I've decided to focus my attention on the academic world to the extent that I don't think I can make use of anything I can learn here. I've decided this because the changes I'd created in myself makes me someone who improves the most when studying things that are well understood and proven to be true of which then I can use these "truths" for the basis of further or higher learning in more complex subjects for ex. neurology (which I'm glad to say I am starting to get a somewhat good understanding of it as a whole .
The things of the esoteric in their very nature are not likely to provide a good basis of further understanding because of it's subjects tendency to not have academic support. This is not saying I believe these things to be "hog wash" but simply that there is a lack of experimental knowledge which to me explains why so much "depends on the individual". I will say good luck to anyone and I hope that some of these subjects to start to emerge in the academic community as both communities can learn from each other.
So you mean to tell me that you have a large collection of ritual equipment? Well I have my mind, just as good and I bought it at a discount price
Good luck out there in consensus reality. I wish you well and with your focus on truth and knowledge I'm sure you'll do well in whatever you apply yourself to.
red i guess you'd be glad to know that I will be working with my ability but because of my decision i will for the largest part be inactive as far as any group effort is concerned.
So you mean to tell me that you have a large collection of ritual equipment? Well I have my mind, just as good and I bought it at a discount price
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