Confessions

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Original post: hitman777

Edited due to the fact that it would detract from my nice, amiable image.

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Original post: Blackbird

[QUOTE=Blackbird;310712]preached atheism to my family...they stopped going to church a month or so later

preached atheism to all my christian friends...argued it to a priest...argued it to an orthodox archbishop[/QUOTE]
thought i'd add that i was 15 at the time.

about 2 seconds ago i prayed and apologized for that (desperation attempt), went outside to smoke a cigarette, my usual voice that i recently noticed possessed me to be kinder said something about me not having smoked in a month (i've been looking for a job lately and couldn't find one)...went inside, my mom said she found me a job (at a christian homeless shelter)...sat down on the couch...my sister turned on the tv and it was the sister act song "my god."

the shit in my head has stopped for about 5 minutes...but i'm used to breaks every once and a while anymore.

fucked up or just a coincadence?

...could be anything causing it...hell...i bet there's people out there with that kind of power--but still...pretty fucked up by my pretty high (from what i've heard from others) synchronicity standards.

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Original post: durki

Now I have started making preparations for my death. These include :-
(1) fulfilling remnant of physical desires
(2) completing all obligatios & duties
(3) learning all that the earth can teach.

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Original post: Solerus Silver

No it not like that at all it where I try to go on a website that I search for like Pokemon for instance and the link takes me to pokemon porn instead.

Pokemon porn? dude how old are you? you are still a virgin?

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Original post: Luke Saint

I am not a magician.
I have only done the LBRP everyday for 4 months of my life.
I do not try.
I am among the dead.
I confess that I am leaving until I have the guts to carry back.
I confess that I shall miss the "Art" section of these forums...
I confess that I will miss some of the people here...
I confess that I am leaving until I know.
When I am made a whole man I will return.

Om mani padme hum!

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Original post: Luke Saint

[QUOTE=durki;311407]No body is homophobic here. Every body is tolerant, broad-minded, catholic and understanding. We fully accept members as they are and do not condemn.[/QUOTE]

Catholic means "universal".

PS
I just had to say it! Goodbye!

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Original post: Anathema_Oracle

I confess that earth revolves around the sun and that meerkats are paranoid little beasts.

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Original post: greenwitch

I confess i love the dark side since my eyes where open to it

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Original post: Aodh

I confess that last night I kissed the boyfriend of one of my close friends, repeatedly, tried to get in bed with them both, and then slept with his roommate-- all because I'm incomplete and won't admit it.

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Original post: Lucian

I am not a magician.
I have only done the LBRP everyday for 4 months of my life.
I do not try.
I am among the dead.
I confess that I am leaving until I have the guts to carry back.
I confess that I shall miss the "Art" section of these forums...
I confess that I will miss some of the people here...
I confess that I am leaving until I know.
When I am made a whole man I will return.

Om mani padme hum!

I confess I find this to be an honorable reason for leaving here. If only other people could be so honest. See you when you get back. Good luck.

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Original post: Kazahel

I confess I'm a lucid dreamer.
I confess I'm interested in magick.
I confess I'm interested in the mixing of both.
I confess I hang around because of my interests.
I confess I seem to habitually shapeshift in certain dreams.
I confess my last shift was into a chameleon(chame-lion).. again.
I confess I've never lied about any of the dreams I've have.
I confess I sometimes would like a little insight into these dreams.
But I confess I never expect it.
I confess I think a lot of people assume I lie about my experiences.
But I confess I think of those types as just being jealous of them.
I confess I am Holy.
I confess I think you are Holy.
And I confess that Holiness cannot be threatened.

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Original post: SophiandtheApple

Kazahel, great post. Genuinely genuine.

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Original post: Kazahel

Thankyou. It was a spur of the moment confession.

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Original post: durki

I confess I am shedding my evil quite fast. Hope to become Buddha-like shortly.

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Original post: Luke Saint

Thank you father for I have sinned!!

I confess that I will still lurk this site, though I will in no wise inject my understanding into any gaps or schisms that may be before me. Most won't care, a few shall be slighted, one will be requested. In the scope of things I think I am doing well.

