Original post: DeathOmen
i was staring at myself in the mirror when i noticed that i was talking to myself, that my voice had taken on a mind of its own. though it still sounded like my own, it was raspy and kinda creepy. then i noticed my eyes went from dark dark brown to silver! it scared me so that i couldnt sleep! im not sure if i had just imagined it, but i really think there is more to me than meets the eye, alotta strange things have happened to me that are NOT hallucinations...do you know what this couldve been?
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Original post: Pax Noctis
Have you been working with evocation or invocation lately? Specifically entities like the Necronomicon crew, or the Goetia? Do you do banishings frequently? With success?
I'd suggest taking a break from Magick, except for maybe a LBRP upon waking up or going to sleep.
Failing that, have you pissed off any other occultists that you know about?
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Have you been working with evocation or invocation lately? Specifically entities like the Necronomicon crew, or the Goetia? Do you do banishings frequently? With success?
I'd suggest taking a break from Magick, except for maybe a LBRP upon waking up or going to sleep.
Failing that, have you pissed off any other occultists that you know about?
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Original post: Serpentiferous
Well, mirrors can be used to scry and see evoked entities. They can also be used to see your true self, higher self, guide... however you like to refer to him/her.
Keep track of what you were saying and what you saw, it might give you clues as to the nature of the entity. You might want to burn some sage and cast a circle just incase this isn't a benieficial being for you. Try to see it again, this time try to feel the image and become one with it. If it becomes a frequent occurance that isn't banishable or harmful to you, then you've found a guide/yourself ... which can come in real handy.
Side note, guides arn't always pretty or polite (understatment) so try not to be harsh in your judgement at first. Treat whatever it is as you would a human stranger that's just appeared in your home unexpected. If it's helpful befriend it, if it's not then kill it.
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Well, mirrors can be used to scry and see evoked entities. They can also be used to see your true self, higher self, guide... however you like to refer to him/her.
Keep track of what you were saying and what you saw, it might give you clues as to the nature of the entity. You might want to burn some sage and cast a circle just incase this isn't a benieficial being for you. Try to see it again, this time try to feel the image and become one with it. If it becomes a frequent occurance that isn't banishable or harmful to you, then you've found a guide/yourself ... which can come in real handy.
Side note, guides arn't always pretty or polite (understatment) so try not to be harsh in your judgement at first. Treat whatever it is as you would a human stranger that's just appeared in your home unexpected. If it's helpful befriend it, if it's not then kill it.
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[QUOTE=Serpentiferous]Well, mirrors can be used to scry and see evoked entities. They can also be used to see your true self, higher self, guide... however you like to refer to him/her.
Keep track of what you were saying and what you saw, it might give you clues as to the nature of the entity. You might want to burn some sage and cast a circle just incase this isn't a benieficial being for you. Try to see it again, this time try to feel the image and become one with it. If it becomes a frequent occurance that isn't banishable or harmful to you, then you've found a guide/yourself ... which can come in real handy.
Side note, guides arn't always pretty or polite (understatment) so try not to be harsh in your judgement at first. Treat whatever it is as you would a human stranger that's just appeared in your home unexpected. If it's helpful befriend it, if it's not then kill it.
-Serpenti[/QUOTE] heh, i dont think ive made anyone angry...i totally agree they arent nice, if thats what this is, i felt so insulted...i havent been doing anythin, trying to summon alotta stuff and only getting pitter patters around my room and alotta hissing and creepy voices telling me to "come and join His Army" or something crazy...anyways...yeah, i think ill try again, sometimes i see it in the morning when i get myself kinda pissed so well see..
[QUOTE=Serpentiferous]Well, mirrors can be used to scry and see evoked entities. They can also be used to see your true self, higher self, guide... however you like to refer to him/her.
Keep track of what you were saying and what you saw, it might give you clues as to the nature of the entity. You might want to burn some sage and cast a circle just incase this isn't a benieficial being for you. Try to see it again, this time try to feel the image and become one with it. If it becomes a frequent occurance that isn't banishable or harmful to you, then you've found a guide/yourself ... which can come in real handy.
Side note, guides arn't always pretty or polite (understatment) so try not to be harsh in your judgement at first. Treat whatever it is as you would a human stranger that's just appeared in your home unexpected. If it's helpful befriend it, if it's not then kill it.
-Serpenti[/QUOTE] heh, i dont think ive made anyone angry...i totally agree they arent nice, if thats what this is, i felt so insulted...i havent been doing anythin, trying to summon alotta stuff and only getting pitter patters around my room and alotta hissing and creepy voices telling me to "come and join His Army" or something crazy...anyways...yeah, i think ill try again, sometimes i see it in the morning when i get myself kinda pissed so well see..
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Original post: Serpentiferous
LOL. Anything that wants you to "join it's army" should probably be banished.
LOL. Anything that wants you to "join it's army" should probably be banished.
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Original post: seeker of knowledge
perhaps your eyes changing colour was just a trick, a glamour.
As for the vocals?? have you had a bad throat recently?lol!
I would say do a banishing spell, if that doesn't work then it could be a thoughtform.
Perhaps you were just tired and imagined it?
i dont know, but im glad im not you right now.lol.
perhaps your eyes changing colour was just a trick, a glamour.
As for the vocals?? have you had a bad throat recently?lol!
I would say do a banishing spell, if that doesn't work then it could be a thoughtform.
Perhaps you were just tired and imagined it?
i dont know, but im glad im not you right now.lol.
