Original post: durki
(1) I was a treacherous debauch casting an evil eye and craving for innocent girls & ladies.
(2) I was jealous of wisdom & attainments of saints.
(3) I always envied rich & famous.
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Original post: lioncastle
In general, I prefer non-human company to human - and that can mean material and non-material beings.
Some humans are absolutely wonderful, I'm not suggesting otherwise. There just aren't many of them. It's not that I resent or even dislike the rest, life's just too short to waste time in nonsense, headgames, anger, confusion. I'm very happy with my menagerie, they all have their own morality and world view and are quite upfront about it all; I enjoy occasional visits from the more reasonable humans I know, but as long as I had my animals and the Internet, I could really live in a lighthouse..
Pathological? I don't think so, and moreover - I don't really care.
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In general, I prefer non-human company to human - and that can mean material and non-material beings.
Some humans are absolutely wonderful, I'm not suggesting otherwise. There just aren't many of them. It's not that I resent or even dislike the rest, life's just too short to waste time in nonsense, headgames, anger, confusion. I'm very happy with my menagerie, they all have their own morality and world view and are quite upfront about it all; I enjoy occasional visits from the more reasonable humans I know, but as long as I had my animals and the Internet, I could really live in a lighthouse..
Pathological? I don't think so, and moreover - I don't really care.
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On more then one level I hate everything. Also when I say everything I mean
~!EVERYTHING!~
I hate the people on this forum, my family, my comunity, humans, animals, plants, inanimate objects, entities, intelegences, good, evil, truth, ignorence, lies, concepts, lack of anything, excess of anything, balance, the spiritual, the physical, the mental, the one called Jehovah, the one called Satan, my own spirit guide, and myself. Infact when I look at an old picture of myself I always here a small little voice saying something to the effect of "Why arent you more powerful?" or "Why are you so pathetic?".
Im most likely more insain then even my selfconcious over analizing self realize.
I have entirely to much inabition. (Dont know if I spelled that right)
One of the reasons for my login name, The Waiting, is that it is my beleif that at least 70 percent of the population which isnt reckless is spending their lives waiting around for something. Waiting to graduate from a school, waiting to graduate colledge, waiting for the weekend to enjoy yourself, waiting for that speicle someone, waiting for retirement, pretty much waiting to die. Then you die and your waiting for judgment day, waiting for your next reincarnation, waiting for who knows what? I feel that at the present Im forced to wait but I am sick and Fing tired of it. Impatience seems more and more like the greatest of all virtues.
Dispite hating superficial things like race and seeing people who take race as an importence as pathetic and racism as something that must be terminated I have racist thoughts creep into my head every now and again. Pisses me off like all hell.
That evil dude/thing that is somewhere deep in everyones conciousness, that shows up in the media, literiture, and myth, the one who represents evil and hates everything, the one who is going to take over the world and/or destroy it, the one who loves to hate, the guy seems clever and reserved but is just a lunatic underneath, the one who has insain plans few ever know about till its too late. Could be me. I wanted to be that when I was younger and didnt know what it meant real life wise. Now I keep thinking Im going to be that dispite whatever wishes I have. Im probly just nuts with an overactive imagination.
BTW I would imagine confession helps with repentence but I think it can have different uses. I feel a lot of relief getting this out. Reading the thread brought on one of my darker moods and state of mind. Now I feel relaxed.
Also humans are pathetic and stupid and superficial but dont think entities are all that much better. Many seem even worse then us.
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On more then one level I hate everything. Also when I say everything I mean
~!EVERYTHING!~
I hate the people on this forum, my family, my comunity, humans, animals, plants, inanimate objects, entities, intelegences, good, evil, truth, ignorence, lies, concepts, lack of anything, excess of anything, balance, the spiritual, the physical, the mental, the one called Jehovah, the one called Satan, my own spirit guide, and myself. Infact when I look at an old picture of myself I always here a small little voice saying something to the effect of "Why arent you more powerful?" or "Why are you so pathetic?".
Im most likely more insain then even my selfconcious over analizing self realize.
