Can someone please tell me who is this..

[sunas]

The only thing i know is that i need to find out who is the person behind the plan in which i am involved..
Someone said it has four faces and is a she..an entity that might just be a demon..
anyone knows who could it be ?

[Asurendra]

Hello Sunas,
This is not a great deal of information to go on. It would help to know more details about not only this 'plan' and who the 'someone' is you mentioned but also the situation in which your experience arose.
The Devas are sometimes represented with four faces as a symbol of awareness in all directions, meaning total awareness. What makes you wonder if this is something negative?

[sunas]

I think it has nothing to do with what i know and have done, that is why i need help to know who it is. I thought it has something to do with Lilith, but i am not sure! I have a spirit with me since last year too all the time and i think many times it has lied to me, so i am really confused..i never lost sense of what was in the act itself, evoking a spirit..but it is possible something more is going on, i just am not sure of it all..i also wouldnt like to speak too much of this where everyone can read it, ive seen too many doubt it..i dont doubt it anymore i just want to be certain and take out all this confusion.,.someone in another forum said it evoked the spirit that has been with me and now knows everything..i think it is possible..but this guy doesnt tell me anything and he has his reasons..he just says to me that i will die..yeah sure like i cared..i knew it could happen it would happen but that is not the point, everyone dies..i just want to know if i am doing it right..lol

[sunas]

The plan is the reason any human contacts spirits in the first place, each one to itself has a reason for it.
I contacted them because i wanted to offer them something, so in my mind i made a deal.
If that deal really happens, within something that hasnt got much differences from what i asked, i will do it.. if it has nothing to do with what i asked and i will still do it, i would like to know at least to whom i am doing it, isnt it fair ?

[RoseRed]

i just am not sure of it all..i also wouldnt like to speak too much of this where everyone can read it,

Well, that right there is a problem. Without information no one's going to be able to help you. Vague info makes for vague answers which usually do more harm than good.

Why do spirits contact people? There's as many reasons for that as there are contacts.

[Asurendra]

Hello Sunas,
First, let me say that whatever anyone tells you on a forum is not necessarily valid. That applies here as well. We don't know the full story and we are not investigating your situation so there is a lot of information we don't know. Even if whomever else was giving you this information was an actual medium, you have to use a cool and grounded discernment in weighing it.
The impression I have from the tone of your posts is that you are in some stressful period and are looking for occult solutions. That can happen, although sometimes mountains don't move in a week. If something has actually attached itself to you via some route you have not revealed then there is no reason to panic. There are many methods you can find online to cleanse and banish critters from your space.
To go any further with this you have to reveal the details. No one knows who you are but the NSA and they knew already so nothing is lost. Even if one were going to undertake a shamanic Journey to find out more one would have to know you and have all the facts.

[sunas]

Well i did a ritual based on what i have found in here http://authspot.com/thoughts/a-guide-to ... g-succubi/
The ritual did work out well, i am just not completely sure of who i summoned and what i got from it..
Plus, that ritual is to summon a succubus..
I asked more then just that and what i understood is that it would take sometime to know if i would get it or not..
And it seems i did get.. something.

I asked for something that most people think to be troubling..because no one else would ever ask for something like this..or so it seems.. and most say it is just ridiculous..

I actually think that it is exactly what i asked that i am getting and will get..
I just don't know!

What would you need to know ?

[Asurendra]

The first priority here seems to be taking control of your space. You should probably find a simple banishing ritual and then undertake some basic cleansing rituals.

If the ritual 'worked out well' you would know not only what you got, but more importantly what you summoned. The lower astral world has various types of astral parasites as well as vagabonds in search of an easy meal: that could be you in this case.So, I think it is safe to say that your ritual failed and it might be best to learn form this and move on to better sources.

Speaking of which, I looked at the website you referenced and I, personally, would say I think it may not be ranked as the most reliable. I know you want the chick with the snake, but, that is not what would happen. Some clever parasite would attach to your lower two chakras and generate an illusion. Or, you may 'end up' with a stronger, homosexual entity that will expand new horizons for you. It is, of course, your choice if that is what you want. But I have a bad feeling that you would end up as as some Christian fundamentalist in a year trying to drive it off in the name of Jesus while remaining energetically and psychologically damaged.

That being said, in many traditional shamanic circles there is the concept of a spirit wife. I would point out, this is DIFFERENT from a succubus. I leave it to you to research further.

[sunas]

I do know it is a parasite, it feeds on me, because i allow it, because it pleasures me i let it feed from me but the point is not that, i actually know that in that same ritual, besides the entity that has been with me all this year, there were many more there, specially one very strong one which i could only see some eyes..These two unforgetable eyes..
That night a lot of them pleasured me and fed from me..
Since that night my life has been completely different!
Plus.. i have this great Desire to serve a Goddess, a real Goddess and..
I think that it is what is happening..
It all makes sense, but then if some other persons checks into it, they tell me it has nothing to do with what i think their plan is..their plan i mean those who i evoked..and who have been " playing " with me..
The thing is, somehow i was now connected with some human, from some other country . . which is going to come to me for reasons that have nothing to do with spirits, we just met on a website..but then i got to know.. it has EVERyThing to do with spiritS! and i was like..how can this make sense..

[Asurendra]

Very well, Sunas, if this is what you want then I wish you luck. I hope you enjoy your ride around the bend as that is where you are, clearly, being taken.

[sunas]

I am a person who lives as a consensual slave, as in BDSM lifestyle.
I crave servitude and i wish to serve them, the Demons and specially, Lilith. That is why i did that ritual and that is what i asked, i asked to become to best slave possible for humans and when i no longer could serve humans i wanted to serve her. She gave me 5 moons to test me through Anksha the spirit that is with me 24/7 after those 5 moons, this Entity really came back and told me i was doing good and she thought i would do good.
I was said this : Now you will serve humans and you will be trained by Anksha, to become the slave you want to be.
Just after that i got an opportunity to serve a couple.
Which i accepted and since then i have deeply become less me and more of a slave..which sometimes its hard but i accept it with a happiness that is quite unique.
I am getting what i asked for i think, i just would like to be sure if i am doing it right and if i am doing it for the right Entity..
Right now another slave will join me and we met through the internet, she was looking for an owner and.. well.. my Owner is seeking for more slaves..
So she is coming and guess what, her Current Owner has invoked BAAL into her..She is just a slut for Demons as much as i am..
Seems we both have the same " faith " and we will end together..
I would just like to be sure of what that Faith is and to whom will we serve..

Can it be done ?

[Zenick]

Wow people can be so interesting. [grin2]

I have a hard time following you but if I understand what your trying to ask. My answer would be you will be told when it/they feel like it and not before.
personally if I was you I would get far away from doing magic as possible but to each their own. Good luck.

[sunas]

I am already finished with magick,the only one i actually needed to do or perform, i already did.. so from now on..its just following the path they indicate me