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Original post: Rin Daemoko
Overtired? Overslept? Too much sugar? Not enough coffee?
If you were looking out a very clean window, you would forget that there is glass between you and what you see. Then, if someone were to spray the window with water, everything would distort and suddenly it would become clear that you are looking through a window, and that the glass between you and what you see doesn't perfectly show you what is out there.
Your senses are fallible.
Overtired? Overslept? Too much sugar? Not enough coffee?
If you were looking out a very clean window, you would forget that there is glass between you and what you see. Then, if someone were to spray the window with water, everything would distort and suddenly it would become clear that you are looking through a window, and that the glass between you and what you see doesn't perfectly show you what is out there.
Your senses are fallible.
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Original post: Fluxer
Its also possible you had a flash back from an acid trip.
Its also possible you had a flash back from an acid trip.
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[QUOTE=DeathOmen]i was staring at myself in the mirror when i noticed that i was talking to myself, that my voice had taken on a mind of its own. though it still sounded like my own, it was raspy and kinda creepy. then i noticed my eyes went from dark dark brown to silver! it scared me so that i couldnt sleep! im not sure if i had just imagined it, but i really think there is more to me than meets the eye, alotta strange things have happened to me that are NOT hallucinations...do you know what this couldve been?[/QUOTE]
my friend what ever it is...i think youve got to much on..time for a holiday
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]i was staring at myself in the mirror when i noticed that i was talking to myself, that my voice had taken on a mind of its own. though it still sounded like my own, it was raspy and kinda creepy. then i noticed my eyes went from dark dark brown to silver! it scared me so that i couldnt sleep! im not sure if i had just imagined it, but i really think there is more to me than meets the eye, alotta strange things have happened to me that are NOT hallucinations...do you know what this couldve been?[/QUOTE]
my friend what ever it is...i think youve got to much on..time for a holiday
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Original post: adept_nul
I have read most of the posts by DeathOmen. Now I offer two suggestions...
1)If (as may be the case) this is all angsty goth teenie BS you have been posting then go away and get a clue. Trying to make yourself sound all evil and dark and nasty is just a bit sad.
2)If what you are posting is genuine then you should seek qualified psychicatric advice at the earliest opportunity. I have no idea if you are a drug user or not, but some of what you have posted might indicate a borderline psychotic disorder.
I have read most of the posts by DeathOmen. Now I offer two suggestions...
1)If (as may be the case) this is all angsty goth teenie BS you have been posting then go away and get a clue. Trying to make yourself sound all evil and dark and nasty is just a bit sad.
2)If what you are posting is genuine then you should seek qualified psychicatric advice at the earliest opportunity. I have no idea if you are a drug user or not, but some of what you have posted might indicate a borderline psychotic disorder.
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Original post: Fra. Vincit Veritas
Shame on you! Suggesting that someone with the sig "LIFE IS A DISEASE YOU ARE BORN WITH...YOU'LL BE CURED OF IT THE DAY YOU DIE" could possibly be yet another agsty teeny goth!
Why do they always mention death in their sigs? I mean, I can understand the black thing. It makes life so easy if your wardrobe all coordinates. And I can understand the pale makeup. It does an excellent job of camouflaging zits.
But there are just so many things other than death that are a bit of a bummer.
Shame on you! Suggesting that someone with the sig "LIFE IS A DISEASE YOU ARE BORN WITH...YOU'LL BE CURED OF IT THE DAY YOU DIE" could possibly be yet another agsty teeny goth!
Why do they always mention death in their sigs? I mean, I can understand the black thing. It makes life so easy if your wardrobe all coordinates. And I can understand the pale makeup. It does an excellent job of camouflaging zits.
But there are just so many things other than death that are a bit of a bummer.
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you all just dont seem to get it. the fact that "goth" people are assoiciated with death and we wear all black and seem to be freaks to society is our choice. We may have dark personalities and we may keep more to ourselves and the rest of normal society doesnt understand so they fear us or totally get us wrong. Now im not going to speak for everyone because then i would most definatly be wrong. I will speak for myself and others that i know have the same beleife. I dress in all black because i want to be different. I dont like normal people. i dont like most people. but you see since i dont like most people i will associate with death, as most normal people are afraid of death and therefore keep away from me. there are some people that are good and are not annoying. they actually do understand and are willing to look past the "goth" outter appearence and look at me for who i really am. Alot of us do have dark personalities. We just happen to like what is considered dark and bad. we just happen to like violence and blood, and so called evil. For some people the light realy does hurt their eyes. For all of you who dont understand and who seem to cast us down, you have fallen into the group of the rest of the world. You see since you dont understand and therefor seperate yourself from us then we have done our job. I didnt want to be around you anyway. That just makes my job easier of keeping to myself. Now as for all the things about evil and bad things happening to us that is just a thing. We could call that upon ourself on accident. i mean i was attacted by a demon but i dont associate that with me being "goth". i associate that with me being a Christian. You see i really do care about you but when you want to cast me aside because im different that just shows how narrow-minded you are. You see there are some people in the world that look past appearences and genre. They look on the inside. its those people that i want to associate myself with. and its those people that are most likely to understand. These same people are also more likely to accept Christ. But you see i dont want to wast my time on somebody that just gonna make excuses or tell me im wrong for what i believe. So while i keep to myself or my group of people that do understand im really looking for the people that will look on the inside.
