Healing of Terminal Illness

[Whyhaveyouforsakenme]

Hello everybody,
As this is my first post I will start with an intruduction.
My name isnt important really but I am and always was a religious man.
I have this certain connection to certain things. I can feel warmth in the middle of my chest when I am at holy places.
But also when I approach certain places or people speak off certain beings I get a Strange feeling in my chest.
It somehow feels uncomfortable. It's not pain just it doesn't feel good.

Since I was born I was very ill. THe illness affects my lungs and will
eventually kill me that is what the doctors say.
I have prayed for years to god for healing but for whatever reason he will not answer my prayers.
I can feel myself getting weaker this has made me desperate enough to come here.
Even while I am writing this text I have this feeling again but I must continue as I see no other way.

I feel betrayed by god and if he wont or cant help me then please tell me who or what can.

[Arden_Aurelius]

Ouch. I remember when the Doctors told me that i probably had autoimmune, i wasn't happy, but was willing to do what was needed to live at least another 30 years. I'd say ask Buer for healing, as the Goetia says he can do all manners of healing.(I'll probably summon him one day for my memory issues) But don't rush into it. prepare yourself first by working with the archangels and establishing a relationship with them first, that's advice I've gotten about summoning Ose or Marbas. I wish you all the Luck you can get.

[LandOfShadows]

Hi,

Terminal illness when I approach energies for healing its almost like asking they stop someone from aging, espically when it comes to inflictions that you may be born with or genetic.

Saying that even when its Cancer, or Aids... I find the energies I reach out to do not respond.

I find them to assist with healing processes, like broken bones, or getting well from an opperation, but then its not record breaking turn around times, and I feel much of it comes with the power of positive thought, and I would imagine your own faith has instilled that in you from time to time.

There are some persons in the circles I have walked that claim to be able to do all sorts... actually proof I don't see so often.

What is the illness you have if you don't mind me asking ?
(I can try and place positive energy around you and try and provoke things to happen that will assist you in finding a good doctor, or a path that may lead to you gaining some well being, not promising a cure, or anything like that, its more the law of attraction and trying to make your field a more positive one that will bring about results, but they are bound by this world and what is possible here and now).

LoS
Steve

[Whyhaveyouforsakenme]

Thank you people for your quick responses.

The illness is called Cystic fibrosis.
Children born with it these days can live up to 50 years.
Sadly when I was born the treatments weren't developed yet therefore I will not be as lucky.
@Arden_Aurelius you speak of two Archangels I have never heard of before.
I thought there were four great ones:
Michael
Gabriel
Raphael
Uriel
But are you sure it is possible to summon such a high ranking being?

[Arden_Aurelius]

He's not an Archangel. He's i guess what you would call a Demon. and yes, it is. The Goetia is part of a bunch of books that I believe someone wrote on behalf of King Solomon. In the Goetia, it gives you details on how to summon Demons. I'm sure if you did a quick search on Buer in the forums you'd find other threads about him as well.

[LandOfShadows]

Whyhaveyouforsakenme,

My Ex-Girl friend died at 24 years old to the same illness, there was very little I could do, they said she would only live to 19.

She was Wiccan and did her own spells and so on, and high warlocks tried theirs... Rituals calling to the coners and following the lesser keys of Solomon... But still it didn't work.

Not meaning to upset you... But your right, medical science has made lots of recent discoveries but even still their far off of a cure.

In my next meditation, and those then after I will try and focus on you... and our situation, difficult when I don't know you.

My Ex-partner she was wheel chair bound in her final weeks and needed a nebulizer every night and her back patted every morning... It wasn't nice.

Really hope and wish you all the best.

LoS
Steve

[Whyhaveyouforsakenme]

I really hope your help will at least buy me some time!
And I am really greatfull that you are willing to try.
What can I tell you about myself that will make it easier for you?
My first name is Patrick and I live in Germany. I am 19 years old and live in a flat.
@Arden_Aurelius
Hmh..... Demons I'm not sure.
I just read into it doesn't it require a Pentagram ?
The medicine I take makes my hands very shakey and I'm not sure I can draw something that requires such precision.
Do you have any experiences with Demons yourself how do they react to crosses and holy water?

