akimbomoss in trouble

[akimbomoss]

I mean first time i saw your comments akimbomoss, i thought they were funny, when i realized it was not a troll but a dellusional situation i despised you (that's what i usually do in this situations, i know its not good), and after a while i felt pitty for you,

Emotions are good! I admit I hallucinate certain things. Trying to figure out what's real and what isn't is a big problem.

[Nahemah]

@hobotubbie,Martin[akimbomoss] is on meds and has ongoing treatment for his condition,as far as I 'm aware.He has mental health issues,yes,but he is still a welcome and valued member here and that is what we are saying to him in this thread.No one wants to see harm befall him in any way. [thumbup]

When he posts the 'strange stuff' its because this is how his mind is cycling at that time,he is describing 'from the inside'.Aphasia is common in folks like akimbomoss and while it can be hard to understand,I can often get where he is at and communicate with him reasonably successfully.I observe and watch over him as much as I can.However,this is in no way intended as 'encouragement' in anything dangerous for him and is not a substitute for proper medical attention.

This does not invalidate Martin's mystical journeying or his gnosis in any way,I think if we confined Occultism/Magickal studies to the perfect in mind and body only,there would be very few of us left in the field.

It's good to know you are concerned too [cool] ,but illness like akimbomoss's do not have a cure yet,there is symptomatic relief and most sufferers have good quality of life most of the time,but episodes can recur,no matter how well the treatments are working.Just saying.

I do not speak for Martin,so I don't want to say much more,it's his decision if he wants to talk further about this from here either in pm with you or on topic ,I might've said too much already. But I just want to let you know that we do not lead anyone astray here and I talk with him privately too,from time to time.We do not leave our members to suffer unduly,if we can help or advise in any way possible and I like Martin,he's a lovely guy.



I hope you understand this and do not judge us here harshly.I grew up with a sister like Martin so I have experience of how distressing this can be for him at times.I can empathise.

[Nahemah]

Oops ,cross posted and I think I also lost part of the post .Fixing now.

[hobotubbie]

Honestly , and i don't know if he will be upset for you talking too much, but for me i thank you for the response so now its more clear to me.

Without wanting to go into much detail i've changed my conception of how people see him around here based on what you said.

Anyways like i said, i believe he is a good person and is well intentioned and so i hope everything goes well with his life.

I guess i'll start reading his posts with another eyes from now on.

[dRider]

did ya'll know that most people in ages past who showed talent as a shaman but hadn't yet been trained to control one's self also exhibited the same things Martin's doing now?

Hey, Bomoss, therapy can be very good if you realize it's all on you, there is nothing much that the therapist can do no matter the credentials. Once I realized that, I made leaps and bounds in understanding what's behind my brain. On the other hand, I don't disbelieve you. I think there are many here on Earth who are labeled crazy but they simply perceive more. Maybe some of it is delusions, I won't say they're not or that they are, that's only for you to decide. But I do think it's a bit unhealthy to have that many spirits residing in your body parts. It wouldn't matter if they exist outside the self, like don Juan said Mescalito was, or if it was more like the ally, which was an interaction from within the mind's eye. It just seems like it would be unhealthy.

Also, you may want to re-read some of Carlos' books. Don Juan said to him, at least, that he was only allowed to pick one ally. Hope you work out the swiss cheese we all have a little bit of in our brains.

[akimbomoss]

Also, you may want to re-read some of Carlos' books. Don Juan said to him, at least, that he was only allowed to pick one ally. Hope you work out the swiss cheese we all have a little bit of in our brains.

Martin: I will re-read. I'll pick Lam.

Aleister Crowley: With Lam comes Frater Pure Durable Boat. The boat can hold many spirits.

Martin: I kind of know what you mean. I had this very issue with the Mexican conquistadors. Don Yuan said "The sorcerers of the past had allies coming out of their ears and when the mexican army came the allies could do nothing for them" or something to that effect. I hear this in my head often especially in the beginning. I think I can handle the Boat! [wink]

Lam: There is no such thing as power. It's an illusion. We're just actors on a stage.

[dRider]

A long, hard road it is, but strong and wise you will become.

[ΙΟΛΗ7]

i've been sending you my most warm and ful of light energy...feeling better my precious?

[akimbomoss]

i've been sending you my most warm and ful of light energy...feeling better my precious?

Are you kidding?? This is an understatement!. I love you!

[ΙΟΛΗ7]

I love you too my precious !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[victoria408]

akimbomoss i am here too!!! i am a very good friend of Iolh7 and i heard so many good things from her about you.. that i couldn't stay away!!!:D instead i decide to come here and say another''hi'' from Greece my friend!!!

[ΙΟΛΗ7]

Thanks for the support my beloved friend.Martin is a very special person and that's something you'll find out by reading his posts...!! It's nice to know that you will also send your warmest energy for my precious akimbomoss. [thumbup]

[victoria408]

be sure about it Iolh...i am sending already all my possitive energy to Martin!!!! [yay] [yay] [yay] [yay]

[akimbomoss]

Okay I'm not sick anymore! Thanks for all the energy but I must start the great work ok?!

Thanks Loli and Victoria. I was pretty crazy there last night [exclaim]