you all just dont seem to get it. the fact that "goth" people are assoiciated with death and we wear all black and seem to be freaks to society is our choice. We may have dark personalities and we may keep more to ourselves and the rest of normal society doesnt understand so they fear us or totally get us wrong. Now im not going to speak for everyone because then i would most definatly be wrong. I will speak for myself and others that i know have the same beleife. I dress in all black because i want to be different. I dont like normal people. i dont like most people. but you see since i dont like most people i will associate with death, as most normal people are afraid of death and therefore keep away from me. there are some people that are good and are not annoying. they actually do understand and are willing to look past the "goth" outter appearence and look at me for who i really am. Alot of us do have dark personalities. We just happen to like what is considered dark and bad. we just happen to like violence and blood, and so called evil. For some people the light realy does hurt their eyes. For all of you who dont understand and who seem to cast us down, you have fallen into the group of the rest of the world. You see since you dont understand and therefor seperate yourself from us then we have done our job. I didnt want to be around you anyway. That just makes my job easier of keeping to myself. Now as for all the things about evil and bad things happening to us that is just a thing. We could call that upon ourself on accident. i mean i was attacted by a demon but i dont associate that with me being "goth". i associate that with me being a Christian. You see i really do care about you but when you want to cast me aside because im different that just shows how narrow-minded you are. You see there are some people in the world that look past appearences and genre. They look on the inside. its those people that i want to associate myself with. and its those people that are most likely to understand. These same people are also more likely to accept Christ. But you see i dont want to wast my time on somebody that just gonna make excuses or tell me im wrong for what i believe. So while i keep to myself or my group of people that do understand im really looking for the people that will look on the inside.
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Original post: Fra. Vincit Veritas
Different, can I suggest that it might be wiser for you not to assume that no one here understands you? If you think about it, that's a very egotistical attitude. I suspect there are many who will read your post and understand - some better than you do yourself - what you are truly saying and the place from which you speak.
I would further suggest that it might be wise not to assume that no one who fails to adopt the garb and mode of appearance you have chosen can possibly understand you.
I for one do not think you are a "freak", and nor do I fear you. I could say what I believe you are, but I see no point. While I would not mean it to be so, I suspect the person you are at this moment would find it insulting and patronising. My opinion would therefore not benefit you.
I do hope that, in time, you will be able to adopt a more positive relationship with the world and your life. I hope the same applies to all the "angsty goth teens" who visit us here.
AGTs are mocked by some here not because of how they look (obviously), but because they are tedious. One does not need to spend long on OF to recognise a post by such. Most such contributions say little of interest or value. Claims spiral into absurdity in an attempt to shock. There is much repetition of certain trigger words.
OF is full of good people with good intentions and members will always spend some of their time giving serious answers the queries, no matter how silly they seem. Sadly, it is usually clear that those who respond to questions put by an AGT have wasted their time and effort since there is no exchange of knowledge and no growth on either side. Sadly, I suspect that will apply to this post as well.
[QUOTE=different]Live in the fast lane, Die the fast way. [/QUOTE]
I won't bother to quote what I said in my post above about sigs. But I do feel sorry for you if that truly is your motto. Does that statement really sum up all you aspire to be, all you believe you are able to become?
Death is boring. The one certainty of life is death. You will die. I will die. So what? Fixating on death is as sensible as fixating on bowel movements, the peristaltic motion of the oesophagus or the blood-oxygen exchange mechanism in our lungs.
Death is easy. It is an instant away from every one of us at every moment. It's not difficult to die. Many thousands do it every day. No talent or expertise is necessary.
The difficult path is living a good life.
But you know that already, don't you?
Different, can I suggest that it might be wiser for you not to assume that no one here understands you? If you think about it, that's a very egotistical attitude. I suspect there are many who will read your post and understand - some better than you do yourself - what you are truly saying and the place from which you speak.
I would further suggest that it might be wise not to assume that no one who fails to adopt the garb and mode of appearance you have chosen can possibly understand you.
I for one do not think you are a "freak", and nor do I fear you. I could say what I believe you are, but I see no point. While I would not mean it to be so, I suspect the person you are at this moment would find it insulting and patronising. My opinion would therefore not benefit you.
I do hope that, in time, you will be able to adopt a more positive relationship with the world and your life. I hope the same applies to all the "angsty goth teens" who visit us here.
AGTs are mocked by some here not because of how they look (obviously), but because they are tedious. One does not need to spend long on OF to recognise a post by such. Most such contributions say little of interest or value. Claims spiral into absurdity in an attempt to shock. There is much repetition of certain trigger words.
OF is full of good people with good intentions and members will always spend some of their time giving serious answers the queries, no matter how silly they seem. Sadly, it is usually clear that those who respond to questions put by an AGT have wasted their time and effort since there is no exchange of knowledge and no growth on either side. Sadly, I suspect that will apply to this post as well.
[QUOTE=different]Live in the fast lane, Die the fast way. [/QUOTE]
I won't bother to quote what I said in my post above about sigs. But I do feel sorry for you if that truly is your motto. Does that statement really sum up all you aspire to be, all you believe you are able to become?
Death is boring. The one certainty of life is death. You will die. I will die. So what? Fixating on death is as sensible as fixating on bowel movements, the peristaltic motion of the oesophagus or the blood-oxygen exchange mechanism in our lungs.
Death is easy. It is an instant away from every one of us at every moment. It's not difficult to die. Many thousands do it every day. No talent or expertise is necessary.
The difficult path is living a good life.
But you know that already, don't you?