I have entirely to much inabition. (Dont know if I spelled that right)
One of the reasons for my login name, The Waiting, is that it is my beleif that at least 70 percent of the population which isnt reckless is spending their lives waiting around for something. Waiting to graduate from a school, waiting to graduate colledge, waiting for the weekend to enjoy yourself, waiting for that speicle someone, waiting for retirement, pretty much waiting to die. Then you die and your waiting for judgment day, waiting for your next reincarnation, waiting for who knows what? I feel that at the present Im forced to wait but I am sick and Fing tired of it. Impatience seems more and more like the greatest of all virtues.
Dispite hating superficial things like race and seeing people who take race as an importence as pathetic and racism as something that must be terminated I have racist thoughts creep into my head every now and again. Pisses me off like all hell.
That evil dude/thing that is somewhere deep in everyones conciousness, that shows up in the media, literiture, and myth, the one who represents evil and hates everything, the one who is going to take over the world and/or destroy it, the one who loves to hate, the guy seems clever and reserved but is just a lunatic underneath, the one who has insain plans few ever know about till its too late. Could be me. I wanted to be that when I was younger and didnt know what it meant real life wise. Now I keep thinking Im going to be that dispite whatever wishes I have. Im probly just nuts with an overactive imagination.
BTW I would imagine confession helps with repentence but I think it can have different uses. I feel a lot of relief getting this out. Reading the thread brought on one of my darker moods and state of mind. Now I feel relaxed.
Also humans are pathetic and stupid and superficial but dont think entities are all that much better. Many seem even worse then us.
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Original post: Solerus Silver
i think i will confess the following;
i got so annoyed of my tutor today, i masterbated before the lesson and rubbed cum ont he pens and tools, and then when it got dry i scrubbed it off, but then there was still the smell,
and after he came he held the pen and right before he started writing he made this face and he looked confused, i told him in telepathy that this is my cum, his face changed as though he was going to cry, and wrote by his own pencile afer that but i took it from him in a firendly manner and held it long with my fingers then gave it back to him, i think he will not come again, i hope so.
i think i will confess the following;
i got so annoyed of my tutor today, i masterbated before the lesson and rubbed cum ont he pens and tools, and then when it got dry i scrubbed it off, but then there was still the smell,
and after he came he held the pen and right before he started writing he made this face and he looked confused, i told him in telepathy that this is my cum, his face changed as though he was going to cry, and wrote by his own pencile afer that but i took it from him in a firendly manner and held it long with my fingers then gave it back to him, i think he will not come again, i hope so.
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Original post: koolbear05
[QUOTE=Solerus Silver;299272]i think i will confess the following;
i got so annoyed of my tutor today, i masterbated before the lesson and rubbed cum ont he pens and tools, and then when it got dry i scrubbed it off, but then there was still the smell,
and after he came he held the pen and right before he started writing he made this face and he looked confused, i told him in telepathy that this is my cum, his face changed as though he was going to cry, and wrote by his own pencile afer that but i took it from him in a firendly manner and held it long with my fingers then gave it back to him, i think he will not come again, i hope so.[/QUOTE]
LOL. . . thats a good one. How did you tell him in telepathy?
[QUOTE=Solerus Silver;299272]i think i will confess the following;
i got so annoyed of my tutor today, i masterbated before the lesson and rubbed cum ont he pens and tools, and then when it got dry i scrubbed it off, but then there was still the smell,
and after he came he held the pen and right before he started writing he made this face and he looked confused, i told him in telepathy that this is my cum, his face changed as though he was going to cry, and wrote by his own pencile afer that but i took it from him in a firendly manner and held it long with my fingers then gave it back to him, i think he will not come again, i hope so.[/QUOTE]
LOL. . . thats a good one. How did you tell him in telepathy?
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Original post: Solerus Silver
projected the thought to him, but certainly this is too horrible for you?
projected the thought to him, but certainly this is too horrible for you?