[QofDeath]

If you're uneasy about the nature of demons, remember this little fact. They are just the old spirits (in most cases). Many of them are good and they try to help man, and always have. The catholic church just so happened to demonize them while they were in the business of rewriting religious reality for most of mankind.

Or if that dosen't work for you, you can simply understand that the demons are simply a part of all of us. The books I've read speak of them as attunements to your own subconscious, and the ceremonies to summon them simply unlock parts of your own mind that are responsible for many different biological processes that the brain has the the ability to control, including some rather significant healing responses.

Just trying to make the pill easier to swallow if you are serious about exploring this path of healing, which can be quite helpful.

Cystic Fibrosis is a terrible disease, my uncle had it, he lived till he was 55, but the last 10 years were brutal. I'm deeply sorry and I understand your position a bit. I'll send out my positive energy to you in my meditations this morning. You never know, it could be helpful!

[Whyhaveyouforsakenme]

Thank you all for your help and trying to give me your positiv energy.
I will in return pray for you and your families.
I need to think about attempting to summon an entity.
I am extremely desperate which I fear may make me vulnerable.
Is it more of a "deal" people make with spirits or do they just give you something if they like or pitty you or do I have to somehow control them and force them to give me what I want ?
As I said before I have absolutely no experiences with summoning anything and I feel this may be big step.

[LandOfShadows]

Whyhaveyouforsakenme,

The word Deamon/Demon means knowledge
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index ... 409AAVxNdh
The word Angel, devine
And Occult Hidden...

Understand all 3 and you learn of the Devine Hidden Knowledge, all this I feel I uncover and share in this topic: http://www.occultforum.org/forum/viewto ... 46&t=33696

The system I have placed up students of mine say its a great basic course and a good intro to the above.
The system works well for mediation and as a foundation for other systems, there are healing energies I call to, but as I say they are better with injuries rather than terminal illness/genetic issues... they can help prevent things and bring well being, but reversing someting that has taken hold of someone and altered their path already not so much.

LoS
Steve

[yyxx]

Whyhaveyouforsakenme, I hope you are still looking here for answers...

One word: Ayahuasca

From personal experience I can say that if you TRULY wish to be healed, approach Madre with sincerity and humility, you will be healed. I will say no more. Good luck!!!

[LandOfShadows]

Hi

They have a film on Netflix called DMT the Spirit molecule that mentions the root/vine that the tea is made from.

The chemical is suggested to seperate mind and body, like an astral or OBE... It can help many come to terms with there being something after death and has helped change peoples perception.

Then there are others that go further and say about the healing propities of the Tea... My only suggestion would be to go to Brazil and gain it first hand from the tribe that knows its properties inside out.

LoS

[Whyhaveyouforsakenme]

Sorry people for not replying but I was in hospital with pneumonia. It was a hard few weeks for me and at times I wasn't sure if I was going to make it!

[hobotubbie]

I'm glad you recovered, hope you get better !

[jinni73]

You don't need to go to brazil to do the ayawaska you can order it online and some shamanic cultures don't need the use of this medicine in order to know how to heal you,

the first thing before you go jumping on a plane is find a shaman and get him to take you to the lowerworld and retrieve your animal totem, you can do this journey with a friend if you can't find a shaman but it will be easier to use a shaman, here's the best book i've found on the subject so far http://www.resistance2010.com/forum/top ... an-michael

you could also try 35% food grade hydrogen peroxide theres plenty of information on the net about it if you haven't already heard about it.

Good Luck

[Occultess]

http://gerson.org/gerpress/dr-max-gerson/

I heard about this guy the other day. Apparently, he was coming up with cures for things left and write quite a few decades ago, but the medical community wasn't keen on his cures. He's written books, though. His cures are dietary in nature. I couldn't be sure he's got your illness in there somewhere, but there were quite a few of them that he was able to cure with diet (even as serious as cancer), so it might be worth a look.

[Whyhaveyouforsakenme]

Just wanted to let you know I'm still alive!

A lot of stuff has been going on lately my Girlfriend is probably going to leave me very soon which I can't really blame her for I'm getting worse every year and I wouldn't be able to handle that either!
I have finally lost my faith! Theodicy has crushed it.....

[manonthepath]

Try acupuncture!!!!!