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Original post: adept_nul
[QUOTE=Fra. Vincit Veritas]The difficult path is living a good life.[/QUOTE]
Today I had a lesson in just how difficult that is. Don't ever give your soul to someone, and never expect that if you treat someone with respect they will do the same to you.
Me, bitter? Well yes, just a bit.
[QUOTE=Fra. Vincit Veritas]The difficult path is living a good life.[/QUOTE]
Today I had a lesson in just how difficult that is. Don't ever give your soul to someone, and never expect that if you treat someone with respect they will do the same to you.
Me, bitter? Well yes, just a bit.
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Original post: Calintz
To be honest...
'Nyeh'
At first when i saw your post i was like 'whoah...wtf...' and was curious, but considering what i see in your other posts Omen...i'm slightly skeptical. I don't want to be a dickwad and go all 'man, your just being a goth loser trying to get a rise' Partially because im goth, and partially because this world is full of strange shieeeet...but again its hard for me not to say ...'look, stop wasting peoples time with this stuff you keep posting.' >.<...gomen, but i come across this junk all the time and it gets tedious.
If it did happen...Best speak to some of the more powerful people on here...Frater..Rin...Etc and ask them personally, they might know, but apart from that...eh...i really don't know. Never heard of anything like this before ^_^;;..
To be honest...
'Nyeh'
At first when i saw your post i was like 'whoah...wtf...' and was curious, but considering what i see in your other posts Omen...i'm slightly skeptical. I don't want to be a dickwad and go all 'man, your just being a goth loser trying to get a rise' Partially because im goth, and partially because this world is full of strange shieeeet...but again its hard for me not to say ...'look, stop wasting peoples time with this stuff you keep posting.' >.<...gomen, but i come across this junk all the time and it gets tedious.
If it did happen...Best speak to some of the more powerful people on here...Frater..Rin...Etc and ask them personally, they might know, but apart from that...eh...i really don't know. Never heard of anything like this before ^_^;;..
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i know all this stuff sounds fake, why do you think i came here? i figured all this stuff was the norm and that everyone knew...but all ive gotten is 'angsty teen goth' and 'this is fake'...i dont like typing BS, and i most certainly would not give BS...for those who do believe me, i appreciate it, and for those who dont, rip out your skull and make room for possibilities because Sh*t happens. i had no clue that this would be recieved with skepticism, but this stuff is VERY true, and i cant stress how true it is. so please, if you dont believe me and you have no good advice to give, be kind about it, its not like i lavish reading insults...
i know all this stuff sounds fake, why do you think i came here? i figured all this stuff was the norm and that everyone knew...but all ive gotten is 'angsty teen goth' and 'this is fake'...i dont like typing BS, and i most certainly would not give BS...for those who do believe me, i appreciate it, and for those who dont, rip out your skull and make room for possibilities because Sh*t happens. i had no clue that this would be recieved with skepticism, but this stuff is VERY true, and i cant stress how true it is. so please, if you dont believe me and you have no good advice to give, be kind about it, its not like i lavish reading insults...
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Ever wonder why angsty teens are not a universal phenomena throughout history?! The key is in the soul type! DeathOmen. Do not be fooled by the title of these forums. Although a great many of the souls here are worthwhile to listen to, a great many more are krappy kaptains with no concept of reality. They use lots of words like "Psychology" "Depression" "Talk about it with your parents" "You're on drugs"...This is totally balogne!
Of course your concerns are legitimate but am I right in assuming you find these phenomena you see in the mirror more exciting, rather than frightening? Should you run screaming the other way! No!
I reccomend you say hello to the entity, kindly say "Get the hell out of my body scumbag!" and then adopt a couple of kittens if you like, and suggest to your favorite of your little shadowy friends that they may take up residence in the kittens as long as they behave.
Or you could take a look at the The Bob Hendricks Memorial CM Library, In my experience there is nothing wrong with cozying up to some hellions as long as they know you're the boss.
Good luck!
Ever wonder why angsty teens are not a universal phenomena throughout history?! The key is in the soul type! DeathOmen. Do not be fooled by the title of these forums. Although a great many of the souls here are worthwhile to listen to, a great many more are krappy kaptains with no concept of reality. They use lots of words like "Psychology" "Depression" "Talk about it with your parents" "You're on drugs"...This is totally balogne!
Of course your concerns are legitimate but am I right in assuming you find these phenomena you see in the mirror more exciting, rather than frightening? Should you run screaming the other way! No!
I reccomend you say hello to the entity, kindly say "Get the hell out of my body scumbag!" and then adopt a couple of kittens if you like, and suggest to your favorite of your little shadowy friends that they may take up residence in the kittens as long as they behave.
Or you could take a look at the The Bob Hendricks Memorial CM Library, In my experience there is nothing wrong with cozying up to some hellions as long as they know you're the boss.
Good luck!
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Yet by adopting the Goth posture you are conforming to a group ideal Remember, you're unique - just like everyone else.
You're in luck then - I think you'll find a lot of abnormal people here. You want people to "look beyond" the black garb and so forth - yet you don't do the same thing for we regular joes. Just because I wear a tie to work doesn't mean I'm "normal".
People who like violence and blood generally fall into one of two categories -
1. mentally-disturbed
2. those who haven't actually experienced "violence and blood"
Next time you have a chance, pick a fight with a few gang-members...see how much you like violence and blood. Or do you mean "movie" violence and blood?