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Original post: koolbear05
[QUOTE=Solerus Silver;299305]projected the thought to him, but certainly this is too horrible for you?[/QUOTE]
I will try that. No it wasnt horrible, it turned me on.
[QUOTE=Solerus Silver;299305]projected the thought to him, but certainly this is too horrible for you?[/QUOTE]
I will try that. No it wasnt horrible, it turned me on.
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Original post: MasqueOfTheWhiteDeath
I've had thoughts of killing my mother.
I've had thoughts of killing random people.
I curse way too often (not in the magickal sense).
I've considered other men "hot" at one point or another.
I've had numerous dreams of sexing my mother. (blech...)
If I knew I wouldn't get caught, I'd probably steal. A lot.
I hate most Christians.
I hate a lot of atheists.
Those really outspoken Wiccans who always think they're right piss me off. (I still try and get along, though)
I hate humankind a lot of times.
I've considered becoming an atheist on several occasions.
I think that about covers it for now.
God/Goddess bless,
MasqueOfTheWhiteDeath
I've had thoughts of killing my mother.
I've had thoughts of killing random people.
I curse way too often (not in the magickal sense).
I've considered other men "hot" at one point or another.
I've had numerous dreams of sexing my mother. (blech...)
If I knew I wouldn't get caught, I'd probably steal. A lot.
I hate most Christians.
I hate a lot of atheists.
Those really outspoken Wiccans who always think they're right piss me off. (I still try and get along, though)
I hate humankind a lot of times.
I've considered becoming an atheist on several occasions.
I think that about covers it for now.
God/Goddess bless,
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Original post: Emperor Time
I confess that I am addicted to the internet.
I confess that I am addicted to the internet.
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Original post: Solerus Silver
weird may be you have a Pencile fetish.I will try that. No it wasnt horrible, it turned me on.
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Original post: Apsinthion
Once, during a mushroom trip of 3.5 grams, Isis spoke to me telepathically and told me that she was, indeed, the egyptian goddess incarnate here in the form of a dog, of the same name, and that the reason she enjoyed playing catch so much was because it reminded her of fetching the dismembered pieces of Osiris, which she told me, I was. We fell in love that night, and later, that love was consumated. Normally I'm not down with beastiality, but really, if there was ever Isis incarnate in a dog, she was it!
Either that, or the dog was lying.
(EDIT: confession number 333!!! it really MUST have been true love!!!)
Once, during a mushroom trip of 3.5 grams, Isis spoke to me telepathically and told me that she was, indeed, the egyptian goddess incarnate here in the form of a dog, of the same name, and that the reason she enjoyed playing catch so much was because it reminded her of fetching the dismembered pieces of Osiris, which she told me, I was. We fell in love that night, and later, that love was consumated. Normally I'm not down with beastiality, but really, if there was ever Isis incarnate in a dog, she was it!
Either that, or the dog was lying.
(EDIT: confession number 333!!! it really MUST have been true love!!!)
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Original post: durki
(1) I have often dreamt of enjoying breeze of Nile river and ambience of pyramids.
(2) Flora & fauna of Palestine-Israel & South America and the people living there have often fascinated me.
(3) I have often thought of making my second home on planet Mars.
(1) I have often dreamt of enjoying breeze of Nile river and ambience of pyramids.
(2) Flora & fauna of Palestine-Israel & South America and the people living there have often fascinated me.
(3) I have often thought of making my second home on planet Mars.
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Original post: OzymandiasKyziassfuck
nice 1, u asshatic fuckfacial bitch-licker
nice 1, u asshatic fuckfacial bitch-licker
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Original post: Kazahel
I would like to confess that I never lie. Like I rarely lie at all, let alone tell out right lies. It's just I was accused the other night while online in a game that I was the one who goes around telling lies on the internet. lol. Which just spun me out and made me wonder what people think I actually lie about. ? Maybe they get confused between dreams and lies.. I dunno... but anyway, I just wanted to confess that I pretty much never lie. I dont think its wise and its generally not needed.
