Original post: Luke Saint
I confess that I am the biggest jerk to ever walk the face of this planet. Someone needed me and I let her down. And I'm not even a gentleman enough to apologize...
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Original post: lioncastle
Luke...we are none of us perfect. Whatever you did that you'd do differently now - forgive yourself, and move on. I'm a loving and kind person and I f### up all the time. Be kind to you, too,
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Luke...we are none of us perfect. Whatever you did that you'd do differently now - forgive yourself, and move on. I'm a loving and kind person and I f### up all the time. Be kind to you, too,
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Original post: hitman777
I confess that I use my practice as a way to put off exercising as often as I want.
I confess that I am probably working on alcoholism.
I confess that I think this is funny.
I confess that I use my practice as a way to put off exercising as often as I want.
I confess that I am probably working on alcoholism.
I confess that I think this is funny.
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Original post: lioncastle
I confess I egg on the hitman to drink. Thats not funny...is it??
I confess I egg on the hitman to drink. Thats not funny...is it??
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Original post: Emperor Time
I confess that I think a sex doll is sick.
I confess that I think a sex doll is sick.
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Original post: hitman777
C'mon, it's extremely funny!:D
I love to drink anyway.
I confess that at one time I would tell people that I was married, and would introduce them to a case of beer or bottle of whiskey, the alcohol being my wife. I don't do that now, though, and honestly, I've cut down on my drinking a lot since my more maniacal days!
I confess that I have no alcohol in the house now and I want a drink.
lioncastle;326538 wrote:I confess I egg on the hitman to drink. Thats not funny...is it??
C'mon, it's extremely funny!:D
I love to drink anyway.
I confess that at one time I would tell people that I was married, and would introduce them to a case of beer or bottle of whiskey, the alcohol being my wife. I don't do that now, though, and honestly, I've cut down on my drinking a lot since my more maniacal days!
I confess that I have no alcohol in the house now and I want a drink.
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Original post: Emperor Time
That is funny to say that you case of beer or bottle of whiskey is your wife. :p
That is funny to say that you case of beer or bottle of whiskey is your wife. :p
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Original post: Myakka
Okay, I can't read any more confessions and I am just on page 3. But I am ready to try making some.
When I was 13 my life was such a hell that I really had a strong desire to kill myself. And survived by going even more negative and believing that I was here to suffer.
I have obsessive-compulsive thoughts to hurt myself or my loved ones. (But I have never acted on them, except in video games which sometimes allow me to vent them...)
Shortly before my sister died I wished her dead and spent years afterwards believing I had killed her. (I was 5 when she died. I have been told it is normal for children that age to believe the world centers about them.)
I routinely blank out for periods of a few seconds. This even happens while I am driving.
I don't know how to relate to anyone -- probably because I don't know how to trust other people. I don't really trust myself either.
I feel alot of hopelessness in my life.
When I was around 7 years old, I once stole a pack of seeds from Woolworths another time I stole a hair tie that I then threw out because afterwards I was sure my parents would know what I had done and would be angry with me.
I once threw a baseball at my cat for no good reason -- it was just an impulse and I followed it. (He got me back later -- he came out of the bush like a tiger of the Serengetti and attached himself to my leg...)
In 8th grade I once cheated on a test because I was in the front row and the teacher had the answers on his desk and I could read them even though they were upside-down.
In my senior physics lab in college, my partner and I couldn't get our experiment to work out and so we faked the results.
I have often wanted to violently destroy my mother.
As an adult I have gone through bouts of nightmares where my mother was the monster coming to get me.
(This wasn't working at first, but it is now.)
I had a major league hard time adjusting to my marriage. I had so many fears and phobias surrounding it and lived in denial of them until it happened and then had to spend years working through them.
My mother sexually abused me as an infant.
I hate everything on TV nowadays. Sometimes I want to kick it out of the house. Nearly everywhere it has gotten too violent for me -- especially the commercials are like that for me.