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Original post: HoneyBeard

I confess I hate the space bar too. lol

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Original post: Aodh

I confess that last night I kissed the boyfriend of one of my close friends, repeatedly, tried to get in bed with them both, and then slept with his roommate-- all because I'm incomplete and won't admit it.

I confess I am both glad and horrified that out of all that, the only reason my friend is angry with me is because I told the same story a few times that night which annoyed people.

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Original post: extinctionspasm

I confess that the discomfort i feel with the serpentine quality of the word confess will lead me to only use the word twice in this confession.

I am troubled by quantum physics. I am especially concerned with the implications this has for the number 5. Whoever designed the shape for that number was a fucking genius. Curved looking back, but impeded by corners looking forward!!!

I am concerned at my tendency to "create" too easily, based on the "implications" of other people (often these being from other times); the specific characteristics of the subjects of my "belief".

I am a hippocrate.

I can be and sometimes am manipulative.

My self deception is so complete, almost to the point of rendering myself immovable.

I just hope 5 is on my side!!!!!

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Original post: Blyr

I'm incredibly selfish, and manipulative.

I can easily control anyone I meet, and I make them do random tasks, to "test the limits of my power" - which so far, has fallen short of murder, and major theft.

I'm alot smarter than I let on, because I'm lazy.

I'm a very dark person, and I think of death as the solution to most every day problems - don't like a co-worker, kill them; (although I haven't ever killed anyone yet..I'm not sure I'd get away with it.)

I often change my personality around people, so that I can keep a certain image of myself in their minds..

I'm extremely hipocritical, because I can never see a definite "truth" about myself - only what is true at the time I make a statement; (except these of course, which have already happened, and are my true beliefs, that never change, otherwise confessing about them would seem pointless..)

I used to believe I was someone of great importance to this world, until reality smacked me in the face..

I used to threaten people with power I (obv.) didn't have, anddd.. I'm very immature.

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Original post: Anathema_Oracle

You got a lot of dichotomous thoughts about yourself. On the one hand you say you're manipulative and a master of that art, but on the other hand you feel unimportant and a little impotent (in the sense of power not virility.)

Do you get really angry a lot?

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Original post: Lord Liber

[QUOTE=extinctionspasm;315174]
I just hope 5 is on my side!!!!![/QUOTE]

Sorry to break it to you Extinctionspasm, but 5 is not on your side.

It is completely evil.

All numbers are evil (cf. Voudoun Gnostic Workbook, M. Bertiaux, Choronzon Club Lesson number 2, "Numbers of Evil", p. 612 ).

There is no hope, there are only the numbers of evil. Radical evil.

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Original post: Blyr

[QUOTE=Anathema_Oracle;315859]You got a lot of dichotomous thoughts about yourself. On the one hand you say you're manipulative and a master of that art, but on the other hand you feel unimportant and a little impotent (in the sense of power not virility.)

Do you get really angry a lot?[/QUOTE]

Actually, I don't; I have a short fuse at times, but usually I'm very patient, and calm. When I was younger, I'd explode at the smallest things - dropping a pen, something like that, but I've learned to control my anger over the years.

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Original post: durki

(1) 5 is not an evil number. It is neutral.
(2) Numbers 1 & 3 are good.
(3) Numbers 6 & 9 are medium.
(4) Numbers 2 & 7 are okay.
(5) Be careful with numbers 4 & 8.

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Original post: Anathema_Oracle

(1) 5 is not an evil number. It is neutral.
(2) Numbers 1 & 3 are good.
(3) Numbers 6 & 9 are medium.
(4) Numbers 2 & 7 are okay.
(5) Be careful with numbers 4 & 8.

Is that a confession or advice about winning Bingo?

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Original post: Anathema_Oracle

I confess I used to steal pens and pencils from classmates at school. At the start of every year I'd have a new pencil case full of erasers, rulers, pens, pencils etc, but the second term I'd have lost them all so had to supplement my stationery with other peoples.