I would like to confess that I never lie. Like I rarely lie at all, let alone tell out right lies. It's just I was accused the other night while online in a game that I was the one who goes around telling lies on the internet. lol. Which just spun me out and made me wonder what people think I actually lie about. ? Maybe they get confused between dreams and lies.. I dunno... but anyway, I just wanted to confess that I pretty much never lie. I dont think its wise and its generally not needed.
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Original post: origamimoon
I confess to living with a host of imaginary people whom I deliberately created to comfort, console, and interact with me.
I confess to living with a host of imaginary people whom I deliberately created to comfort, console, and interact with me.
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Original post: durki
I have often thought of owning my own web-sites with chat-rooms attached to them. This way I would enjoy chatting with my near & dear ones. Also I would then appoint moderators of my choice and PM or otherwise chastize those opposed to me.
I have often thought of owning my own web-sites with chat-rooms attached to them. This way I would enjoy chatting with my near & dear ones. Also I would then appoint moderators of my choice and PM or otherwise chastize those opposed to me.
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Original post: Emperor Time
I confess that sounds like a great plan durki.
I confess that sounds like a great plan durki.
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Original post: Luke Saint
I confess that:
- I have become a person who is more turned on by music and booze than women.
- I continue to use substances even though I know they are detrimental to my wellbeing.
- I've never actually had any real relationships with women.
- I am a lot weaker than I let on sometimes.
- Lastly, and most importantly, I still HATE Limp Bizkit!!
I confess that:
- I have become a person who is more turned on by music and booze than women.
- I continue to use substances even though I know they are detrimental to my wellbeing.
- I've never actually had any real relationships with women.
- I am a lot weaker than I let on sometimes.
- Lastly, and most importantly, I still HATE Limp Bizkit!!
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Original post: durki
I am a pseudo & hypocrite and a boastful bastard at that. Earlier, my level was negative but now I am zero.
I am a pseudo & hypocrite and a boastful bastard at that. Earlier, my level was negative but now I am zero.
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Original post: Luke Saint
[QUOTE=durki;301632]I am a pseudo & hypocrite and a boastful bastard at that. Earlier, my level was negative but now I am zero.[/QUOTE]
that sucks....
[QUOTE=durki;301632]I am a pseudo & hypocrite and a boastful bastard at that. Earlier, my level was negative but now I am zero.[/QUOTE]
that sucks....
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Original post: Maria
I hate myself, and think that I don't deserve to live. And yet I am masochistic enough to not be suicidal and continue to put myself through life as if it were a meat grinder and that one day I will stop waiting to be.
I hate myself, and think that I don't deserve to live. And yet I am masochistic enough to not be suicidal and continue to put myself through life as if it were a meat grinder and that one day I will stop waiting to be.
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Original post: hitman777
I confess that I have a ridiculously overactive sex drive. I've learned to deal with it over the years, but wow.
I confess that I have a ridiculously overactive sex drive. I've learned to deal with it over the years, but wow.
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Original post: Luke Saint
I am a humble braggart... don't ask, I am.
I am a humble braggart... don't ask, I am.
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Original post: Blackbird
this is the first time i've ever mentioned this. please, mock me for it. i'm serious.
when i was 12, i had a birthday party. we watched porn in my basement and all jerked off while watching it...using my advice. i was fucked with for three years because of that. ...then i went crazy and sort've...lost control.
this is the first time i've ever mentioned this. please, mock me for it. i'm serious.
when i was 12, i had a birthday party. we watched porn in my basement and all jerked off while watching it...using my advice. i was fucked with for three years because of that. ...then i went crazy and sort've...lost control.
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Original post: hitman777
That's...
pretty gross. Sorry, I couldn't think of a nice way to say it.
Gross.
Blackbird;301912 wrote:this is the first time i've ever mentioned this. please, mock me for it. i'm serious.
when i was 12, i had a birthday party. we watched porn in my basement and all jerked off while watching it...using my advice. i was fucked with for three years because of that. ...then i went crazy and sort've...lost control.
That's...
pretty gross. Sorry, I couldn't think of a nice way to say it.
Gross.