just playing around with psychics?

[Elev3n]

Hello,
this is my first Thread here x) and sorry for my english.

I make it short:
I just want a evidence if magic or something like that exists, or not, so, I do it "learning by doing".
Even, if it's not the "final proof"...
First I test psychics, because it seems simple do to, if it's possible.
I searched for methods and technics in the web, but only find crap.
I had to learn it by myself. I did not know how to get a proof if it doesn't work, I just had wanted to do it, in the hope something happen.
The only thing I do is stare at a subject in front of me(like a pencil or something like that) and want it to move over the table or fly up.
I imaging how I took and move it.
So, exactly I do nothing xD

A few days ago, I was try it with a pencil during skyping with a friend, I just do it a few minutes, when he was going afk.
So this time I close my eyes and imagine the pencil and how I took it,suddenly the darkness of my eyelids lightened up a little and I had a upset feeling, then I hear a hum, maybe it camed from my headset, but I was scared of it, my friend came back to his PC, I wanted to say just "wb" and it was like a electric shock inside of me and I open my eyes.
My PC crashed,as I call my friend again in Skype, he tell me his router has restarted... and that incident was just too strange oO
Sorry I can't describe it that good.

Do I just interprate too much in this incident, or was it really something paranormal.(maybe had a electric shock from my headset or something?xD~)
I wish it was xD but I wanna hear also realistic explanations.

PS: Pls be nice :x

[Venefica]

Welcome to the forum. Strange experiences with electronics is common in magick. I know of many who have experiences similar to yours. It even have a name, slider phenomena, the people able to do it are referred to as sliders. I would take your experience as a good sign. Also when it comes to telekinesis, it is not the most easy thing to learn so it may take some time. Good luck and remember to be patient.

[VenusSatanas]

You have high expectations, and by doing that, youll set yourself up for failure each and every time.
Not everyone who works with psychic abilities makes pens fly off tables. Sheesh.
You should try practicing simple, basic psychic tests, and learn some form of divination, and stop hoping to see a 'sign'. The more you hope for proof, the less you'll be able to concentrate on what's actually going on around you. And the majority of psychic ability comes from the ability to communicate with the subconscious. Its not at all like what you see on TV and in films.

[ArcaneSpells]

If you want to gain results as fast as possible, I would look for chaos magic. It's more practical than others and you can start practicing immediatly instead of reading whole books just to find out you still can't do anything.