle I will say it is knowledge maybe I don't ...

so you think it doesn't exist maybe maybe you are one those sleepers who sees only 1 reality, physical reality caught between the false dichotomy of materliasm and hedonism maybe do you know there is another world another world you can not see with your eyes or listen to with your ears maybe you thi...

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