I believe you may misunderstand - people are being facetious not because you are different, but because you are personnifying the archtypal angsty teen Goth - in other words, not because you are different, but because you are the same
Get over yourself and you'll find that people here don't care what you look like, or how you dress, or who you sleep with, or anything like that. They care about intelligent subject matter and discussing the occult with others who share similar interests.
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different wrote:I dress in all black because i want to be different.
Yet by adopting the Goth posture you are conforming to a group ideal
Remember, you're unique - just like everyone else.I dont like normal people.
You're in luck then - I think you'll find a lot of abnormal people here. You want people to "look beyond" the black garb and so forth - yet you don't do the same thing for we regular joes. Just because I wear a tie to work doesn't mean I'm "normal".
We just happen to like violence and blood, and so called evil.
People who like violence and blood generally fall into one of two categories -
1. mentally-disturbed
2. those who haven't actually experienced "violence and blood"
Next time you have a chance, pick a fight with a few gang-members...see how much you like violence and blood. Or do you mean "movie" violence and blood?
You see i really do care about you but when you want to cast me aside because im different that just shows how narrow-minded you are.
I believe you may misunderstand - people are being facetious not because you are different, but because you are personnifying the archtypal angsty teen Goth - in other words, not because you are different, but because you are the same
Get over yourself and you'll find that people here don't care what you look like, or how you dress, or who you sleep with, or anything like that. They care about intelligent subject matter and discussing the occult with others who share similar interests.
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Original post: Fra. Vincit Veritas
[QUOTE=LadyHydralisk]Ever wonder why angsty teens are not a universal phenomena throughout history?![/QUOTE]Golly! No, I never spent much time wondering about that crucial question. But now that you mention it, I suspect it might possibly have something to do with the fact that, for most of human history, "teens" (a concept that is itself only a few decades old) were too busy working to feed themselves and their families to become morbidly self-obsessed.
[QUOTE=LadyHydralisk]The key is in the soul type![/QUOTE]In my model of the universe, the key is in the wealth of the society in which the "teen" lives. I don't recall seeing too many AGTs moping about in TV pictures from Sudan, Ethiopia, the Gaza Strip, Pakistan, Iraq, etc, etc.
But clearly my understanding of the world is Wrong. Deary me! That just makes me so want to dress totally in black and get all angsty.
[QUOTE=LadyHydralisk]...a great many more are krappy kaptains with no concept of reality. They use lots of words like "Psychology" "Depression" "Talk about it with your parents" "You're on drugs"...This is totally balogne![/QUOTE]I am not a "krappy kaptain"!!! I am the Baron Crumwapple of Freenosia, a hereditary Grand Knight Commander of the Zhedi and the reincarnation of Groucho Marx, Aleister Crowley and Dion Fortune. I shall now ascend my Great Banana Throne and commence the three-day ritual of Grupplesnord Krid, at the climax of which you shall be stripped of the title "Lady" and banished into the darkness from whence you sprang!
(Just kdding. ;-) Actually, you shall be banished to a plane of existence where it shall be your fate to eternally be the star of Barney, wearing a purple dinosaur constume at all times and able to speak only chirpy banalities.)
But, of course, I am sure you are quite right, dear Lady (for the moment): There is no such thing as "Psychology" and if there was it would be useless. There is no such thing as "Depression". Kids talking about things with their parents is always pointless. No one who uses drugs ever hallucinates or suffers any other sort of disturbance to brain function.
It's all bologna.
Right. :rolleyes:
[QUOTE=LadyHydralisk]Ever wonder why angsty teens are not a universal phenomena throughout history?![/QUOTE]Golly! No, I never spent much time wondering about that crucial question. But now that you mention it, I suspect it might possibly have something to do with the fact that, for most of human history, "teens" (a concept that is itself only a few decades old) were too busy working to feed themselves and their families to become morbidly self-obsessed.
[QUOTE=LadyHydralisk]The key is in the soul type![/QUOTE]In my model of the universe, the key is in the wealth of the society in which the "teen" lives. I don't recall seeing too many AGTs moping about in TV pictures from Sudan, Ethiopia, the Gaza Strip, Pakistan, Iraq, etc, etc.
But clearly my understanding of the world is Wrong. Deary me! That just makes me so want to dress totally in black and get all angsty.
[QUOTE=LadyHydralisk]...a great many more are krappy kaptains with no concept of reality. They use lots of words like "Psychology" "Depression" "Talk about it with your parents" "You're on drugs"...This is totally balogne![/QUOTE]I am not a "krappy kaptain"!!! I am the Baron Crumwapple of Freenosia, a hereditary Grand Knight Commander of the Zhedi and the reincarnation of Groucho Marx, Aleister Crowley and Dion Fortune. I shall now ascend my Great Banana Throne and commence the three-day ritual of Grupplesnord Krid, at the climax of which you shall be stripped of the title "Lady" and banished into the darkness from whence you sprang!
(Just kdding. ;-) Actually, you shall be banished to a plane of existence where it shall be your fate to eternally be the star of Barney, wearing a purple dinosaur constume at all times and able to speak only chirpy banalities.)
But, of course, I am sure you are quite right, dear Lady (for the moment): There is no such thing as "Psychology" and if there was it would be useless. There is no such thing as "Depression". Kids talking about things with their parents is always pointless. No one who uses drugs ever hallucinates or suffers any other sort of disturbance to brain function.
It's all bologna.