When I was about 7, I was deeply frightened by the movie Willy Wonka (the cute one from the early 70's). I suppose a movie becomes more frightening when one assumes that what happens to all the kids who get hurt and go away is that they die. (That was my experience of my sister. After her skull was fractured I never saw her again because she was dead.)
Maybe this is all for now...
Okay, I can't read any more confessions and I am just on page 3. But I am ready to try making some.
When I was 13 my life was such a hell that I really had a strong desire to kill myself. And survived by going even more negative and believing that I was here to suffer.
I have obsessive-compulsive thoughts to hurt myself or my loved ones. (But I have never acted on them, except in video games which sometimes allow me to vent them...)
Shortly before my sister died I wished her dead and spent years afterwards believing I had killed her. (I was 5 when she died. I have been told it is normal for children that age to believe the world centers about them.)
I routinely blank out for periods of a few seconds. This even happens while I am driving.
I don't know how to relate to anyone -- probably because I don't know how to trust other people. I don't really trust myself either.
I feel alot of hopelessness in my life.
When I was around 7 years old, I once stole a pack of seeds from Woolworths another time I stole a hair tie that I then threw out because afterwards I was sure my parents would know what I had done and would be angry with me.
I once threw a baseball at my cat for no good reason -- it was just an impulse and I followed it. (He got me back later -- he came out of the bush like a tiger of the Serengetti and attached himself to my leg...)
In 8th grade I once cheated on a test because I was in the front row and the teacher had the answers on his desk and I could read them even though they were upside-down.
In my senior physics lab in college, my partner and I couldn't get our experiment to work out and so we faked the results.
I have often wanted to violently destroy my mother.
As an adult I have gone through bouts of nightmares where my mother was the monster coming to get me.
(This wasn't working at first, but it is now.)
I had a major league hard time adjusting to my marriage. I had so many fears and phobias surrounding it and lived in denial of them until it happened and then had to spend years working through them.
My mother sexually abused me as an infant.
I hate everything on TV nowadays. Sometimes I want to kick it out of the house. Nearly everywhere it has gotten too violent for me -- especially the commercials are like that for me.
When I was about 7, I was deeply frightened by the movie Willy Wonka (the cute one from the early 70's). I suppose a movie becomes more frightening when one assumes that what happens to all the kids who get hurt and go away is that they die. (That was my experience of my sister. After her skull was fractured I never saw her again because she was dead.)
Maybe this is all for now...
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Original post: AstralMagickCraft
[QUOTE=me]I get into things by failing big [/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Scarlett_156]Dude, starting off with "777" is like reading the Oxford unabridged dictionary when you're trying to learn English. [/QUOTE]
Time to "fail big" at kabbalah.
[QUOTE=me]I get into things by failing big [/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Scarlett_156]Dude, starting off with "777" is like reading the Oxford unabridged dictionary when you're trying to learn English. [/QUOTE]
Time to "fail big" at kabbalah.
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Original post: Emperor Time
[QUOTE=AstralMagickCraft;326997]Time to "fail big" at kabbalah.[/QUOTE]
What kabbalah?
[QUOTE=AstralMagickCraft;326997]Time to "fail big" at kabbalah.[/QUOTE]
What kabbalah?
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Original post: AstralMagickCraft
I confess to spending too much time in politics and not enough in magick.
I confess to spending too much time in politics and not enough in magick.
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Original post: Emperor Time
I confess that I know more about history than I know about magick.
I confess that I know more about history than I know about magick.
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Original post: Luke Saint
[QUOTE=Emperor Time;327856]I confess that I know more about history than I know about magick.[/QUOTE]
Jovial words Emperor Time!! Glad to hear it.
[QUOTE=Emperor Time;327856]I confess that I know more about history than I know about magick.[/QUOTE]
Jovial words Emperor Time!! Glad to hear it.
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Original post: Emperor Time
Thanks for the compliment Luke Saint.
Thanks for the compliment Luke Saint.
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Original post: AstralMagickCraft
I'm addicted to webforums of all kinds, i recently couldn't get on the internet, so i called someone and walked them through logging in, reading me my messages and responding to them, turns out she censored out the parts that would have changed my responses.
