I once did a break and enter. When I was about 17 a younger friend of mine and I wanted to get some money up for some speed. So I drove to a quiet house and we broke in through the window and left with a big tv and video. We got busted trying to swap it for drugs later though, but it was my first offense and I was young so I got let off with a slap on the wrists. Oh.. I dont actually have a criminal record at all either.. so I confess I'm not a criminal.
I have again taken to drinking wine. No wonder, all my important organs remain taut & distended. I pine for a lady in bed during night. Even if lady be black & ugly, it doesn't matter.
From analysing the contents of this topic it seems that people feel most guilty about their sexuality or lack thereof. Abuse of life forms is a poor second. Durkey likes to brag about its aberrant sexuality--which is not that unusual, especially if it were to name itself "Joe" or "Ralph" instead. If a guy named "Ralph" said "I raped my five-year-old niece" then this thread would likely have been closed down long ago.
Truth be told my sexual proclivities never really bothered me so much. As for my abuse of lifeforms well that's more for everyone else's benefit than mine. I don't regret doing the things I did I enjoyed it to a degree but some people find that interacting with a killer is a bit unnerving so it's best to broach the topic early.
Father, forgive me for I have sinned. I confess that I am right handed. This is a confession because I feel I have failed the left... Your mercy upon me. Forever more may my days shine like the wings of crows. Blessed be. Hallelujah.
I am so very alone It's not funny, the other night i cried till my nose bled.
I created a maternal thought form out of loneliness
I would be at some degree of initiation or something by now if i didn'tintentionally destroy my progress.
I have the *strangest* sexual fantasies.
I once (maybe more?) lied on this forum, saying i was more experianced than i was.
I used to be a kleptomaniac and pathological liar
Jesus saved me, I did something that made him leave (gave myself to some biblical demon in my mind.) and spent several months begging him to come back,
"I'll do anything, believe anything!!! please!!!" to this day cannot understand why such a supposedly benevolent entity would do that.
Intuitively knew alex jones would destroy my mind, did it anyway.
Attempted to psy vamp bush through a photo, felt miserable and drained all day. (go for some random neocon(got my eye on you kristol))
I used to be very gullible, name something and depending on which apologetics site i get to first i was a diehard believer in that side.
I organized my life around destroying the illuminati, and will never waver from that goal.
I always get into something by failing big, for instance, to learn about computers i installed linux, fucked up the machine beyond all repair and proceded to learn from that.
On another forum demanded to be banned, then came crawling back under another alias with many personality changes made quite a commotion, somewhere somehow that thought form is confusing someone by being very far left while claiming to be a conservative and despising liberals.
Have always had a desire to be a cat or catperson. realized it came out of a rejection of my body.
Survived through 2 years of the most intense hell imaginable, my mother an only parent ( i had noone else to turn to) did everything possible to destroy my personality, from constantly calling me a fat lazy slob who will never get anywhere to ensuring i had nothing but clothes no ipod no tv no books etc. I attempted suicide every hour on the hour, between classes at high school. and at home.
[QUOTE=Scarlett_156;322872]From analysing the contents of this topic it seems that people feel most guilty about their sexuality or lack thereof. Abuse of life forms is a poor second. Durkey likes to brag about its aberrant sexuality--which is not that unusual, especially if it were to name itself "Joe" or "Ralph" instead. If a guy named "Ralph" said "I raped my five-year-old niece" then this thread would likely have been closed down long ago.[/QUOTE]
Scarlet_156 seems to be taking too harsh a view.
By the way, I am getting sexual thoughts & feelings for Scarlet_156 at this moment.
Tormented by plethora of physical & emotional ailments, I am taking shelter under blanketing powers of alcohol.
Of course, indiscriminate eating & drinking is causing toxins to get accumulated in my system. And these toxins are the very things which prevent a man seeing God face to face. Toxins are devil/satan of Abrahamic religions and maya of hindus.
I have started breathing exercises to purge myself of toxins.
I hope to become a saint after removal of all toxins.