Right. :rolleyes:
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[QUOTE=DeathOmen]i know all this stuff sounds fake, why do you think i came here? i figured all this stuff was the norm and that everyone knew...but all ive gotten is 'angsty teen goth' and 'this is fake'...i dont like typing BS, and i most certainly would not give BS...for those who do believe me, i appreciate it, and for those who dont, rip out your skull and make room for possibilities because Sh*t happens. i had no clue that this would be recieved with skepticism, but this stuff is VERY true, and i cant stress how true it is. so please, if you dont believe me and you have no good advice to give, be kind about it, its not like i lavish reading insults...[/QUOTE]
But for some reason you do not want to follow rational advice and instead crave a paranormal explaination for your mood swings, violent outbursts and psychotic episodes. Basically this is why some of us think you are talking BS.
The symptoms you have described in your posts are either total AGT ravings to make yourself seem dark and broody and dangerous and 'not at all like everyone else'. This is the normal AGT crap we read here all the time.
OR your symptoms might indicate early stage paranoid schitzophrenia (sp?) which, because I am NOT a qualified doctor but have seen this kind of thing before, I would advise you to seek profesional help for.
So don't keep whining about people not taking you seriously. Just because this is called 'OCCULT FORUMS' does not mean that we are all idiots who ignore any rational explaination and run instead to demons and magick to explain everything. This is what I find insulting about the AGT's etc who come here, they assume we will swallow just any old BS.
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]i know all this stuff sounds fake, why do you think i came here? i figured all this stuff was the norm and that everyone knew...but all ive gotten is 'angsty teen goth' and 'this is fake'...i dont like typing BS, and i most certainly would not give BS...for those who do believe me, i appreciate it, and for those who dont, rip out your skull and make room for possibilities because Sh*t happens. i had no clue that this would be recieved with skepticism, but this stuff is VERY true, and i cant stress how true it is. so please, if you dont believe me and you have no good advice to give, be kind about it, its not like i lavish reading insults...[/QUOTE]
But for some reason you do not want to follow rational advice and instead crave a paranormal explaination for your mood swings, violent outbursts and psychotic episodes. Basically this is why some of us think you are talking BS.
The symptoms you have described in your posts are either total AGT ravings to make yourself seem dark and broody and dangerous and 'not at all like everyone else'. This is the normal AGT crap we read here all the time.
OR your symptoms might indicate early stage paranoid schitzophrenia (sp?) which, because I am NOT a qualified doctor but have seen this kind of thing before, I would advise you to seek profesional help for.
So don't keep whining about people not taking you seriously. Just because this is called 'OCCULT FORUMS' does not mean that we are all idiots who ignore any rational explaination and run instead to demons and magick to explain everything. This is what I find insulting about the AGT's etc who come here, they assume we will swallow just any old BS.
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Original post: Leviathan
I knew of a woman who had described a similar situation...
In her teen years, she had felt a "super-natural" presence in her home (this is the Necromantic Entity which I made a thread about nearly a month ago and banished from her home-the described incident with this woman began nearly 7 years ago).
She too, claimed to have woke up in the middle of the night, and looked into her bathroom mirror (casually after using the restroom), to see what she would describe as "the devil" in the mirror. And I believe her fully.
Against my fellow colleagues in the Occult World, I am not going to rule out the possibility of Possession as being a determining factor as to the recent unexplainable detestment you have for Christianity; or you're immediate pull towards Satanism.
I am saying, that it may be possible...in your case.
If not this, than you are experiencing Borderline Schizzophrenia...and, if you can't keep it under control, you should seek professional help.
I have beared witness to actual possession and attest that it is not impossible in the least, that it does exist. I, myself have been possessed by quite a few spirits but was able to shake them off by mentally pushing them out or off myself...when this failed, I performed the Banishings in the Goetia, but substituted their names in the spaces provided.
In the case that their names were unfamiliar to me, I simply said "Infernal Spirit."
The fact is that most of these possessions were self-willed, some accidental...and none just wound up in my lap, as appears the case for you.
But, I have a question for you...Can you tell me more of this "army" that this being, or series of beings were speaking about? Can you provide details of their purposes with you, or any other random thing that they have said?
Details are VERY helpful.
DeathOmen, please update us on your situation as it unfolds...if you have any questions for me, in light of what I have said, don't be afraid to ask.
I knew of a woman who had described a similar situation...
In her teen years, she had felt a "super-natural" presence in her home (this is the Necromantic Entity which I made a thread about nearly a month ago and banished from her home-the described incident with this woman began nearly 7 years ago).
She too, claimed to have woke up in the middle of the night, and looked into her bathroom mirror (casually after using the restroom), to see what she would describe as "the devil" in the mirror. And I believe her fully.
Against my fellow colleagues in the Occult World, I am not going to rule out the possibility of Possession as being a determining factor as to the recent unexplainable detestment you have for Christianity; or you're immediate pull towards Satanism.
I am saying, that it may be possible...in your case.
If not this, than you are experiencing Borderline Schizzophrenia...and, if you can't keep it under control, you should seek professional help.
I have beared witness to actual possession and attest that it is not impossible in the least, that it does exist. I, myself have been possessed by quite a few spirits but was able to shake them off by mentally pushing them out or off myself...when this failed, I performed the Banishings in the Goetia, but substituted their names in the spaces provided.
In the case that their names were unfamiliar to me, I simply said "Infernal Spirit."
The fact is that most of these possessions were self-willed, some accidental...and none just wound up in my lap, as appears the case for you.