I have a slight messiah complex, aspergers and am very very lonely. All the time.
Now that my cousins gone, im going to go insane, bwehahahahhaHAHAHAHAHA the shadows on the wall will be my friends.
I'm addicted to webforums of all kinds, i recently couldn't get on the internet, so i called someone and walked them through logging in, reading me my messages and responding to them, turns out she censored out the parts that would have changed my responses.
I have a slight messiah complex, aspergers and am very very lonely. All the time.
Now that my cousins gone, im going to go insane, bwehahahahhaHAHAHAHAHA the shadows on the wall will be my friends.
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Original post: Emperor Time
I also confess that I am great in science too.
I also confess that I am great in science too.
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Original post: Kazahel
I confess I havent smoked weed now for over 2 weeks! Which is really good for me hey(almost a record.. well almost). But I've drunk a lot of Bundaberg Rum instead. I have such an addictive personality. I've also been dropping valium alittle. But you know what they say.. a change is as good as a holiday.
I confess I havent smoked weed now for over 2 weeks! Which is really good for me hey(almost a record.. well almost). But I've drunk a lot of Bundaberg Rum instead. I have such an addictive personality. I've also been dropping valium alittle. But you know what they say.. a change is as good as a holiday.
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Original post: Emperor Time
I confess to being good in Psychology too.
I confess to being good in Psychology too.
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Original post: AstralMagickCraft
I've noticed that recently I'm much more arrogant and angry. I dont know why I am, but I like it.
I've noticed that recently I'm much more arrogant and angry. I dont know why I am, but I like it.
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Original post: Rend Sever
I confess that one big association for my growing my hair out is the bible, specifically the story of Samson.
That's so un-metal. :|
I confess that one big association for my growing my hair out is the bible, specifically the story of Samson.
That's so un-metal. :|
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Original post: Emperor Time
I confess to not finishing reading the Bible yet.
I confess to not finishing reading the Bible yet.
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Original post: Luke Saint
[QUOTE=Emperor Time;328629]I confess to being good in Psychology too.[/QUOTE]
What types of formal psychology are you really most devoted to Emperor Time? There are many interesting fields painted by the anaphora of psychologist's gibberings in their books, what part do you like best about them E. Time?
Conscious, conscious, conscious.
Ego, ego, ego.
Archetype, Arketype.
[QUOTE=Emperor Time;328629]I confess to being good in Psychology too.
[/QUOTE]What types of formal psychology are you really most devoted to Emperor Time? There are many interesting fields painted by the anaphora of psychologist's gibberings in their books, what part do you like best about them E. Time?
Conscious, conscious, conscious.
Ego, ego, ego.
Archetype, Arketype.
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Original post: AstralMagickCraft
Read deuteronomy.I confess to not finishing reading the Bible yet.
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Original post: Emperor Time
[QUOTE=Luke Saint;328913]What types of formal psychology are you really most devoted to Emperor Time? There are many interesting fields painted by the anaphora of psychologist's gibberings in their books, what part do you like best about them E. Time?
Conscious, conscious, conscious.
Ego, ego, ego.
Archetype, Arketype.[/QUOTE]
Well I am not sure since that advanced psychology and I haven't study it yet since I have only done basic and life psychology and aced both in college.
[QUOTE=Luke Saint;328913]What types of formal psychology are you really most devoted to Emperor Time? There are many interesting fields painted by the anaphora of psychologist's gibberings in their books, what part do you like best about them E. Time?
Conscious, conscious, conscious.
Ego, ego, ego.
Archetype, Arketype.[/QUOTE]
Well I am not sure since that advanced psychology and I haven't study it yet since I have only done basic and life psychology and aced both in college.
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Original post: Emperor Time
[QUOTE=AstralMagickCraft;328920]Read deuteronomy.[/QUOTE]
I already have and am up to Psalms right now.
[QUOTE=AstralMagickCraft;328920]Read deuteronomy.[/QUOTE]
I already have and am up to Psalms right now.