6 months ago I brought a deck of Thoth Tarot. Yes, I've read all those Thoth Deck not for beginners threads and advice, but I couldn't help it, it was one of those I just have to have this deck kind of thing. Again against advice and common sense, I also got the Book of Thoth. I think you can how the rest of it goes. :???:
As a let's get to know each other better, the very first reading I did with the Thoth deck was to ask it, "Who am I?" For some reason, I was in a high after that reading. Thanks to that, plus my own incompetency, I find its answer very confusing. I know it's telling me something but I really don't understand.
6 months later(now) I went back to look at this reading and suddenly it made a whole lot of sense, it also had one big advice, in fact, it was probably the theme of the whole reading. Now, I really can't see why I didn't see. I really wished that I kept it's advice in heart for this past 6 months. The biggest advice it was warning me about is that I'm in for a emotional rollercoaster and mental instability. Considering what happened these 6 months, it's really not funny.
So, as a guage as to see if I missed anything in my understanding, and partly from some paranoia, I was hoping that you kind people :p out there could help me see if there is another BIG message that I'm not seeing.
Many thanks in advance.
25/12/04
Question: What am I? (using the spread in the instructions that came with deck)
6 of cups --10 of cups-- Moon -------------------------The Sun --Princess of cups --7 of cups
Pleasure-- -Satiety ----------------------------------------------------------------------Debauch-------------------------------The Universe The Fool The Aeon
5 of cups-- 9 of cups-- 4 of cups ----------------------Prince of cups --8 of cups --9 of swords
Disappoint- Happiness--Luxury --------------------------------------------Indolence --Cruelty
ment
I've read that Princes and Queens often represent actual people. If so, does the Prince of cups represent someone that might influence my future somehow, or it's a representation of one of the environmental factors.
Looking back at all that happened, I think I should have looked more closely at the Moon. It seems that they(the cards in general) are telling me that I'll be happy, but should be very careful, as they could be temporary, or an illusion, and could lead to much grieve depending on how I view or handle it. Is it?
Also, in the instructions, it seemed to imply that the cards at the most bottom right are external forces, not controlled by querent, that influences future. While in one of the sites recommended in the sticky for the Thoth deck, it said that
Cards 7-11-15: Likely outcome. This is the likely outcome of these events, if things go as they currently are and the appropriate methods or influences are perceived and employed. I'm kind of confused as to which one it is supposed to be.