But, I have a question for you...Can you tell me more of this "army" that this being, or series of beings were speaking about? Can you provide details of their purposes with you, or any other random thing that they have said?
Details are VERY helpful.
DeathOmen, please update us on your situation as it unfolds...if you have any questions for me, in light of what I have said, don't be afraid to ask.
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Original post: DeathOmen
well, they seem to think they know me, and they consider me apart of their plans...what those are i have no clue, and they tell me they can give me anything i so desire...whatever you make of what i say, it is up to you, but this stuff is dead real...anyways, most of the time they speak in a language i cant understand, and it almost sounds like something from a horror movie...i kindof excepted them though, and i dont know why...but yeah, they just want me for something...whats creepier is that i have noticed a sudden "leap" in my life, as far as good things go, and im not talking like i found 20bucks on the ground...imm talking serious shit...but anyways, thats about it. ive never actually not accepted this thing, and to be honest, i kinda like it...its creeping me out, but i find these times when its like its not my mind or body anymore, like i step aside...it usually comes out when i get angry...its weird. like i said, make of this what you please, but know that what im saying IS TRUE
well, they seem to think they know me, and they consider me apart of their plans...what those are i have no clue, and they tell me they can give me anything i so desire...whatever you make of what i say, it is up to you, but this stuff is dead real...anyways, most of the time they speak in a language i cant understand, and it almost sounds like something from a horror movie...i kindof excepted them though, and i dont know why...but yeah, they just want me for something...whats creepier is that i have noticed a sudden "leap" in my life, as far as good things go, and im not talking like i found 20bucks on the ground...imm talking serious shit...but anyways, thats about it. ive never actually not accepted this thing, and to be honest, i kinda like it...its creeping me out, but i find these times when its like its not my mind or body anymore, like i step aside...it usually comes out when i get angry...its weird. like i said, make of this what you please, but know that what im saying IS TRUE
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The spirits/demons you sense are what the world away from your family has to offer ...but be aware that it is not all good. They will also do you a lot of harm if you are not careful.
The spirits/demons you sense are what the world away from your family has to offer ...but be aware that it is not all good. They will also do you a lot of harm if you are not careful.
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Original post: Astral Alien
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]alotta strange things have happened to me that are NOT hallucinations...do you know what this couldve been?[/QUOTE]What happened that made you sure those are not hallucinations? I'll be interested to know what you did to tell real existance apart from false images, this would be of great value if you would like to share, especially when it comes to the occult, people sometimes mistook a mental creation for an archangel...not a good idea.
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]alotta hissing and creepy voices telling me to "come and join His Army" or something crazy[/QUOTE][QUOTE=DeathOmen]anyways, most of the time they speak in a language i cant understand[/QUOTE]So how did you managed to figure out what they are speaking in the first place, telepathic communication, how about the hisses, or is it that they sound normal at times and sometimes in a strange language? I would really like to know how it feels like to experience this, can you give a rough outline of how you hear the words, I mean the "come join His Army" line if it really is telepathic in nature?
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]i know all this stuff sounds fake, why do you think i came here? i figured all this stuff was the norm and that everyone knew...but all ive gotten is 'angsty teen goth' and 'this is fake'...i dont like typing BS, and i most certainly would not give BS...for those who do believe me, i appreciate it, and for those who dont, rip out your skull and make room for possibilities because Sh*t happens. i had no clue that this would be recieved with skepticism, but this stuff is VERY true, and i cant stress how true it is. so please, if you dont believe me and you have no good advice to give, be kind about it, its not like i lavish reading insults...[/QUOTE]Worry not! Only a few people call you a fake, and only after they have read most of your post and have given you some advice... which obviously wasn't followed. If you really feel that it is a real situation and not total hallucination(if you know how to tell it anyway...), you have a number of options:
1) If it happens to you only at your house or only with that mirror, kindly I suggest you to either move or throw that object away, along with a banishing of the said area, or if you are inclined against "dark" things, you could request the help of some gods/goddesses of a darker nature to drive whatever it is away(Ask other members on how to do this, I am not an expert).
2) If you can't do-it-yourself, try getting an occultist you know somewhere to do the work for you.
3) Which can be done before the (1), approach a method of divination to find out what happened.
4) Since these lines are present from your other posts:
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]they seem to think they know me, and they consider me apart of their plans[/QUOTE][QUOTE=DeathOmen]but i feel as though i can destroy this world if i wanted to, like who i am is suppressed[/QUOTE][QUOTE=DeathOmen]...when i was 2 years old, i was speaking of concepts way ahead of my time, now im 15 and i feel like im too far ahead...like im not supposed to be born yet[/QUOTE]You sound like as if you are a special being born with some kind of destiny and these demons knew you quite well, maybe you could try commanding them to shut up, maybe they would even fall to obedience, or ask them in a commanding tone, what do you want from me? This is not meant as an insult, it is rather analysing your experiences and coming up with a solution suitable for you.
If these 4 methods could not work, well, you would have to live with them or you could join them..:twisted:
Or maybe some other people might suggest more to you, but before I end this, I want to place another reminder, some people just seem to ignore my questions and jump to answering my later parts of the post so:
What happened that made you sure those are not hallucinations? I'll be interested to know what you did to tell real existance apart from false images, this would be of great value if you would like to share, especially when it comes to the occult, people sometimes mistook a mental creation for an archangel...not a good idea.
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]alotta strange things have happened to me that are NOT hallucinations...do you know what this couldve been?[/QUOTE]What happened that made you sure those are not hallucinations? I'll be interested to know what you did to tell real existance apart from false images, this would be of great value if you would like to share, especially when it comes to the occult, people sometimes mistook a mental creation for an archangel...not a good idea.
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]alotta hissing and creepy voices telling me to "come and join His Army" or something crazy[/QUOTE][QUOTE=DeathOmen]anyways, most of the time they speak in a language i cant understand[/QUOTE]So how did you managed to figure out what they are speaking in the first place, telepathic communication, how about the hisses, or is it that they sound normal at times and sometimes in a strange language? I would really like to know how it feels like to experience this, can you give a rough outline of how you hear the words, I mean the "come join His Army" line if it really is telepathic in nature?
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]i know all this stuff sounds fake, why do you think i came here? i figured all this stuff was the norm and that everyone knew...but all ive gotten is 'angsty teen goth' and 'this is fake'...i dont like typing BS, and i most certainly would not give BS...for those who do believe me, i appreciate it, and for those who dont, rip out your skull and make room for possibilities because Sh*t happens. i had no clue that this would be recieved with skepticism, but this stuff is VERY true, and i cant stress how true it is. so please, if you dont believe me and you have no good advice to give, be kind about it, its not like i lavish reading insults...[/QUOTE]Worry not! Only a few people call you a fake, and only after they have read most of your post and have given you some advice... which obviously wasn't followed. If you really feel that it is a real situation and not total hallucination(if you know how to tell it anyway...), you have a number of options:
1) If it happens to you only at your house or only with that mirror, kindly I suggest you to either move or throw that object away, along with a banishing of the said area, or if you are inclined against "dark" things, you could request the help of some gods/goddesses of a darker nature to drive whatever it is away(Ask other members on how to do this, I am not an expert).
2) If you can't do-it-yourself, try getting an occultist you know somewhere to do the work for you.
3) Which can be done before the (1), approach a method of divination to find out what happened.
4) Since these lines are present from your other posts:
[QUOTE=DeathOmen]they seem to think they know me, and they consider me apart of their plans[/QUOTE][QUOTE=DeathOmen]but i feel as though i can destroy this world if i wanted to, like who i am is suppressed[/QUOTE][QUOTE=DeathOmen]...when i was 2 years old, i was speaking of concepts way ahead of my time, now im 15 and i feel like im too far ahead...like im not supposed to be born yet[/QUOTE]You sound like as if you are a special being born with some kind of destiny and these demons knew you quite well, maybe you could try commanding them to shut up, maybe they would even fall to obedience, or ask them in a commanding tone, what do you want from me? This is not meant as an insult, it is rather analysing your experiences and coming up with a solution suitable for you.
If these 4 methods could not work, well, you would have to live with them or you could join them..:twisted:
Or maybe some other people might suggest more to you, but before I end this, I want to place another reminder, some people just seem to ignore my questions and jump to answering my later parts of the post so:
What happened that made you sure those are not hallucinations? I'll be interested to know what you did to tell real existance apart from false images, this would be of great value if you would like to share, especially when it comes to the occult, people sometimes mistook a mental creation for an archangel...not a good idea.
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Original post: DeathOmen
i dont know how i can tell it apart, i just know other people who spend the night hear it as well, and a few times left because it bugged them so...the voices arent loud, but they get to you...they sound distant and up close, they whisper but they speak, theyre in your head but all around you and it makes you feel weak(it refers to itself as Lucifer and to me as his Queen or whatever...make of that what you desire...)i dont think i explained that very well, but thats what its like. ive never suffered from mental disorders. ive noticed when i hear these voices my lil kitten starts acting odd, she starts running around my room, and sometimes she'll stare at something and start hissing and stuff(shes not crazy either!)and then she meows and runs over to me...and she does this everytime...sometimes my kitten worries me, she can act out of turn sometimes as far as the intellectual capacity of a baby animal goes. whenever i tell the thing to do something-and i have footage of this-my kitten sometimes reacts like i told her to do it. um...mabye i am crazy, or this stuff is real, i rang up a doc an he said sounds spiritual and real to him...im definately finding a new psyciatrist...but yeah, respond to this ASAP, i havent slept in about 2 days because im a wee bit stressed out with whats going on. my friends wont even come over anymore because they think my house is a stronghold for Satan...
i dont know how i can tell it apart, i just know other people who spend the night hear it as well, and a few times left because it bugged them so...the voices arent loud, but they get to you...they sound distant and up close, they whisper but they speak, theyre in your head but all around you and it makes you feel weak(it refers to itself as Lucifer and to me as his Queen or whatever...make of that what you desire...)i dont think i explained that very well, but thats what its like. ive never suffered from mental disorders. ive noticed when i hear these voices my lil kitten starts acting odd, she starts running around my room, and sometimes she'll stare at something and start hissing and stuff(shes not crazy either!)and then she meows and runs over to me...and she does this everytime...sometimes my kitten worries me, she can act out of turn sometimes as far as the intellectual capacity of a baby animal goes. whenever i tell the thing to do something-and i have footage of this-my kitten sometimes reacts like i told her to do it. um...mabye i am crazy, or this stuff is real, i rang up a doc an he said sounds spiritual and real to him...im definately finding a new psyciatrist...but yeah, respond to this ASAP, i havent slept in about 2 days because im a wee bit stressed out with whats going on. my friends wont even come over anymore because they think my house is a stronghold for Satan...